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I personally have zero tattoos. Zero desire there. Larger tattoos that aren't one large artistic piece, or many small tattoos, can indicate impulsiveness. Impulsiveness is usually a sign of someone with low discipline and control. Lack of patience. Lower conscientiousness. There could be a correlation. Smaller initials in covert places many normal woman have.
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Also during attraction there is TACT. Sexual advances within 2 hours is a bit much - even for me. And I have a lot less inhibitions around sex and expressiveness that many other women. Excluding being healthy and safe. This could possibly be a case of cognitive bias - cherry picking parts of our experience to pay attention to, while ignoring all other relevant evidence. Cognitive bias and red pill go together like hinges on a door.
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to Fabreeze's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Fabreeze Cheers for sharing your experience. It is an interesting grey area as some younguns are more impressionable than others. It makes me wonder how borderline personality disorder sufferers might respond as well - they have an unstable, nebulous sense of self. They essentially have trouble knowing who they are. Someone as vulnerable as this might be at risk encountering ideas that can make an impression. I think for this reason many medical professionals screen extensively for personality disorders with these sorts of things. Really horrible when doctors are negligent and do not screen properly prior to something as extreme as transitioning, as an example. -
We talking full on tattoos that cover large portions of the body - or things like childrens initials on a wrist?
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Natasha Tori Maru replied to Fabreeze's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
It is one thing to teach identity and sexuality at school. That some people can be something other than a man or a woman. It is another to give people an idea they CAN be what they choose. I feel this gets tricky and nuanced. It needs to be information revealed at a certain level of maturity. I can tell you as a woman when I went through puberty, I was horrified at the changes I was going through. I rejected a lot of my femininity. I know if I had an idea I could easily change my gender or sex, I would have entertained it. And MANY girls - most - go through this when they hit puberty. Very common. I am interested to hear how you guys think this should be handled? There was no social media back then. No access to ideas like this. I knew intersex, gay, trans etc existed. But I never questioned it in myself. Do you think I may have, if I had grown up after the 90s? I am all for advocating for educating people around gay, trans, intersex etc and all in between. -
@OP if youve never done a fast 3 days is big. You seem really good about going to the docs, my recommendation is go for some bloods and check you are in a good healthy state prior to engaging in a 3 day fast. I am sure you are onto it though, as you genuinely seem better than most regarding docs 💪
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This is the false belief - Leo even stated in the post you will attract women ONLY with issues this way. You screen out healthy, securely attached women who are of higher potential mate value. The point is to have integrity and not lower yourself to some shit systematic standard. Also relates back to the point above. You'll filter out good women. Yeah I don't buy this. It's a nice way to avoid responsibility.
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@bazera I see you've confronted and tried with these types also. Once you see it - lets just say we learn to pick our battles 🥹 @Leo Gura get on it - make some millions and go hard advocating/campaigning for epistemology being taught in schools! It's a wild dream. The campaign would be the most difficult part because you would be convincing the stakeholders who have the power to change policy... with the same epistemic tools they themselves lack 💀 It's so hard to judge this, isn't it?
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It's wrong to manipulate people Oh hell yeah One really fucked up thing I have seen with the red pill / manosphere ideology? It is so insidious to deal with because it begins as an ideology - but the further you dive into it the wording becomes about making in an identity. As soon as this happens it becomes really difficult to dislodge and argue against with reason because the person feels they are defending their character rather than an idea or concept. As soon as anything is perceived as attacking, or even just questioning character, its the easiest way to polarise someone against any further dialogue. Even when you have valid points. Of course less developed people will claim and identify with their ideas as part of 'ego' - but the longer these guys are in the red pill world the further it slips into an identity. That sort of thinking where 'we're the ones who see it clearly, outsiders don't understand or are blind/stuck in matrix' starts to get into identity capture territory. And that is EXACTLY how you get brainwashed and indoctrinated into cults etc. Like if you drop the belief your whole identity falls apart. People have no idea it is brainwashing because they have this cartoon idea of what brainwashing is. But these days with social media and algorithms its a slow, drip fed info stream that gradually shifts internal structure. And then trying to convince them they have been fooled? Well. That's why my signature exists Cheers for the vid + post!
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Furious Rich Piana energy. The mental is most of it, I do agree. 'Oh my God, I am just WRECKED from sleeping. I need then thousand bananas to recoup' LOL
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I find there are 3 different things I am attempting to do when I listen to music - all are to enhance, alter, or have an experience just for itself. Listen for pure auditory sensation, analysis, pleasure, discernment to induce whatever state may come. Here I am seeking JUST the auditory experience and remove all other senses. Close my eyes. Still. Listen and select in an attempt to amplify/mirror or somehow assist me in expressing a mood, or emptying a mood/feeling/emotion by using music to dive deeper into it. Music to help articulate what state I am already in. I do not want to change my mood/state/emotion/feeling. I want to deepen it. Supplement another sense experience. Listen & select in an attempt to induce an altered state/mood/feeling/emotion based on what the music itself can induce in me. I am seeking to be influenced to change my mood/state/feeling/emotion. Supplement another sense experience. This then touches on each person receptivity to novel auditory experience. Depending on my own receptivity, music will play a different role.
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Jesus this is terrifying. I had a really bad time on psychedelics for a bit and I was questioning all my beliefs - what was my subconscious trying to tell me when I continually saw these little egg bodied gremlins sucking my tits for milk and trying to hook me up to a machine that milked me? And were plotting to turn me into a breeding machine / milk feeder. This happened for a good year. These same egg things wanting my tits for milk. Horrible. I haven't had an experience where they showed up since - I figured it was some conditioning I was working through regarding not wanting kids.
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Haha, imagine making plaster casts of your spigot and handing it out as a way to always remember you. What a nice gesture for the ex, very thoughtful LOL
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Slang - admiring. Perhaps more Aussie trash verbiage lol - it is so rampant on jobsites, I pick it up and sometimes the lingo sneaks into when I am attempting to be more formal. I routinely also have to HARD sensor cu** from my vocab, it is that common in Australia to use this colloquially. Very quotidian here. The weirdest possible momento of the past!
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WOAH, what! The man is mirin on another level with that. That's a hard no boundary from me. Out of curiosity did he cast it in plaster or... some sort of latex/rubber material? That would be one textured wall... Yeah this was always a worry for me, but the bulk of my modelling was prior to OF. Heaps of negative reels and darkroom prints. Sadly, the artist I worked with the most passed away. I have a lot of my old works. He committed suicide by drinking a bottle of wine and throwing himself off a cruise liner. Left a note, all his works he had done with dancers and models were distributed back to them in his will. So I received all my negatives in the post after his 'funeral'.
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Oh yeah, totally - I noted the systematic nature of the post and point you raised. Was definitely only speaking from my own experience with more arty type stuff and photographers specifically. I thought your post was adding another layer of nuanced exploitation over and above my own experience - the sex funnelling.
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What sorta fats? It could be a female thing - but I gained the best cognitive boost with additional fats + creatine. Egg yolks, raw fish oil (YUK, but the only way to get non-rancid shit), non-farmed fatty fish, sardines, kipper + avocados.
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I've done a lot of modelling - mainly for photographers in art and avant garde dance / movement circles. I have always been very good at reading people, vetting photographers and selectively working only with those I trust. I've done topless modelling only with the photographers I had a good, professional working relationship with. But at the end of the day, it is a man and a woman in an incredibly vulnerable and intimate setting. There is always a somewhat convoluted muse type relationship present - and these can and are often laced with sexual energy. The best working relationships are those that are laced with this sexual friction - but no one ever acts on it. They are the most explosive creatively. Typically, they generate the best work - output is greater and to a higher standard. I have always been confident and clear with boundaries. I was never exploited. I always approached modelling and photography as a co-created process. A woman not as confident as me. A woman who is more agreeable. More capitulating - she is at great risk of being exploited. I have had girlfriends fall into bad situations where they were groped, exploited and assaulted. Photographers. You have to be supremely confident in your ability to select - and usually younger women do not have the wisdom and knowledge of men to be able to do so. And even instincts can be wrong. People can surprise you. It is a very sad state of affairs. And most of the time it is 'art' masquerading as a desire to lower the barrier of entry for sex with young, beautiful woman. This usually happens with youth and beauty are the currency and power is informal rather than explicit. Boundaries get blurry. A woman has to select for artists with a genuine artistic drive. But is is hard to vet this - and it gets murky fast.
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@CARDOZZO it fucks those chicks up man... I've met the top Olympia female athletes. MY. GOD.
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His basic shit is fine. His pillars. But all the stuff on top of eating / sleep well is where it gets murky. And the ideology of wanting to be Joseph smith and create a religion is troubling. How will you know what works and what doesn't? How will he discern that with his protocol changing constantly? How does he know how anything is working? There isn't enough control or rigor in his experiment. He's also a grifter. A slow grift. His products have been terrible in quality, cheapening everything across the board. To be honest, you haven't asked me what it is I don't like him for. So your judgement about discernment is more about your problems with me not liking Bryan and agreeing with you, than any discernment I have.
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I think you guys might have some misconceptions about women in bodybuilding. As a chick who used to bodybuild, you don't just go near a weight and BOOM. Suddenly 10lbs of muscle on you. It is fucked how hard it is to put on muscle as a chick. Muscle on a chick is actually what keeps and gives her shape. It's only pics of flexing - or complete genetic freaks like Serena - who genuinely look jacked at rest. The aim isn't to maximise test - it's to put on muscle. There are other pathways of action to grow IE HGH. If you are natural hormones have to be in balance. You gotta be pinning to turn into a beast in general. And eating. And going hard. Chicks have so little test pinning is the only way to get massive. This is seperate to sexual / attraction preference of course. To each their own 😁
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@Optimized Life she's a specimen no doubt 💪🏾ಥ‿ಥ
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Boomer unc does DMT, ascends Takes all his delusion up with him into the hot air ballon Dem saucer eyes
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We got some Bryan fans here ay? Lol
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Locking this. Any other Mod or Leo feel free to open it if you please. It has devolved into a shit-fight and isn't going anywhere constructive.
