Natasha Tori Maru

@Raze oh god. I feel cringe in the back of my neck and shoulders as a sensation. Weird. The silence when he was done 🥹

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZVjSumx3aE/?igsh=cGIyeWs3c3k5bWMz He's a sweaty flesh mound

*cringe intensifies*

@Ramanujan I've always been into it for as long as I can remember... I've always been overly concerned with existential matters of the self, how I can be better, suffer less. Become more conscious I was most aware I was like this since around 11 or 12 years old. If I had to say - since then.

Not to be blunt - but losing your health will do it. By force, if you cannot manage a gratitude and appreciation practice. The software apps you write - do others use them? That is how you are connecting with other humans, despite how nebulous it may seem. It is just that you may not get to directly experience how you affect them. You may never know 🙏🏻 but you can visualise: I get caught up in monkey survival games also. I spend some days informing contractors all day their work is shit. They are behind. I can't pay them because of xxx not done. It's a lot of bad news. No's. Dissappointing people. Negotiating. Stress. Plans read wrong, walls not plumb. Then the hospital is built. I see women getting breast scans to diagnose and treat cancer and save lives. ICUs where COVID patients were treated and infection prevention stopped spread, ICAs that stop mentally ill people killing themselves or hurting others. Dialysis centres where diabetes is treated. Pathologies where ED blood tests are run that save lives in a snap. I see how my troubles help others. It makes it all worth it. Those people get to live a bit longer, a bit better. One more sunrise. One more sunset. I can't see any of that in the middle of the monkey game. When I'm ordering 20 doors, frames and praying the hardware is all good. Looking at pages of specs and plans to find one detail so I don't loose $20k. The only way I make it through some days is to sit and visualise the building completed. The sunrise and set above it. And people leaving, after receiving treatment, going home to see their families. Gratitude and appreciation is the only way. Find connection. All goodness comes from connection. The more you mindfully remind yourself, the more you inner narrative will change. Reframe ❤️ the smallest actions can have huge impact - butterfly effect.

Do we have one? Rolling. Post that shit. Shorts, reels, tick-tock turds. Do your worst short format. Boomer cringe. I love the spittle on the guys mouth 🤮🤢 https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS45V1Enf/

“People talk about how much energy it takes to train an AI model – but it also takes a lot of energy to train a human,” - Sam Altman

@Ulax you little shit Sides in orbit lol

There are challenges sure - I just don't want you to fall into black pill thinking (like I myself did, and clawed out). (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

The statement " I am stage 2 construct aware, I am yellow" is more likely a confession of stage orange. It is a way of establishing authority or superiority, identity through achievement, status signaling, and using labels as credentials. Pillars of stage orange levels of growth. Someone with a more integrated understanding is often less attached to identifying as a particular stage. It doesn't necessarily discount that person from being yellow or tier II - but it serves as a reasonable point to infer the above. Especially when this is a pattern of behavior: needing to state oneself as this stage when cornered in debate.

@AION oh no no - this is about you being obsessed with me you want to join my cult!

I have, in the proper looksmaxxing vernacular, ascended ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈)

Looksmaxxing movement is just one - which is why I raised you linked it. If you remove a range of metrics, others have very little to go off. As an example, if you remove speaking face to face, body language, tone, intonation and only have an image to go off - that image is going to serve as a larger metric to go off due to absence of other qualifying factors. If you are interested in being able to deduce with logic and critical thinking I can link you to some good resources. I suggest you look into it yourself if you do not wish to accept my claim. I don't care to pull up data, if that's what you want.

You don't see how if you remove one domain for connection - others become more important?

I mean - you posted it.