Natasha Tori Maru

@Elliott yep, my mum's side of the family all legit believe in a real hell. Some people do.

Exactly. Fucked up grey area to inhabit. No clear boundaries in the blending of casual chat & proper teaching.

Drawing Dragons Recursive - I drew the below dragon in an attempt to render one from a dream. Last year sometime 😁

https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/110976-who-wants-actualized-psychedelic-retreats/?do=findComment&comment=1692493

Definitely. I notice the effect in myself & in others. I consciously had to focus on my accountability as a way to better my own behaviour online. I used to be a pretty bad internet troll.

Nothing inferior, just made up.

Under the guise of anonymity, accountability is often reduced. It can make people act against their own values.... I sometimes wonder whether that means those values were never truly internalized in the first place. What we do when others are not looking can communicate a lot about character.

I don't generally take advice from those whose lives I wouldn't want to live. Which isn't the same as saying all his advice is trash. His older stuff is much better. Red pill stuff just gets more clicks. Orion has been burned by women. I think he has turned slightly jaded. Which happens. It's usually the dudes who (previously or still do) love & adore women the most who end up in red pill resentment land. A lot of his rationalisations are cope for the above.

Yep. I am typically using search engines for hard evidence or facts. Or cross referencing a large body of sources to get to the closest consensus. AI can get in the way. And does. When I go out to buy a bagel I want a bagel. Not a custard block. I don't appreciate being told the custrdr block is the bagel I asked for.

@Joshe don't waste you efforts. I don't have any issues thinking in such ways. I just pointed out you were essentially making up numbers because you didn't actually pull from a source.

@bazera yeah ideally that's a growth mindset match, compatibility wise. I love seeing parters who grow together 🥰 Taking someone on as a project is something else. Reminds me of women who parter up with men and the whole time want to change them. Or fall for potential.

It's can be a big trap to pick someone for potential. Making your partner a project or trying to change someone can backfire in a big way. If someone wants to grow - hell yeah. But making partners a project... Hmmmm.

Regardless of her other content I thought it was accurate regarding Orion. I just wish he dropped the toxic crap so I didn't have to sit through the turd parts of his videos.

I don't quite understand what is being said. Biolabs aren't a secret? I fit one out last year for a hospital. Although it was depressing as shit and stunk.

Wow. Just wow. Wanting to float by in life on some sort of perceived privilege? -1000 pts