Natasha Tori Maru

@Tenebroso actuality critically analyse what @Chives99 is saying here. You claim 'With respect these kinds of posts don't help' yet your post achieves nothing in the way of a solution or constructive steps. You don't even propose a counter argument

No. Absolutely nothing wrong with your looks. Do you have any sisters? Siblings of the opposite sex can really assist with socialisation.

Living alone since 2020. Prefer living with others (doesn't necessarily have to be a partner). Very difficult to find others within my age bracket (upper 30s) who have their shit together and can coexist in piece....

They do. You just aren't identifying feminine metrics and projecting men's onto them. This is excluding non-gender specific self improvement.

At the root of this you my be confusing happiness with pleasure. Really big issue for many and a core element of addiction.

Drive, ambition, leadership, assertiveness, strength, courage, indepedence, compassion, knowledge, rationality Not unique qualities to men as traits are often on a spectrum for each individual I would say these are positive masculine traits - what makes a good man

I hope this realization brings Leo one step closer to the intimacy needed to heal the deep roots of distress he has experienced <3 Total forgiveness

Yeah universal back button is another irritation for me with apple. Android I can navigate back with the same muscle memory - Apple I have to search for back buttons located who-knows-where in apps

Should also mention Apple seems to have less issues with apps as devs don't have 10 different versions of Android to write an app for

For me its having file explorer. My brain literally implodes from Apples filesystem I shouldn't be so resistant. I use Apple (work) + Android (personal). I don't use anything else apple - but I can appreciate the integrated and seamless ecosystem

I feel like apple trains you to be tech illiterate - this is my biggest gripe. I'd rather have the power to break it myself, learn the system > fix it. I strongly dislike being beholden to anything. I can acknowledge that most people just want their tech to work. I feel the drawback to this causes technology illiteracy - so when it does malfunction you're fucked. Having said all of this I'm naturally a systems thinker so troubleshooting comes naturally to me. Android for me thanks!

I totally get it because I fall for the same tricks within my own mind. I wish I had some better advice for you! Action is the only thing that pulls me out of anxious thought loops Best wishes <3

You are thinking too much about this. Thinking about this isn't going to solve the problem, and no advice will either. Just get out into the game of life and GO GO GO!

Forgive me if posted before. Feel free to move if it doesn't fit this subforum. Not a huge fan of Tom Bilyeu, however, I'll listen if the discussion is good. Great long form discussion regarding phthalates in our environment & the poisoning of environmental systems. In particular : How chemicals are effecting us hormonally How phthalates effect the development of males in particular & effects on gonads Just how pervasive the uptake is of these chemicals. They are designed to be absorbed From plant & animal farming > humans. Endocrine disrupting chemicals are nearly unavoidable The under masculinization of males is an actual problem impacting lifespan Basically we are FUCKED. So sad to realise these concerns, as health issues make spiritual development that much harder. Given this is the focus of the forum...

Portal, only the portal weapon opens into the depths of consciousness. Then you will see all the structures & religions of society are forms of control fed to us by The Others. The truth from the cradle of civilisation! Leo doesn't have infinite resources. As great as this may be, his path is directed elsewhere ?