lewis-j

has anyone done any research into split brain consciousness? some interesting finds https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2017/01/170125093823.htm https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s11065-020-09439-3

@snowyowl thankyou, this was purely out of the blue, though in a strange way, a lot of things ive experienced in life seem to fit into this like a puzzle, complicated.

so true, its stange. since this, my thoughts feel so, quite. like I have thoughts, though i feel dettached from them. I am, and my thoughts are, yet we are not the same.

wtf. i was driving along behind my friends car, watching how my headlights changed the shadow of his car, at this point i completely zoned out, i was just experiencing, i didnt have any thoughts, neither was i aware that i was driving, there was nothing, yet, there was experience but i was not the experience. out of nowhere, consciousness appeared, and as soon as it appeared, the nothingness was gone, nothing, turned into something, i was then aware of the consciousness ariving (how?!, where from? wtf?), aware that it had came out of nowhere, and that in the previous experience, my mind was so quite, empty, nothingness, it was not blissful, it was not quite, it was, nothing pure nothingness, even describing it is making it something, which it was not, ugh?! this experience was profound, how could something come out of nothing. If nothing is, well, nothing, how can it conjour something, nothing, is something? yet, something is nothing? my brain exploded, i felt this strange, understanding, yet i both understand, and do not understand. It wasnt an experience, it wasnt a feeling or an emotion, it wasnt the thought, it just was, direct nothingness, which when i realised, dissapeared, because it became something. [edit] another thing, it was gone as quick as it was here, it just was, i was, and at the same time, i wasnt, and now i am not again. is this, it?