AdamR95

@Gesundheit Maybe these values should be also flexible to a context. Different people on different stages maybe need different kind of push to make them grow. Just an idea.

We would have no context to do anything. Btw. i consider acting on intuition as acting on blind faith too because intuition is based on experience in the past. Even from perspective that intuition comes from nothing i consider that acting on blind faith. I think we couldnt even exist because every form carries some intelignce in it wich operates on blind faith.

@Identity i think the best thing we can do individualy is raise our concioussness and help people around us to raise concioussness. This can snowball through time. We can work on ourselfs and it will eventualy show up on the outside.

This always drives my mind crazy because it means i live all my life in blind faith. poor ego. haha

Sometimes but i use it as one of perspectives i am looking at world. I switch beetween different perspectives because sometimes its not usefull to see things that way. Some perspectives are too radical to be able live normaly with them.

I like your way of thinking, its a great mindfuck. And similar idea is you can be stuck in 5minute loop for eternity and you wouldt know it And other idea is that maybe every night you die in sleep and you are changed with someone else. And similarly In this sence you are already dying every moment of your life. These mental exercises say a lot about death and how incarnations work.

It comes from it too. Its a limited idea though. yeah its where the intuition comes from

It comes from experience, adults teaching child is one part of experience. And also child carries experience of his ancestors coded in his DNA .

@Origins Just because i am not accepting your ideas doesnt mean i am not taking them into account. Notice i said i can be wrong. You assume i am the closeminded one maybe it is the opossite. I am still open to taking into account any arguments you may bring in the future if you want though.

arent we funny? haha

Yeah thats one perspective, but at same time its not arbitrary its absolutely necessary that it is this way.

@Gesundheit Yeah i know and because of that i said "in a sence". At first i had ego reactions over your replies but now i see you are very clever guy and you own your weaknessess rather then demonize them. Good for you. The funny thing is we are all hypocrates haha.

@Gesundheit i get you. You can set your own standarts for developement. But maybe there is a way you can measure it objectively in a sence that there is a thing called absolute love and you can become more and more align to that thing. But i am aware that when you get very close you realise its nothing wrong with being devil too and you can choose to being devil. lol But in a sence there is a way you can be more godlike and less godlike if you know what i mean.

"you are probably overestimating your developement" - this was actually the important part of my point. Thats all i want to say because i dont want to bring more of my projections to this. This one thing i mentioned was the thing that hit me in the eyes the most. Just one specific thing you can reflect on.

@Gesundheit you are making very good points and i can get you. I wanna say that i consider you ok as you are and i have no problem with how you are presenting yourself here. Everybody are presenting themself in some way and everybody struggle with their ego in some way. We are on the same boat. But there is one thing i want to point out that you probably wont want to hear it. And that is that you are probably overestimating your developement because you do the same things you are criticizing. Thats it, that is only thing i want to say to you. You probably gonna dissmiss it as a bullshit and that is ok too. But consider you may miss a oportunity to grow. I can very relate to you because i do the same thing as you do. Its easy to see it when someone else is doing it. And the last thing, I want to encourage us to grow together towards love. We are all on the same boat.

@Origins Maybe you are not operating here within nondualistic paradigm and i can understand that. If that is the case then we are operation from completely different epistemic foundations and we will keep disagreeing with each other. If i assume that reality isnt nondual then free will can make sence but it goes against everything i experience in my life. It isnt aligned with truth from my experiences.

@Origins It doesnt matter if its ego or not. Its content, it doesnt matter if you call it energetic field or something else its still the same thing. You are making assumption about me all the time too. You assume that i am only logical. Yeah i am very logical but logic is not only tool i use. I am using all tools i know are available. I am open to spiritual stuff like energetic fields etc. But realise its still dualistic thinking. There is only one thing wich is in control and this thing is "nothing" or "god" or "Absolute". Maybe you cant get over the fact that every attempt to gain free wil is dualistic thinking. From god perspective Free will doesnt even make sence. It demolishes your pet theories wich can have some truth in it, but cant give you free will. I can fantasize about all sorts of spiritual stuff too but i am aware of the fact that it is dualistic. I try to understand your point, but it seems to me like you are stuck in content. This is what it looks like from my perspective, i can be wrong.

@Hanna Luna @PureRogueQ Maybe because its fun? At least i do it because of that :)

Maybe God is Balance with capital B wich is balance between balance and imbalanace.

@Origins ok. I used ego as one "form" or "content" of awareness with no strict definiton. Its not that improtant though. The important thing is it is a content. No content has power over awareness. Strict definition is not needed in this context. When for example vizualization (with or without an ego) is happening to manifest something in reality, this is already content of awarness. The vizualization has no power over situation. The only thing that has power is that nothingness. But i already said that and i think we agreed on that. The disagreement is probably only in words we use. But i still stand behind the statement that it can be missleading to people saying they have free will, because they are mostly identifying themself with their ego.

I improved my levels of concioussness during last two years, but my behaviour are mostly stuck in old ways and i am in a phase in life where i am hyperaware of how full of shit my ego and my behaviour is and this drives me crazy. I am aware of my addictions and manipulations and attachments and so on. I have mood swings and sometimes laugh about how funny i am, how there is nothing to achive and so on, how i am stuck in chasing my tail looking for happynies and i am aware of the absurdity of looking for happynies but i am still stuck in this chasing for happynies, i am trying to improve my self but at the same time seeing absurdity of whole situation. I am aware of how stuck in thinking i am, how stupid i am, how selfish i am, how robotic i am. I see i have a lot of work to do but at the same time see how it is pointless. I am going throught ego backlash after backlash and so on. I am stuck in loop of desiring to not desire. And i am aware how i write this post just because i am bored. lol

@Gesundheit you think you can be perfecting yourself? lol You are chasing your tail, haha.

I 100% agree.

@Origins That is another topic. I am aware i act from an ego but thats a nature of engaging in discussions. @Origins if you use "free will" as synonym to "no input" then the free will exist. Is basicaly the same thing i am saying. But i think its missleading to state it that way because it can be easily abused by the ego. Because in my opinion its easier to let go of your ego if you realise that you have no control as an ego.

@Origins Now i think we are speaking the same thing only in different words. But its possible to confuse awerness with an ego. Ego is sneaky and often claimes ownership of an awarness and use it for manipulation. It looks to me like you still subtely identify with an ego and just dont know it. From the texts you posted here it looks that this is the case. But it could be my projection, i dont know you.