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could be something similar to getting close to a highly concious being and being sensitive enough to know it

I am very interested, Well you can start by telling us in this thread. Just getting it out to people helps a lot too.

I was on one of your streams the other day. I wake up too late and always miss your streams. Am Also in India but I wake up at like 12 pm lol. And your streams are always like 7pm. So I always miss em. Not asking to change your timings. Just saying.

Well the idea of there being an inner space called mind is just that, an idea. Really what you are doing is directing attention/awareness. You don't really arise your thoughts or intentions as well. They arise, your awareness goes to them. So ask yourself what is Attention? And how do thoughts arise?

this is no-brainer!

Well, there are a lot of theories and information out there about this. Personally I see this as a great opportunity to practice letting go if you are a frequent fapper. But what about all this energy stuff? And what benefits do you think it has onto the spiritual/self-actualization process?

Well how else are you planning to communicate

I think you can start by trying to being aware of each breath of yours during the whole day, then moving to being aware of blinking and after that your heart beat. Learning conscious sleep could also help. ....That said. I haven't actually done any of those lol. But through intuition I know it is possible and helpful. I'll be practicing to do it too.

You right. Gotta take into account there is no you to begin with!. So YOU didn't even actualize it. It actualized on it's own.

well dreams also become that tangible. It is all you imagining life, but this is as real as it gets. This is where duality between imaginary and real collapses.

Hm I see, I was wondering what to do next. Looks like it is observe God

Have had similar experiences some months back, they are not that common for me.

Reality cant be a simulation because the ones simulating us in their computer would be IN reality. There can be as man layers to it as you want, but ultimately reality is groundless. And enquiring into the nature of existence inside a simulation or outside of it, is no different. A lot of things said in Law of One and from what I can gather from different teachings + my own realizations. It does seem like a simulation. A cosmic play. It can't be a game because there are no players. So it's just a play. Leela in hinduism it is called. So it does look like so, but at the same time, why would it matter? Only reason you want to find out is because it'll help add yet another layer to your identity.

Oh and also I don't think it's decrealization, atleast in my case, because i literally feel i am nothing yet everything at the same time. Also something exists but also nothing

I have been feeling this same way for some weeks too now. But I have been using my time pretty nicely by binging anime and writing poems. (I have nothing to do these days.) But I could also just sit down like that and wait for nothing. I am not particularly depressed. It's more like I am nothing. Not even nothing. I have also stopped meditating. And when I sit doing nothing, I fall into meditation as well. Nice to see a post i can relate too

It's funny how dumb we are to not see something so obvious for our whole life. Searching it from place to place. Hilarious

When you realize it's harder than your dick ok Idk why I wanted to say that I mean your dick IS it

Hatha Yoga done properly does take a long time. 1 hour to 1.5 hours if done nicely. And it's best to end with shavasana at the end of the session, that is a meditative state itself. Every pose is. I'd say 1 - 1.5 hours of yoga, and after that rest for meditation. 1 hour should be minimum for meditation ofcourse.

That's the whole problem, you are fearing right now when asking this. Be it a real demon or an imagination, there is fear in you. So that fear we are talking about. You wouldn't be asking if they are actually gonna come in or not if you worked on your fear. Because it won' matter if they do actually come.

"The rose blooms red, The tulip blooms yellow, The lotus is pink. Surrender to each sense and just sink. It goes inwards infinitely, Look how creation is crafted so precisely. Just as sight can be zoomed in forever to see how infinite it is, Each of the other sense can be inquired into so as well. Sight is so magnificent. You can't describe color or shape; or near and far, But you can witness how meaningless they are. It's inexpressible. Sound is so wonderful. Get lost in it, Focus on it so much that You are gone. It could be pure silence or a lovely song. Feeling is so divine, It is either in the body as sensation or as thinking in the mind. Everything is a feeling, from You to Other. Let go of some and and fully feel into another. Smell is so incredible, It's such a different dimension, Crazy that it's even comprehendible. Forget everything else and focus on the smell, it's so mystical. Taste is so heavenly. Easy to get addicted specially. It is combined with feeling at the tongue so it could be hard to discern, But it is yet another dimension to explore and learn. Each of the senses are a completely different inner dimension, Yet there is no difference between either if you remove all conception. Each is wondrous, from the beautiful highs to the disgusting lows, So don't just explore the pleasurable but also your dislikes. It could be a whole new level of clarity that follows." I wrote this poem, fairly new to writing stuff like this. But it's intriguing and and first time writing something so spiritually based. Ofcourse it doesn't encompass everything I want to say. Infact really each sense is inexpressible. There's a lot to say, but also nothing to say. Just a try. How do you guys like it?

Someone posted this on discord and said this is "So true" "100% agree" and all. I could see it resonated well with them and they considered this real talk and deep. Now I know everyone is on their own level of development but isn't it fascinating to see? Something that I consider totally obvious and not deep at all, is deep for someone else. And something that I consider deep af, is everyday conciousness for someone else. Damn.

just think about it, there's no reason to feel bad about dropping back down. There's actually no reason. The more you experience the more your baseline consciousness will start to alter. But you need to allow it to do that. And for your baseline to be shot up requires lots of open mindedness and courage.

I think it would be easy to just love him if you can train yourself to not generate anger from all the things he did since you know there is no reason for you to get angry. For eg. You gotta be aware enough to know there is nothing to be frustrated about if he got you wet by throwing that drink at you. It'd be nice training lol

I resonate completely with him

damn yeah you right