Natasha Tori Maru

I see what you see. It is clear where integrious behaviour is displayed 🤍

100% It can all be taken away in a moment.

I think I'm sad because a question was asked. And answers dismissed. Peace 🙏

Is this really a good faith, open question?

Bryan Johnson is the worst of the rich bastards. Marketing got you by the balls 🤤

@Nercohype where did I complain? If you have serious issues with posts and think a violation has occured - report function. That is what it is there for. All mods will then have a chance to review and make a collective decision. You have the power here. Use it. Responsibility is on you, also. Shared. Don't forget - moderators volunteer their time. There are no benefits to this gig.

Do you think we should suppress some views and opinions? Or attempt to deconstruct them? Do you think suppression is a good thing? There are many opinions and views dispensed here I strongly disagree with. It wouldn't be right to outright sensor them. Better to debate and engage in deconstruction, don't you think?

Because we have spiritual egos we MUST attend to, prior to any genuine interaction (if one can be had, at all!) 😁😁😁 But to answer - my general experience if life phenomenologically, as my consciousness has expanded? I judge others a lot less. I am more interested in them, than me. I never was so interested in speaking of myself anyway. But this has grown. I enjoy hearing about what the person does. But this has nothing to do with who they are. So my experience of others usually involves me digging into their preferences, what makes them different to me. Because I feel they are me more so than ever, so the small differences seem HUGE now! I see how I am the same as others more than ever. I focus much less on what is said. Much more on eyes, movement, gestures. Tone. Facial expressions. Body presence. Although, it is hard to say if this is a higher consciousness thing, or borne of the online world - so much online is text now - so I focus on the body in front of me. What it is telling me. Overall you can see how grounded and integrated someone is by how their body moves, how deliberate and slow their actions are. People such as this are usually very diligent, disciplined, deep and thoughtful. People who rush are generally lower consciousness. My personal enjoyment of human interaction is much, much greater now. I reach out and touch people (with their permission) more than ever. Overall my spiritual process has become about finding out the needs of the other, and working out how I can help them see to it they are met through their own power and sovereignty. Even if it is just a passing interaction at a cash register. I will always try to bring the humanity to the interaction. Overall I value life a lot more. It has taken a long time and lots of work on my own conditioning. I am much more candid now. Much more honest even when it hurts. I check in with myself emotionally more. I never push truth on others - I present what I have and let the person come. Or I read they are open to truth. When I am triggered or low, I never attack or lash out. The most I will do is shrink from extending my energy. I will still always try to breach the gap between me and other in some way. When in this state I am brutally honest and stern with others, but never attacking. Attacking has never been in me. There's probably more - but body hungers ❤️ Overall I am so satisfied with basic bitch existence. Like. Rediculously so! Just getting into bed, clean sheets, washed body. BLISS! The sunrise every morning from my rooftop - the best part of the day! The look of the gum trees in the wind... Their smell. I am just satisfied to a great extent.

Play to your strengths, sure. But just because we have challenges in one domain does not mean we throw all effort toward improving it in the bin. Humans always surprise themselves with their capabilities despite limitations. You might surprise yourself. Expectations being tempered to match, of course.

The spigot of the fully charged up male of the human species?

@Ramasta9 Cheers! Incidentally I have experienced Hypo/hyperthyroid issues. Neither are very pleasant. It is genetic, and runs down the family side of my family.

There are many functions at play contributing to this dysfunction. Illustrating them has always been a huge portion of your work. Not to say sadness is an incorrect emotion in this instance. There's a possibility more subtle emotions hide underneath the label of sadness, that would reveal where the judgement portion would stem from. Stopping and observing in the next instance of the despairing might reveal more subtly in the feeling. Not sure. Feelings are a strange one, as they are a powerful and intelligent system evolved as a protection mechanism for survival. But they do all sorts of juju when the intellect is involved. Anyway, thanks for the dyadic

Do you feel disgust behind the judgement? It is a common one for me. And often I find the feeling of disgust arises prior to the thought judgement appearing - or me being aware of it. An extreme turn off is felt. On the flipside of the above - my feelings of disgust are simultaneous with deep compassion. I have a contradictory set of emotions/feelings that arise together; I understand what drives people to extremes of degeneracy. I also project my own capabilities heavily onto others; when they fall short I can be harsh. I remind myself often there are others out there who are simple. Double digit IQs. Developmentally behind. Brain damaged. I am in a position of privilege. It is very easy for me to project my aptitude onto others and judge when they fall short. There is a limit to responsibility in the absence of rational intellect, education and competency.

However - people do not have a biological driving force to 'fire'. We aren't just talking about the 'thing' here, which would be porn, but also the factors within human biology and dopamine systems that also come into play. Last I checked people have a need to fuck. There's not the same driver for 'fire'. You cannot lacerate off the most important part of the discussion to force this analogy fit. Essentially porn is a supernormal stimulus - something that engages with an existing drive directly and amplifies it beyond what it evolved for.

It's in the tone of your replies & repetitive fixated nature of the subject. Your framing of conservatives is bordering on comical - which detracts from your points. Was that your intention? These are just my observations, to be clear. Do what you will. I do hope you are okay, though 🙏