Natasha Tori Maru

Only good thing to come from the recent Tron movie ಠ⁠‿⁠ಠ

Then I think you will be a-okay 😊❤️

It was gradual, but she disregarded her doctor and tapered much quicker than was advised. If you go slowly as your doc advises I think you will not encounter as much emotional distress as her. Very important to note women also have their monthly cycle to work with during this sort of process - and my sister has a bad time with it in general ❤️

I often have conversations with my family around spiritual topics. Unfortunately it usually falls flat because their metaphysics/philosophy is very poor. As soon as I begin to question them harder, it turns into them trying to egoically one-up me in a spiritual way. The odd thing is, this tends to happen with my brother the most. And he loves it. He loves getting angry, raging and then pointing out to me and the rest of the family (who usually end up as an audience) how emotionless and lacking conviction I am, because I do not engage like he does. I think as soon as something doesn't align with his view it is a threat; to me it is just a fellow being, with a different set of experiences, that could never invalidate/validate my own. Needless to say i am... Hesitant... About the upcoming holiday season. But it also goes back to how we want to share experiences to bond and relate, but too often language falls short. Misunderstanding happens. And ego comes out 🙃🙃🙃

That is an issue - but your process of enquiring onto the thoughts seems to be beneficial. Perhaps it is revealing where you are attaching to the event? Aversion/desire Maybe someone else may have advice - one of my ex partners had issues such as these. Imagining scenarios didn't help him like it did me - that process made it much worse. Which is why I thought to ask how you feel after 🙏 Overall I do think it is natural to have these thoughts and strange impulses. Provided we do not act on them. Part of being human. Maybe this might assist you not being too hard on yourself or judging. Tapering off anti-depressants, especially after so prolonged a use, is very challenging. My sister was crying and hysterical, almost mad, when she came of them (7 years on them). It took her a year to stabilise.

I'lL jUsT tAKe A LItTlE pOWeRnAp The bastard will never find me here!

No self just the ego playing 'dead' I new place to hide 😈

RELATIVITY BITCHES 🪐😁

I don't have much to add - but I will say - I think these revenge thoughts are very normal to experience For example, I am a very calm, collected and solution focussed person at work. Even when difficult issues show up, that mean I have to have hard conversations, breaking bad news. But when someone disregards my concerns, or mocks me raising an issue because they do not see it, I become very internally angry. This happens a lot because I am naturally very good at future forecasting outcomes that will happen or have high potential. That anger is very difficult for me to deal with without an outlet. So I often resort to fantasies of breaking the person's legs with a sledgehammer, and spitting/yelling at them for their ignorance. Sounds extreme huh? And I suppose, it is! But the fantasy and walking my brain through the imaginary scenario makes me feel like I resolved the issue Not everyone works like this though. For some, thinking on scenarios like this won't assist with allowing the anger and dissipating. Sometimes it enhances the anger and works against us. Do you know if you feel better after these thoughts? I always laugh at myself after and recognise and I am being silly. It is just a bunch of crazy thoughts my brain has. I have always had a powerful imagination. Thankfully, as life progressed, the anger/revenge triggers just naturally happened way less. Around 35/36 much of these feelings begun to naturally go.

https://www.abc.net.au/news/2025-12-11/white-house-plans-social-media-requirement-visa-exempt-countries/106128022 Yeah, nah. WHY. Stupid.

https://youtu.be/qt5Hz-khZDs?si=N0bg_rTDLq1Uan-d

Anything perceived outside of ourselves that is denigrated, rejected, coveted or envied is that aspect that lies in our unconscious shadows. Waiting to be uncovered, revealed, integrated & claimed.

Thank you!

I go for a 10k run on the weekend days along the Yarra river bike track. This little one was lost, right in the middle of the track. Inches from squishy time, crying for its parents. I took it to the side and placed it in a safe spot near where they nest. I am unsure if it is true, touching a baby bird makes the parents reject it. Anyway I took a snap of baby nature 🥰 Noisy Myna

Only locked because we cannot entertain discussions around methods for suicide in this context 🙏🙏🙏

@blankisomeone I sent you a PM. Please reach out to speak to some trained, qualified professionals or family/friends who can offer help. We love you and appreciate you, but we are woefully unequipped to assist ❤️❤️❤️ Please do not harm yourself. All states change. Love and hugs

Haunting https://youtu.be/xpZBxY0aAag?si=b6h6t682w2Dnpfgk

This crazy harpy is my final form 🤣🤣🤣 First film clip I ever saw as a kid

Agree. I just think back to all the cringe shit I put out there back in 2006/7/8. Questionable stuff... massive troll shit. I was an idiot. An immature idiot.

https://youtu.be/dyyB9jyORHQ?si=TP7_xjE7OOeqsoNn

This Labubu landfill trash. It's Beany babies v.2 only worse, lootbox RNG style

I only have experience with red hat and debian from years ago, when I was more into enthusiast stuff, dual booting etc. I stopped tinkering with it all because I just couldn't run my work software for drawing and estimating on linux based platforms. And I have my home PC I built operating as a work machine as well as gaming. Windows 11 is poo though I agree @Leo Gura. Like the fucken winME/Vista skull fuck they gave us.... Not sure if many users here ever had a chance to sample WinME/Vista/8 degustation menu of indigestion, frustration and revulsion 🤣🤮 I used to love troubleshooting and learning with software/hardware combos, but these days I need a tool to help me accomplish shit over breaking shit just to see how it works 😁

Oh wow very cool - when I was actively using I had the 'love ping pong' but always repeated visits from machine elves with metal fish scales, mercury T1000 arms and red eyes.