Natasha Tori Maru

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  1. @Optimized Life she's a specimen no doubt 💪🏾ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
  2. Boomer unc does DMT, ascends Takes all his delusion up with him into the hot air ballon Dem saucer eyes
  3. We got some Bryan fans here ay? Lol
  4. Locking this. Any other Mod or Leo feel free to open it if you please. It has devolved into a shit-fight and isn't going anywhere constructive.
  5. NGL though it looks like he's busting the hardest nut
  6. Heh heh Carl! Is this your spirit animal? I hope this is what it's like into enlightenment 🥹🥹🥹
  7. You cannot really use high school divisions as a case. Pre-puberty.
  8. I may be misunderstanding - isn't this a fear of suffering? And the fearing of the suffering is causing further suffering?
  9. @Eskilon Hahaha all that spiritual work to have it come around to blended meat kangaroos with rocket fuel smoothies
  10. I think it was mushrooms? But he has done 5-MEO in the past, he has a tattoo on his arm of the molecule. I have no idea why this makes me feel so viscerally sick - I think its the idea of blended meat. Blended meat. Those two words should never be used in a sentence together!!!! LEO! Also, it better be a fucking eco-environmentally friendly paper straw so it can get soggy and disintegrate with the weight of blended animal. Bro doesn't even need to mention who he is referencing for everyone to mutually understand hahahaha
  11. Oh yeah, for sure. But the thing about Bryan Johnson is people are fucken FOOLED by that happy unc social media game he plays. It is funny watching people fall for charisma. But also... frightening! But he is a bit more benign. The grift is now in full force. If anyone knows anything about the mindset of mormon's and their culture, it is 100% obvious he has supplanted mornomism with techno-transhumanism and worshiping the AGI god for immortality
  12. It was MEEEEE! That BITCH @Sandroew @No1Here2c @Leo Gura You GUYYYYS - You just want to come visit me with my troop of turbo-booster clad space kangaroos
  13. I see what you see. It is clear where integrious behaviour is displayed 🤍
  14. 100% It can all be taken away in a moment.
  15. I think I'm sad because a question was asked. And answers dismissed. Peace 🙏
  16. Is this really a good faith, open question?
  17. Bryan Johnson is the worst of the rich bastards. Marketing got you by the balls 🤤
  18. @Nercohype where did I complain? If you have serious issues with posts and think a violation has occured - report function. That is what it is there for. All mods will then have a chance to review and make a collective decision. You have the power here. Use it. Responsibility is on you, also. Shared. Don't forget - moderators volunteer their time. There are no benefits to this gig.
  19. Do you think we should suppress some views and opinions? Or attempt to deconstruct them? Do you think suppression is a good thing? There are many opinions and views dispensed here I strongly disagree with. It wouldn't be right to outright sensor them. Better to debate and engage in deconstruction, don't you think?
  20. Because we have spiritual egos we MUST attend to, prior to any genuine interaction (if one can be had, at all!) 😁😁😁 But to answer - my general experience if life phenomenologically, as my consciousness has expanded? I judge others a lot less. I am more interested in them, than me. I never was so interested in speaking of myself anyway. But this has grown. I enjoy hearing about what the person does. But this has nothing to do with who they are. So my experience of others usually involves me digging into their preferences, what makes them different to me. Because I feel they are me more so than ever, so the small differences seem HUGE now! I see how I am the same as others more than ever. I focus much less on what is said. Much more on eyes, movement, gestures. Tone. Facial expressions. Body presence. Although, it is hard to say if this is a higher consciousness thing, or borne of the online world - so much online is text now - so I focus on the body in front of me. What it is telling me. Overall you can see how grounded and integrated someone is by how their body moves, how deliberate and slow their actions are. People such as this are usually very diligent, disciplined, deep and thoughtful. People who rush are generally lower consciousness. My personal enjoyment of human interaction is much, much greater now. I reach out and touch people (with their permission) more than ever. Overall my spiritual process has become about finding out the needs of the other, and working out how I can help them see to it they are met through their own power and sovereignty. Even if it is just a passing interaction at a cash register. I will always try to bring the humanity to the interaction. Overall I value life a lot more. It has taken a long time and lots of work on my own conditioning. I am much more candid now. Much more honest even when it hurts. I check in with myself emotionally more. I never push truth on others - I present what I have and let the person come. Or I read they are open to truth. When I am triggered or low, I never attack or lash out. The most I will do is shrink from extending my energy. I will still always try to breach the gap between me and other in some way. When in this state I am brutally honest and stern with others, but never attacking. Attacking has never been in me. There's probably more - but body hungers ❤️ Overall I am so satisfied with basic bitch existence. Like. Rediculously so! Just getting into bed, clean sheets, washed body. BLISS! The sunrise every morning from my rooftop - the best part of the day! The look of the gum trees in the wind... Their smell. I am just satisfied to a great extent.
  21. Play to your strengths, sure. But just because we have challenges in one domain does not mean we throw all effort toward improving it in the bin. Humans always surprise themselves with their capabilities despite limitations. You might surprise yourself. Expectations being tempered to match, of course.
  22. The spigot of the fully charged up male of the human species?
  23. @Ramasta9 Cheers! Incidentally I have experienced Hypo/hyperthyroid issues. Neither are very pleasant. It is genetic, and runs down the family side of my family.
  24. There are many functions at play contributing to this dysfunction. Illustrating them has always been a huge portion of your work. Not to say sadness is an incorrect emotion in this instance. There's a possibility more subtle emotions hide underneath the label of sadness, that would reveal where the judgement portion would stem from. Stopping and observing in the next instance of the despairing might reveal more subtly in the feeling. Not sure. Feelings are a strange one, as they are a powerful and intelligent system evolved as a protection mechanism for survival. But they do all sorts of juju when the intellect is involved. Anyway, thanks for the dyadic
  25. Do you feel disgust behind the judgement? It is a common one for me. And often I find the feeling of disgust arises prior to the thought judgement appearing - or me being aware of it. An extreme turn off is felt. On the flipside of the above - my feelings of disgust are simultaneous with deep compassion. I have a contradictory set of emotions/feelings that arise together; I understand what drives people to extremes of degeneracy. I also project my own capabilities heavily onto others; when they fall short I can be harsh. I remind myself often there are others out there who are simple. Double digit IQs. Developmentally behind. Brain damaged. I am in a position of privilege. It is very easy for me to project my aptitude onto others and judge when they fall short. There is a limit to responsibility in the absence of rational intellect, education and competency.