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I had my first awakening with Aya and I know tons of people that had healing experiences with it as well but I don't know about brewing it yourself or even taking it all by yourself without a sitter. I had a little group ceremony in the Netherlands where there was staff to help us if needed (which I cannot recommend enough!) Aya is basically DMT so yes the effect can be an awakening and deconstructing the mind. I realized and experienced God in the purest way on Ayahuasca. Beware though it is very powerful and do your research on that! I don't even know if I would recommend going to a shaman in South America...sometimes they overdose (since they themselves have a different approach to this and the substance is more natural to them) so the risk of basically drink too much and throwing up for 5 hours straight is pretty big. Do your research and definitely have a sitter. But Ayahuasca in itself is awesome and can definitely help you! Much Love from Germany

Hello to everyone, I'm a 24 year old woman and am trying to elevate and develop myself. Dating and relationship is obviously a big part of my personal development journey and these past months I came across the teachings of Mina Irfan, also called the Universe Guru on YouTube. At first I really resonated with her knowledge and advice on topics of femininity and masculinity (polarity and relationship dynamics based on evolutionary studies and spirituality). The more I got down that rabbit hole and took one course of hers which was 1,5k (pretty big amount of money for me) I had a weird gut feeling when it comes to some of her messages like this one: She is basically repeating the old religious doctrine of dating for marriage, not having sex with man or being in a relationship (even longterm) with a man if it's not marriage. I see more and more young women my age falling for this concept for the sake of safety. While I don't judge them and I obviously understand that security and safety is a big thing for women I feel like teachings as hers are misleading to everyone who wants to be in a conscious relationship with someone. Also I highly doubt that a high quality man (in the "western cultures" as she likes to emphasize) is willing to marry a woman on the spot after 1-2 months of dating (which a lot of her students have "achieved". I'm sure this concept works for some and is still a part of everyday life in a lot of cultures around the world but didn't we develop out of this for a reason? Another crazy thing about her courses are the ridiculous prices. She has bundles for over 5-20k which is completely crazy to me. She also brags about how she makes 7 figure months and then I remembered what Leo says about the super super rich and how they become so rich by exploiting. This is what it feel like to me... Felt like sharing and discussing. Much Love <3

Hi everyone, I'm currently dating a nerdy guy who is smart and sweet but I feel that he is not the usual type of man I'm going for. Usually my type is a more (toxic) masculine kind of guy who is somewhat avoidant and not ready to commit or lacks intelligence. I refuse to believe I can only date/ fall in love with these types of macho guys but these are typically the ones I feel physically more attracted to. The guy I'm dating right now is not necessarily unattractive but he gives off a more sensitive and vulnerable attitude which I like and I always wanted that actually. So why am I not attracted to him physically (I don't want to kiss or sleep with him, also side note we had like 4 dates already) How can I see beyond superficial stuff like looks bc I know this is not that important for building a longterm relationship. Namaste <3

Yes I’ve found him attractive, in a physical sense! I feel like his posture and overall shyness may turned me off.

@Raptorsin7 thank you!

@Roy great advice, thank you!

Thank you very much for your input. These are exactly my thoughts too. I thought of maybe just kissing him the next time I see him and see how it feels, maybe it's just me making assumptions he can't kiss or isn't very sensual for some superficial bs reason. And I agree, I've never met a guy who is balanced in that way, sometimes when I meet men who are into spirituality they seem like that at first but it's just their huge spiritual ego...

@Leo Gura You're so right about the energy thing! How do I distinguish masculine guys from toxic masculine guys? A lot of "spiritual" men I've met have huge ego problems and are not really that emotionally intelligent...

Hey @Leo Gura, I tried to contact the support but since there was no answer for the last week I wanted to try it here. I guess there are some technical difficulties but I can't access my Life Purpose Course, the login doesn't work. Would be cool if someone could answer my request. Thank you and have a great day!

@somegirl exactly. I know it seems counter intuitive but it will definitely help you most importantly but he will feel the energy too.

@somegirl Hey you, I understand you very well. I have a brother myself, he is 10 years older than me and from the outside it seems that he's got his life together. During an Ayahuasca ceremony last year I had the experience of being him and feeling his trauma and frustration. He was always a bit overweight, struggled with health problems/ overworking etc. He was and is basically living a very unhealthy lifestyle. When I felt his pain it gave me the compassion for him, where before there was a feeling of sadness and worry. That is why I truly understand how you feel from a "sibling perspective". The only way you and your family can truly help him is by focusing on yourselves. What I mean by that is, going inward, find that place of Hopefulness in regards to him. See in him wellness where your currently seeing misery and illness. In the beginning it could feel like your bullshitting yourself. But truly it helps. And it will help him because you and your family won't look at him as a "victim" of his own circumstances but moreso as a person that has always the potential to tap into that place of abundance and health and positivity. I know this is hard. Start maybe by journaling and making a list of all his positive aspects just to get a better, more positive view on him and his outlook in life. I wish you all the best, sending you Love.

Hello to you all, hey Leo, on Tuesday, September 14th, I’ve reached an awakening/ enlightenment during my first Ayahuasca ceremony. I had a God realisation, now I understand you, Leo. I understand everything you tried to tell me all this time. And it’s funny because now I know I‘m just talking to my self, asking for help from my self (self in the ultimate way). the cosmic joke… I‘m still feeling dizzy and the material world/ my dream is overwhelming at the moment for me. But the infinite love I saw and experienced has changed me forever as a human being. I can not unsee the truth anymore. I am 22 years old at the moment and I feel like I know what my purpose is. I want to share the love I received through my given talents, to help humankind and the planet. But tell me Leo, since this is all a dream and I saw it myself, I know that it doesn’t make a difference in the ultimate way. But I still choose to do the most „loving“ things I can. But was is loving then? If „evil“ and „good“ are just as lovable to God. Because I saw it myself. Basically I have a hard time integrating everything I saw in my life/ dream. Could you help me with that? It’s the smallest things like, before the ceremony I knew I wanted to break up with my boyfriend because he is not interested in spirituality or personal growth whatsoever. (Thinks it’s not necessary) Now I think it makes no difference if I break up with him but then it does.?! It breaks my heart to hurt him but then I realise, it makes no difference…

@Virgo not weird but beautiful. ❤️ Me too!

@FlyingLotus thank you so mich for your kind words and help. I will definitely watch the video. And you’re absolutely right. With the days passing by I feel my ego stepping in again. Which is not purely negative. I understand that it tries to be my safeguard and I recognise it kindly as a clingy friend. But still you’re very right, I still have to be aware of it and it’s actions within me. Otherwise this experience was just an experience with no greater benefit for my life. @Depersonilized and thank you so much! Your words really resonated with me. You are right about my ideals. Honestly, I know the answer before even talking about it, it’s just like I Said this feeling of division which the ego gives me and so I feel like with quitting a relationship I divide myself from others (like my boyfriend) when in fact it is the most loving thing to do, even when he does not understand. thank you guys so much. Keep your POV‘s coming if there is any thing you want to share ??

@Nahm I understand. Thank you. ??

@Nahm im sorry I still can’t put my thoughts into words. could you just elaborate on the second part you wrote earlier? I did not get it 100%

@Nahm @Inliytened1 @Alistair Kershaw thank you to you all. I appreciate the love and congrats to you as well. @Nahm could you elaborate on the second part? I understand essentially he is not separate from me but in the Material/ survival part of this game he is. How could he open the present too if he is blind and does not want to open his eyes?

@EmptyVase thank you very much!

@Leo Gura thank you so much Leo. You were my spiritual teacher for over 7 years now and you made this whole process so much easier for me. I saw you in infinity. ❤️

@Batman beautiful. Beautiful words thank you for your guidance and perspective, it helps me a lot. Much love. ❤️

@Adamq8 thank you. ❤️ I appreciate that.