Natasha Tori Maru

I think this is a needless drama thread at this point. Considering closing it unless there is more genuine, constructive discussion.

Gotcha I know this is a big sticky spot for you, as you are self aware enough to know you are extraverted and this is a strong need. 31, to me, is still young. I had 3 long term relationships through my 30s. All were happen chance with no intention. Lovely chaps! The main difference is that you are more spiritually advanced than I was at that age. So this is an additional sorting factor if you need this sort of development from a partner.

@AION I picked up on, and responded to, the assumptions behind your post.

It's a nice psychoanalysis. Just rooted in misunderstanding. I think we have discussed this at length - I operate so far outside your paradigm you are just confused by me. And obsessed. Probably becuase you can't explain me. Let alone understand. Being a mod is a job. I don't take it as some status game. If I could be a mod and have no greentext I would prefer that. You enjoy the drama and engage in it. You are never far. So I think you are included in your statements

I don't have a need to act on every emotion or feeling I experience. I can sit with them, feel them totally, and process, without an action that extraverts them. It doesn't mean I feel any less or suppress. Some people require action to be able to move emotions. There are other methods of genuinely feeling and processing a feeling that don't require it to acted upon. I was not always able to sit with feelings. I used to have to express them to move them 😊

I appreciate this, thank you !

@Joseph Maynor it didn't

You are always my biggest, most obsessed stalker

100% Grusch even reinforces this in the podcast. "I was very careful to check the videos weren't AI or fabricated, in this day and age" "I sat on it for years" Fuck off. Epistemology based on time spend thinking about it. LOL. He could have at least touched on how he verified it. I think this podcast is the first time he has spoken about about seeing "long haired bodies with light blue skin". He did not sound genuine, either.

Might help to differentiate my role from me. Sorry you feel that way

It's fine to disagree. But the rhetoric employed determines how well the dish can be digested.

I've just finished the Rogan podcast in full. Grusch is full of shit. Listen to him as he describes what he has seen. I detect lies. Change in tone. Intonation, pace and type of language used when Rogan prompts for details. I get the impression he is coming up with answers on the fly and hasn't done his narrative rehearsals. Unlike Elizondo, who is much more rehersed and crafted. Elizondo is also, full. Of. Shit I call bullshit.

Withdrawal I suppose.

I don't care what you think you believe about what I believe. But that's perfectly fine for you to think words aren't crap.

The type of receipt we are crying for - now they need to supply the rest

You be hung up on the hung up Look into it!

It gets crappier too - they... evolve. Over time. Corrupted too. Slang Overall 🤮

I think you mean words don't have inherent meaning - most are context driven. Context supplied by the person or due to their place in sentance structure. Light weight. Ceiling light. Light sleeper.

Don't slap that smiley around here so innocently - you started this LOL! And now look at Leo, DEADASS - the cringe

It is almost like when someone thinks they can explain someone else behaviourally or mechanistically - they understand them! Explanation is NOT understanding!

RECEIPTS OR IT DIDN'T HAPPEN

Just because one doesn't want to date or look for a partner, or doesn't have a huge drive for it - DOES NOT MEAN EVERYTHING THEY DO THAT ISN'T THAT IS A FUCKING COPE. We know people can be different, right? Different needs, wants and desires? THIS AINT NEW

If I want to manifest something with magic - I think about it. Put a lot of energy into that thought. Then I plan and align my thoughts with an action that naturally occurs for me because I am integrous. Integrity is the connective force. If I want to levitate a cup. I think "reach out and pick up the cup". I reach out and pick up the cup. That's how God gets it done Magic is probably the "action" gap between thought <----> happening you aren't aware of. You just missed the action following the thought and labelled the gap "Magic"

I am just past that part as well - I laughed when Rogan called him out even! There are MORE outlandish claims which are interesting - but again. WHERE ARE THE RECEIPTS BITCH

@LoneWonderer Get in here, act as our sacrificial anode, and watch this so we don't have too! We shall honour your fallen sacrifice with e-hugs!