Natasha Tori Maru

It's not readily available where I am! Part of the idea behind kangaroo in my diet is the sustainability (it's not farmed, they are a pest due to volume, crazy breeding and destroying land when herds become huge). Avoids pesticides also. I want to try crock though, as I have a strange palate. I enjoy offal, brains, liver etc. Raised by strange artist silent generation Grandad 🥹 I've never seen it... BUT I GUESS THATS DINNER INSPIRATION! Dashing to get ingredients ⚡

I must confess - kangaroo is a staple of my diet 😬 Majikal kangaroo! If you look hard enough, there are receipts as proof on the forum...

Those kangaroos are great for kicking the narrative *cough* deception *cough* out of me 💀

*Looks over in the corner to see @Miguel1 heaving and dry retching on the ground, arms around himself*

@PenguinPablo I am 😊 Had many strange, varied experiences I cannot explain. But I do not try to

With humans... the truth arrives with a whole bunch of horseshit in tow!

Has nothing to do with what I said.

Compulsion. As in, seeking sex to the detriment of other aspects of life.

Sex can be used as a cope to avoid feelings. Problematic seeking can also be a trauma response.

This is the sort of place my mind went to... GOD please. NO. But if it was the difference between Leo's endurance in this space and not... HARVEST MY DATA AND SELL IT 😅

I read the post as putting ads on actualized.org

Usually this means the correct questions are not being asked, or the line of questioning is not understood or not clear enough. We are asking questions to assist you/prompt self enquiry - why would discarding the questions, or trying to ask us where they arise from, assist you? Other than to appear to outsiders to avoid asking yourself? Actually asking yourself and deeply questioning (not necessarily answering us, that isn't needed, it is for you to answer for you) is the only aim. Your answers seem to side step. Consistently. So I am more inclined to think there is an issue with the phrasing or how the questions are asked that is imprecise. My typical line of questioning goes beneath the surface claims of "I need people/am extraverted" to the source. I do this with all kinds of enquiry. The point might not be initially apparent. Maybe this type of enquiry just doesn't work for you?

No one said it was unfair. Or not allowed. But users notice the repeated rhetoric and story you tell. It is the one you appear to dislike inspecting as resistance comes up when it is approached. Resistance is observed in avoidance of inspecting the apparent egoic attachment to reported elevated status. There may not be any, true. But it appears this way from outsiders. The narrative repeated is serving some purpose for you. As narratives often do for us all. The stories I tell myself often help me avoid or cope. We don't mean this as an attack. It's an observation of what is seen. Without any interpretation - you repeat your consciousness status as a theme. I've asked similar questions as @Valachto you previously. What you answered him with doesn't address the questions, but avoids them. Similarly to my lines of enquiry - you avoided these prevously, also. I apologise if these words hurt. I am trying to remove any interpretation and just illustrate what is seen and observed. I want to try to avoid explaining you as this is a disservice to what you may mean or experience. Just observe patterns.

Yes! Exactly. I have thought on this a lot. Seek and you shall find.... My first experience was spontaneous - which prompted hardcore spirituality seeking in myself, in an endeavour to explain what happened.