Natasha Tori Maru

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  1. Thank you Integral - well received! At this point in my life I am so busy in construction (hospitals) I do not have so much time... However, I do try to do my part by spreading word and informing others on such topics Cheers
  2. 1) You also have to take into account cognitive decline with age. 2) I would say it is too early to accurately predict what effects higher information bandwidth have on the brain. The brain cannot multitask 3) AI can severely reduce critical thinking. A plan needs to be in place to teach children new skills: skills involved in managing technology and appropriately applying its use. These are new parenting skills that need to be instilled by my generation. I feel Millennials are only now learning this skill, due to their own inundation in the negative effects unregulated technology use has. Almost all of my own circle is turning away from social media. Hopefully we learn and pioneer this Great post
  3. I dislike Teal Swan. However - this encapsulates my experience very well. Almost all points apply to me. The struggle to be seen is the biggest challenge I have faced in life, on a personal level. My truest long-term sexual relationships with men have all been through equal mastery of a shared task. My appearance did not come into play until meeting in these situations. And even then, these men could see my spirit and soul first & foremost. Where I was able to reveal who I was, before I was visually perceived. My experience.
  4. @Tristan12 Good day Tristan, May I ask - apologies if this has been answered already - about your general routines & habits? Our environment is not a healthy one. Poison at every turn. Food, air, water, technology. These elements we work with in society are toxic now. Slowly this has been getting worse. Do you move? Clean food? Only water? Minimal caffeine, no drugs, no alcohol You must be clean in this disgusting environment now. More than ever. You sound to me to be trapped in a cycle of escapism. If you look after the self: clean food, water, gentle movement. The need to escape is no longer there. Forward motion suppresses the fear response. Walking will do I ask this as you have attempted to tackle your trauma with the mind. Maybe a new strategy is needed - tackle the body. My experience. My experience. I feel your pain in your words. Please have my endless love....
  5. Thank you for your thoughts here. I counter this with: it is not possible to know what @Davino bases his decisions and actions on. This thread is simply a request for anecdotal data. We do know, or comprehend, what actions he may take from now. He could be disregarding all data given here. We will never know. I respect the question he has asked. Through it he has acknowledged there are beings who have more lived experience due to age. This implies no authority from anyone older, just an acknowledgement there is some useful information others may have due to age. I digress...
  6. @NoSelfSelf Do you truly believe others aren't responsible for their own decisions and actions? Your answers are implying @Davino is making decisions based on others opinions. That others are responsible for his life decisions. Unless we are misunderstanding you - the underlying belief you have is we each aren't responsible for our actions. Ultimately, we are only responsible for our own actions. If you don't know or understand this, you will progress through life blaming others - which reveals you lack sovereignty, not Davino. This is how projection works
  7. 38yo - no cognitive decline. Executive function has only improved. You must be clean. No drugs, no alcohol. Clean food. Water, Sleep. Basics Focus is a trained ability. Use it or loose it Don't rot your brain with social media. Delete that shit. Trash The older you get the more important these factors become. When you are young your body carries you. As you get older you must look after, and carry, your body. Body = mind. Move your body. It's a dopamine release. My experience. I work in commercial construction - science (synchrotron), laboratories, medical (hospitals) & educational institutions. Very involved work. You can't fuck around when you work in these fields. I've been very successful with no degree, no training. I began this career only 3 years ago. It only gets better ...
  8. Thank you - well received. I am with you on this subject. I sense your intentions are good - unity. You shine with a higher light <3
  9. You all have been given the gift of free will. Consider if your posting is leading to a division - of any kind. One day, the forum users will reach a critical mass, where enough of us realize we are one. When this day comes, power will shift. The spiritual enlightenment of users will then accelerate. Power will flood your being. Leo is attempting to guide you to this point. In his own, unique way. We are one.
  10. All the strategies employed for mind control are rooted in division. We are one. Dividing us destroys us. No need for government if we realize we are one. You would simply know the truth of others. You would know a thief. A murderer. A rapist. It wouldn't happen because you are raping yourself, stealing from and murdering yourself. The oppressors know this. It's the great truth they are hiding so they can feed off us.
  11. @Tenebroso actuality critically analyse what @Chives99 is saying here. You claim 'With respect these kinds of posts don't help' yet your post achieves nothing in the way of a solution or constructive steps. You don't even propose a counter argument
  12. No. Absolutely nothing wrong with your looks. Do you have any sisters? Siblings of the opposite sex can really assist with socialisation.
  13. Living alone since 2020. Prefer living with others (doesn't necessarily have to be a partner). Very difficult to find others within my age bracket (upper 30s) who have their shit together and can coexist in piece....
  14. They do. You just aren't identifying feminine metrics and projecting men's onto them. This is excluding non-gender specific self improvement.
  15. At the root of this you my be confusing happiness with pleasure. Really big issue for many and a core element of addiction.
  16. Drive, ambition, leadership, assertiveness, strength, courage, indepedence, compassion, knowledge, rationality Not unique qualities to men as traits are often on a spectrum for each individual I would say these are positive masculine traits - what makes a good man
  17. I hope this realization brings Leo one step closer to the intimacy needed to heal the deep roots of distress he has experienced <3 Total forgiveness
  18. Yeah universal back button is another irritation for me with apple. Android I can navigate back with the same muscle memory - Apple I have to search for back buttons located who-knows-where in apps
  19. Should also mention Apple seems to have less issues with apps as devs don't have 10 different versions of Android to write an app for
  20. For me its having file explorer. My brain literally implodes from Apples filesystem I shouldn't be so resistant. I use Apple (work) + Android (personal). I don't use anything else apple - but I can appreciate the integrated and seamless ecosystem
  21. I feel like apple trains you to be tech illiterate - this is my biggest gripe. I'd rather have the power to break it myself, learn the system > fix it. I strongly dislike being beholden to anything. I can acknowledge that most people just want their tech to work. I feel the drawback to this causes technology illiteracy - so when it does malfunction you're fucked. Having said all of this I'm naturally a systems thinker so troubleshooting comes naturally to me. Android for me thanks!
  22. I totally get it because I fall for the same tricks within my own mind. I wish I had some better advice for you! Action is the only thing that pulls me out of anxious thought loops Best wishes <3
  23. You are thinking too much about this. Thinking about this isn't going to solve the problem, and no advice will either. Just get out into the game of life and GO GO GO!
  24. Forgive me if posted before. Feel free to move if it doesn't fit this subforum. Not a huge fan of Tom Bilyeu, however, I'll listen if the discussion is good. Great long form discussion regarding phthalates in our environment & the poisoning of environmental systems. In particular : How chemicals are effecting us hormonally How phthalates effect the development of males in particular & effects on gonads Just how pervasive the uptake is of these chemicals. They are designed to be absorbed From plant & animal farming > humans. Endocrine disrupting chemicals are nearly unavoidable The under masculinization of males is an actual problem impacting lifespan Basically we are FUCKED. So sad to realise these concerns, as health issues make spiritual development that much harder. Given this is the focus of the forum...
  25. Portal, only the portal weapon opens into the depths of consciousness. Then you will see all the structures & religions of society are forms of control fed to us by The Others. The truth from the cradle of civilisation! Leo doesn't have infinite resources. As great as this may be, his path is directed elsewhere ?