Natasha Tori Maru

2 thoughts: Personal level: To learn not to avoid any moment, task, experience or feeling - to erase internal friction / resistance. To learn to care for myself first and foremost (the mind, moreso the meatbag) with the intention to give this energy back out. If I give to myself in alignment with my personal truth, I give unto others the energy and love to give back to everyone, or thing, I come to interact with. Giving out has always, always been returned. Amplified. This has been my process thus far. Elevating myself & others. To control and hone my thoughts to focus on this intention on any level - be it work, family, friends, or users on this forum Mind, emotions and body all as one. Collective level: As a way for consciousness to harvest experience & data through expression of itself in the material domain. 'The Collective' desires to learn about itself and how it can manipulate the lower energies to elevate itself as a whole. To alter its state. On this plane, where things are defined, and we all inhabit a body, we are to learn to create. Born to create. We use matter & energy. Unified consciousness ie God consciousness/Absolute etc has no unknowns, no surprises. It marvels, revels and takes joy in humanities ability to create. Have surprises. Our emotions and reactions are priceless, as the great unified consciousness cannot experience this. We all partake of Gods joy and wonder when we have an experience! And the most delightful part? When you have an experience with pure love intention behind it - you get to channel that absolute God consciousness right through your very being, as God wants to share and feel through YOU. You will be alight with pure energy, it flows through you, it is you. It animates the trees and grass, the walls, the stinky sponge you haven't thrown out... the wheels on a car, the chocolate wrapper on your table. Pulsing light energy pumping like blood on fire through everything around you! And you can feel this with no substances - this awakening - 'God filling you up', simply through actions of love. Spiritualities goal toward awakening is simply when there is nothing left but love within you. Burn all the rest away. My experience. My experience.

Oh do not fuss at all - I think there were lots of charged up emotions in that discussion! It is hard to handle oneself in that state. I have trouble funnelling off the excess energy often, so we all have the same challenges. But! I do thank you, nonetheless I apologise also, because mostly, it takes 2 to tango! I have no idea how men are able to temper themselves - it takes more mastery than women need to exert (testosterone and all that)

I do want to add (so sorry for the spam >.<) that many people who are drawn to spiritual work & process are driven there due to desperation. I encounter more pathological minds within the spiritual community due to this. It is almost inherent !

Yes this has been my experience. I fear that this cannot be taught, but must be experienced. It is baked into the nature of this meat grinder reality. I truly hope more people find the self sovereignty to realise there is a light - and its beautiful The contrasting nature of reality is what we are all here for. Also - thank you for sharing & your vulnerability

I am not positioning my opinion in contradiction to this. It is more these thoughts do not serve the collective consciousness of all of us who are in this material realm. My position is that there is more to explore in the arenas of love, unity, joy, passion, happiness. These go deeper. Its just that, to my opinion, most people haven't experienced this depth because they are bogged down by the horrid systematic way modern culture is.

I think some of the problems are based on individuals not attending to basic survival needs before they reach for infinity. I think we all want to swing from the highest branches, like monkeys grasping at the highest truths, but if the roots are rotten and need attention? This issue is rather insidious too, as you cannot see the root structure that is your doom. I think this is why it is very wise for masters to emphasis practice & working your way up. I have already been through this process myself, as the first phase of my life was very much concerned with existential matters. I disregarded survival needs. I had contempt for it. It was only after I mastered this sector of the flesh existence I was able to sit in contentedness with all the positivity - joy, happiness, jubilation, love, unity, communion. I learned to execute, and to stop contemplation. I stopped all propensities toward division and isolation - which was my natural way. And I am telling you - I saw the depths and depravity before I saw the light. The deepest and most evil. But I think your solution is the best one, most issues need to be moved into the mental and emotional issues subforum.

A confluence! It is a great example though - of how letting situations cause an 'upset' in you, inhibits your ability to take the correct action to remedy it. Imagine if you had ended up thrashing around in panic with an IV bag in your arm >.< I've had a few IVs inserted wrong and I grit my teeth even now at recalling it!

Think of it like you broke your arm. You can't and shouldn't avoid healing and helping it, regardless of the source of the low state it is in. It needs care and some help to get back to full functioning. Beware just ignoring the arm hoping to avoid pain. Because, in the end, its part of you. If you heal that arm, you will be able to enjoy its full functioning again with new appreciation

In my personal experience there was no rubber band snap into the light. It was a slow, drudging process. Like walking through molasses. The slow marching against great resistance, where excessive haste only serves to waste what little energy you have. And those lower states do carry with them an energy lack.

Just my personal thoughts: I think the general experience of the forum users - and society at large - is negative. Due to this there are more people anxious to explore the negativity in an attempt to understand and sooth themselves. There is much more to explore in the higher realms. I am really hoping others get to the point I have, myself, reached. A point that is beautiful. Explores positivity, unity, communion. You become obsessed with this new, greater & expanded reality I think the obsession with the darkness is a result of the need to move through it. I have experienced this also, far more so than the positivity I have reached now.

Nope I was never labouring under that assumption. I think the distinction between individuation consciousness & absolute consciousness is the conduit that enables an easier conceptualisation of corruption. It was more... the rather staccato back and forth in the post that flipped from absolute to distinct that was slightly confusing to read. I think it is just a product of the type of stream of consciousness writing you employ Cheers for the answer ! Are you ever going to work in consciousness as a collective on an individual level?

Because there is no allowance for collective consciousness in Leos belief system, he has this odd notion going on there is no free will. I'll need some reasoning here. If there is no free will and agency, how can one claim humans are corrupt. IE it's what we are rather than what we do. This is just opinion. This is not my understanding of the universe and life/death cycle. The amount of rhetoric and double speak about corruption is a bit much. Lots of words to say very little. Mastery is usually when you can enunciate a concept with precision.

It's the intent here. Malicious. Don't try to rationalize vile misconduct for any attempt at 'truth'. I hope you note how you are invoking Leo's reasoning for being blunt to mask your poor behaviour. And if you haven't noticed, well, I'm here to increase your awareness. You should be apologizing to Emerald, not groveling and making excuses to Leo.

You seem really emotional here, definitely remove yourself from this discussion.

In all honesty, really felt like @Emerald rationally presented an argument with a great example to illustrate the point. I think what makes your points frustrating is you refuse to elaborate on some assumptions you are making. This doesn't assist with making your point. You let the tone of arrogance attempt to reinforce a statement. That arrogance actually undermines your point. You tend to get frustrated and persnippity when you judge someone as stupid for not grasping something that you do not wish to elaborate on. This is just how I perceive a lot of these debates as the devolve.

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It did sorta come across like you were on your knees gobbling up that dick There are tons of others that type and speak in a direct way like Leo.

There is some element to what you name as 'Absolute' that is differentiating the types of truth being spoken about.

So you think because God gave you free will, what you do with it is his intention? And that makes it truth? Just because it exists, its true? Or do you mean truth to be 'it is defined, valid'

It communicates everything you need to know. Very disappointed in Leo's doubling down here. You are sticking it right in the heart with a sickle knife with your points - that the value of life and consciousness is higher than truth.

You can go into it further and clearly see many addictions are just beings attempting to desperately change their state of consciousness. Food, drugs, alcohol.. etc

I very much enjoyed the most recent blog post. I am sure some users have encountered me banging on about using sound to alter my state. I find similar effects with something as simple as a hot shower, ice bath. All will alter my inner state, which flows to the mind and consciousness. Light has this effect on me also. Running, exercise. 3 addition points I have come to realise & explore: 1) My own degree of sensitivity appears to be a integral part of my ability to reach a state of consciousness, and the ease at which I can do this. Genetics as Leo likes to yell at me, through ones and zeros. 2) Experience is the top asset to recognising a state, and sensitivity to material data input from senses acts as feedback and confirmation I am embodying a certain state. Replicating the 'sensation' data input to my body brings back a previous state. This cannot be done without first meditating and clearing my body of emotion and sensation - emptying - to let the state arise. When I fail to reach a state I aimed for, it is because of some emotionality present I cannot detect, fucking with the process. 3) Everything I have experimented with regarding states of consciousness has confirmed my beliefs are a result of my state of consciousness. Alter the state, the belief changes. I have had this reaffirmed over and over. This goes into how my beliefs shape my reality. Consciousness requires the body, to feed off the experience. Harvest the sense data generated through distinction. This alters state, further grows consciousness. I also often bang on about living a super clean life so you can recognise and reach these states with ease. Clean food, clean water, no chronic drugs, fresh air - from forests. Clean thoughts. Earnest living. My compassion goes out to those with chronic health issues, as this is like an immovable object meets an unstoppable force. Everything is so much harder, raking sand...

Fun Fact - I went to see The Roots live. Was lucky enough to catch ?uestloves drumsticks when he piffed them out after they were done!

Thanks for the shares all, some more juicy listening for later. I particularly enjoy the Stargate Project overlap stuff.

The guy behind this channel looks at evidence and usually tries to debunk. If anyone is curious