Natasha Tori Maru

I have not tried Holosync. I have progressed through the Gateway Experience to focus 12. I feel at this stage I could go further, however I appreciate taking my time. I like to let things cook in my lizard brain for a while, as I tend to find I integrate concepts in a rapid manner (intellectually), but my body takes more time. I simply repeat the tapes over and over and over. I didn't move on from the first wave for 2 months. I like to go slow I have had several experiences within the process that were so unexpected - one being an awakening triggered out of no where that has stayed with me in presence ever since. The tapes have enhanced my focus. Everything is sharper. Reality now feels like a simulation. It is very clear, and totally evident to me, I am everything experiencing this reality in my tiny feminine body. I am the universe experiencing itself through this body. In this knowledge, you understand consciousness gives rise to the brain, to matter, to the fabric of reality. I've been applying this knowledge and focus in my construction work, and energetically towards assisting those around me. I have been very, very successful. Everything is just energy, and it is my job to put it into a cohesive format so that it is useful. I visualise 2 sine waves overlapping or the point of a graph where the 2 lines meet. This is the cohesion of energy I aim for. I like to visualise it in a mathematical manner as for myself, maths is a discovered, universal language. I took it to 3rd year university. I think of matter as just energy in a slow, dense vibration. But matter is still energy vibrating. Think about a bench - you can place your hand on it. You could put your hand through it if your energy was a match, as the bench is mostly empty space. Consider the atoms that make up the bench - mostly empty space. If your energy is cohesive (slow, dense) enough you could match the energetic frequency of the bench. You could put your hand through the bench like an anvil of force. Think of the energy of a growing forest - the grass' energy is all cohesive as one, so that it can achieve its process of photosynthesis. All the elements working together, as one, else that shit ain't gonna grow! The thoughts you have, the words you use, they also have a sound, a geometric pattern. They have energy, and when you feel, think and do in alignment you achieve what you will. These geometric forms arise from sound, and often when I have taken psychedelics in the past, these geometric 'thought' forms become real. That is happening all around you. All the time. Only the gut-punch of a psychedelic chemical brings them into your conscious perception. However, it comes with a cost to the nervous system. I use the tapes to focus myself, and engage in a state of total energetic cohesion. I can only do this when I have an outcome I want to achieve, as the energy needs a direction. But the tapes have helped me synchronise all these things. The gateway process was the link that let me embody & integrate the awakenings psychedelic opened me to. The chemicals felt like opening the door, and the sound process of the tapes feels like the path I need to take. The tapes do highlight breathing, as this is one of the only autonomic processes we as humans have control over, to alter our state. I do a combination of listening to the tapes in motion (walking) & laying down. Body asleep, mind bright. Awake. With the above, has come a rather obscene amount of body energy. I have found this difficult to contain. For this reason also, I go slow. I have experienced much more than the above. I would love to hear if anyone else has had any similar sort of experience <3

The priority placed on physical appearance tends to decline with age. As you mature this evolves My grandmother used the adage 'a beautiful woman dies twice' as a warning. Always invest in your attributes that aren't looks based. As a woman, when your looks fade, if you haven't grounded yourself in other areas, this loss is traumatic. Thank you very much for your post @Emerald 🙏

You're just reinforcing what I said. Implying the presence of the skirt decision related to her being assaulted. Miss-attributed responsibility

'She wore the short skirt, so she deserved it'

Just to really slam dunk this. This is the type of argument rape apologists make when they blame the woman for being raped. 'She wore the short skirt, so she deserved it' Notice there is a judgement call there.

Personal responsibility is absolutely a factor. I implore you to think about how your statement, that is quite black and white, does not just apply to women. It is not true that women alone cannot abide harsh truths. It is rather, people, humans, that cannot. When I tell a male tradie they have fit off a fixture with no care, its below my standard & to get down to site and fix it, they get angry. This is an emotion in response to a truth. Men and women will respond the same, it's the subject being addressed and how they feel about it that dictates the reaction.

Absolutely - corruption on so many levels

This is not true, this is victim blaming.

Good points. You highlight well the scale & depth to which some men are behind wrt understanding women/feminine. The last line touches on another subject regarding parenting. I personally feel it should be within the roles of parents to be whole and healed enough emotionally to be able to embody the masculine/feminine in equal & healthy balance. Acting as a direct example of how to treat the opposite sex, how to interact and facilitating understanding between the roles/sexes. Laying the groundwork so men aren't launched into society lacking so much knowledge. It speaks to how unconscious parenting lays the groundwork for issues in the children. All the more important to integrate consciousness into ones being.

BTW just want to thank you all for this discourse so far, good friction. Good growth, even if it's painful to have someone gut you and reveal the insides

The root of a lot of the issues on the forum: those users with more masculine energy claiming the masculine isn't emotional. I'm telling you, as a woman who works in commercial construction (and very successfully, not just saying that. I have proven, corporeal results), men are consistently more emotional than women. More charged up, and less unable to manage these emotions. I walk onto a construction site & its 99% men. I can attest they follow my lead and direction. I am candid, stern, but kind. Ruthless in action. But to direct them as a woman, they need to have a total tantrum and mental breakdown. I let them whinge and cry their concerns out - then they get down to it. Half your issues are you attribute a whole bunch of NEGATIVE emotions to the feminine. You are picking and choosing which feelings to associate with the feminine without even realizing your own bias and filter is corrupting your understanding.

Too bad @Emerald & I are one step above and ahead here - we EMBODY it. Unfortunately you are n=1 which does not a scientific study make. As an aside regarding Leos 'man child' comment - this is also the root cause for many women losing sexual desire for their partners. When the masculine partner (or feminine) behaves in an immature way like this, it forces the other partner into a 'parent role'. You force your woman into the mother role... Well it's no wonder she loses her sex drive. It's difficult to be attracted to your son

You prompted me to research this again. I believe this may be using old types of noise cancelling tech - I can find many reports of noise cancelling no longer interfering now. I will try this myself. I've been applying the Gateway Process for a good couple of years, so I should be able to feel any difference quickly. fwiw I use Sony WF1000XM4 or ATH-M50X - The latter gives a more accurate sound profile

No longer feel loneliness in a similar way to @ChrisZoZo I truly aim to float around here, engaging in dialogues, so that maybe I can say something that will echo in someone's head. Like a weed that won't die and keeps growing and coming back - but in a positive way. I am thankful for you all, in friction we learn <3

Project manager in commercial construction - state and federal government work So like science (ANSTO Synchrotron), medical (hospital builds and refits), schools & education stuff.

Sound is a resonance and vibration that your brain/consciousness responds to. So, with the right sound - and binaural beats can achieve this - you can elevate your consciousness enough to encompass what feels like being totally one with reality around you IE not within the container of your body. In this state it is very apparent consciousness gives rise to the brain, the observer will always change the outcome IE quantum science This will alter your state of consciousness. You can practice this enough to reach states with very little effort. It is indeed a meditation, only with sound to supplement. It might be curious to know, the 'wavering' you hear when you use stereo headphones for binaural beats is not part of the sound - your brain creates this wave in response to the 2 different frequencies being played in each ear. Sound also creates geometric patterns when applied to particles, like sand. Sound resonance breaks glass. Sound can also be used as a weapon. I genuinely feel like the next science breakthroughs will be in this field. @Oppositionless mentioned Monroe Sound Science - this is research developed by the CIA that was formerly classified. Here is a video that might elaborate on some of the science behind the process:

Yes, this is totally on point. The Gateway Process is a great sound tool to 'short-cut' your way to meditative states that channel the first steps to Kundalini. It is particularly good for those who's physical bodies aren't clean, as the less sensitive can usually perceive the shift. I warning though, for anyone curious - do not engage in any steps beyond focus 12 without first mastering the REBEL and ECB. You will engage a type of energy you will not be able to handle. The .pdf supplement is also recommended to read before beginning No noise cancelling headphones either

All of us have masculine/feminine within us. All of us have emotion/logic. The beauty of being in relationship with another is it lets you sink into one polarity while your partner holds space. You will both naturally switch between feminine/masculine in a response to each other's needs (and life at large). A healthy partnership will let you flow within the frequency of this switch. This is at the core of a spiritual & energetic match within the bounds of a romantic relationship. Stop thinking 'women are simpy in their masculine too much these days' Limiting belief, limiting thought. A healthy person will be able to switch because they have mastered balance of energy.

Its legit. Best way to learn - how you learn anything. Experience. I can give you a clue - sound energy is more fundamental to the universe and power in general than many, many realize. The right sound will demolish your reality. It can be a shortcut to higher meditation states, and unlocking Kundalini. It might help to remember all this 'head energy' theory is just that - mind play, lacking the integration of practice. I can describe the sensation and pleasure of eating ice cream - you can read about it. The cold sensation that gives way to the sugary sweetness as it melts. The smooth texture and mouth feel of milk fat. But going in and eating the shit is just, well, it's something else! Indescribable Practice

Dead (ಥ◡ಥ) I keep walking into your traps!

Shhhh we must not speak truths men aren't ready for!

Good points, the power of being able to maintain that container is the essence of the masculine polarity. I think also, your other points above are valid. The choice of the word 'manipulation' is catching people, as most have negative attachments to their definition. If users read the above by substituting the word 'guide' in, the same concepts are conveyed. It's a common theme on the forum - users negative/positive attachment to words blind them to the overall meaning.

None of this will work because frankly, most men don't know how to hold space for the feminine. Many men (not all) hold better space for their cars than they do women: they check the engine, they clean it, change the oil, treat it with care, upgrade little bits, customise it. Then take it for a ride and the engine sings (6cyl+ only pls none of this resonant exhaust shit slapped on a micro engine 🤣) . Just like with anything, she's gonna throw a check engine light and be a hassle if you neglect her. Especially a highly strung Ferrari! The biggest issue I see with forum users, is thinking life (and this includes getting a woman) is some vending machine where you put good stuff in and good stuff comes out. It just shows how little life experience / real life application many here have. Theres a measure of black and white thinking tossed in also, which adds to this polarity. All of this could be applied to women in the reverse. Most women do not know how to allow/make room for the masculine to lead

Oh my gosh! This entire dialogue again - history doomed to repeat. This conversation genuinely comes across as so low consciousnesses. Please - I put forth no judgement in the above Women are humans just like you. We are your mothers, your sisters, your grandmothers. Female humans even go through menopause and live on. I am not sure any other female of other species lives on past child bearing age? That 70 year old woman has a function. Custodians of knowledge & care. All this inane dialogue does is divide you all. Fuck this stupid 'human love' and 'love' distinction. There is NO DISTINCTION. We are all the same and all one and all lit up by the light of the same energy. The light of God!

I can believe it - there is mathematics behind it to explain the phenomena. I enjoyed your anecdote