Natasha Tori Maru

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@PsychedelicEagle liquid or pills? I was using floridix floravital for 6 months which took my ferratin from 8 -> 24 but couldn't move the needle past that point without red meat. Pills make me severely constipated. Donating blood regularly is good for the check ☺️ Good on you for doing it! Respect

@PsychedelicEagle I think 92ng/ml When I was vegetarian it was 8 🥹 It seems I am not able to absorb some types of iron, as I was as getting a lot in my diet (non heme). I added wild kangaroo into my diet 3x a week and my levels shot up quickly. I notice a huge difference between kangaroo meat and beef/veel/lamb digestion, energy and overall health wise. I think the wild culling for consumption (not farmed) makes a difference in can perceive, health wise.

@cistanche_enjoyer he has lied about it all along. He just lies by omission; never reports his shit biomarkers. Ferratin level is a HUGE deal. He frames it like he didn't know it was an issue because by medical definitions anaemia doesn't go off ferratin levels. But my god, they are a thing. Start of last year I got rejected during my routine blood donation due to low ferratin. They prick my finger (to test, worse than the donation IMO) and weigh me every time due to low weight and paleness. I don't believe it's possible this wasn't a huge concern for a long time....

His eyes looks full dead inside tho 😅 Notice also how he is stepping forward toward to camera with every cut/shirt change. Movement like that, and with the hand gestures... Movement detection is a huge part of the brains compute power if I recall right. Tunnels attention. He doesn't mention fabric, sourcing etc. that fabric looks like it would feel like total shit on. Capitalism gone mental. Sort of like how capitalism is bleeding into the dating market. Everything is a goods exchange. It's fucked. Relationships are about value now, forget about CoNnEcTiON. I'm a doomer lol

Ana fucks up at one point in the video and it is her weakest critique - she strawmans Orion when she claims he says "women in service" - and equivocates this with "servant". In reality men and women serve each other, not one over the other. But Ana raps on this at length when her other issues were more sound. It's ironic that's she plays on words and definitions when this is exactly something Orion does, and she even points this out in him. Yet she exhibits the same slippery trait.

What part do you suspect you have to play in attracting similar (IE incompatible) patterns?

I feel like this somehow lives up to the fucked up Aussie wildlife stereotype. Only this huge cu** destroys cars, bollars and phonebootbs 🥹 https://youtu.be/Bs_U1pnM8MI?si=lhxsqExT64VVhooA

I think this is on the mark. He will not achieve true mind / body connection and balance until he surrenders all attempts to control from a place of force and fear. I fundamentally think 'Don't Die' is the wrong direction to be aiming for. Eternal life, or living forever. Such a small change in wording, but the direction of fear is dropped. I read a lot of anxiety, fear and uncertainty in Bryan. I won't be able to put forth any evidence for this, as the way I read people is unquantifiable to me when I try to explain. But I have not been wrong yet when I have such a strong feeling something is 'off'. I was probably picking up on some issue in his body balance. Issues with connection in this way show up as subtle expressions in us; more worries, more mind activity, less body connection, less resiliency etc. Even just tone and intonation changes. Hmmm - that one cannot use force. Energies in the body must be worked with. Understand the system, work with leverage points. Don't try to change the system too much from its natural function (system change as opposed to variable input change). I feel we do not understand what we are messing with...

@OBEler yep. And I raised that something doesn't add up if someone is so fragile that even a tiny bit of sleep disruption destroys their entire day. If he had this underlying issue it could be greatly contributing to Bryan's low resiliency to small routine disturbance. A few people in that thread who blindly follow Bryan tried to insist he was healthy and nothing was wrong.... Interesting case of a narrative sold to them from social media overriding one's own critical thinking / assessment. Poor dude. Hope he gets better. Hope be does some good for women's health! And hope he stops hiding his data that isn't the "top of all 18 year olds' etc etc

How are you thinking about the concept of love here, as a definition? ...before I run in with my own rap and knowledge of love 😃

I really hate this. AI companies stealing great artists works to feed their models. I think there are several huge lawsuits going on regarding stolen music to train models. Overall I strongly dislike AI image generators and music for this reason. But it's an interesting ethical question regarding IP and creators. Is using copyrighted material for training a form of fair use or copyright infringement ?Does consent from creators matter? Should creators be compensated if their work contributes to a commercial AI model? If a model can closely imitate a particular artist's style or generate convincing copies, where should the legal line be drawn? I love how AI fanatics focus on the model and AlL THe PoTENtIaL and ignore all the ethical implications. Anyway rant over 🥹

AI slop now. Thank riddence I binned google as a search engine over a year ago. https://techcrunch.com/2026/05/19/google-search-as-you-know-it-is-over/

@Elliott yep, my mum's side of the family all legit believe in a real hell. Some people do.

Exactly. Fucked up grey area to inhabit. No clear boundaries in the blending of casual chat & proper teaching.

Drawing Dragons Recursive - I drew the below dragon in an attempt to render one from a dream. Last year sometime 😁

https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/110976-who-wants-actualized-psychedelic-retreats/?do=findComment&comment=1692493

Definitely. I notice the effect in myself & in others. I consciously had to focus on my accountability as a way to better my own behaviour online. I used to be a pretty bad internet troll.

Nothing inferior, just made up.

Under the guise of anonymity, accountability is often reduced. It can make people act against their own values.... I sometimes wonder whether that means those values were never truly internalized in the first place. What we do when others are not looking can communicate a lot about character.

Do we expect poo?

I don't generally take advice from those whose lives I wouldn't want to live. Which isn't the same as saying all his advice is trash. His older stuff is much better. Red pill stuff just gets more clicks. Orion has been burned by women. I think he has turned slightly jaded. Which happens. It's usually the dudes who (previously or still do) love & adore women the most who end up in red pill resentment land. A lot of his rationalisations are cope for the above.

Yep. I am typically using search engines for hard evidence or facts. Or cross referencing a large body of sources to get to the closest consensus. AI can get in the way. And does. When I go out to buy a bagel I want a bagel. Not a custard block. I don't appreciate being told the custrdr block is the bagel I asked for.

@Joshe don't waste you efforts. I don't have any issues thinking in such ways. I just pointed out you were essentially making up numbers because you didn't actually pull from a source.

@bazera yeah ideally that's a growth mindset match, compatibility wise. I love seeing parters who grow together 🥰 Taking someone on as a project is something else. Reminds me of women who parter up with men and the whole time want to change them. Or fall for potential.