mandyjw

@now is forever

Karma Chameleon Culture Club Dessert loving in your eyes all the way If I listen to your lies, would you say I'm a man without conviction I'm a man who doesn't know How to sale a contradiction? You come and go, you come and go Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma chameleon You come and go, you come and go Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams Red, gold, and green, red, gold, and green Didn't you hear your wicked words every day And you used to be so sweet I heard you say That my love was an addiction When we cling, our love is strong When you go, you're gone forever You string along, you string along Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma chameleon You come and go, you come and go Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams Red, gold, and green, red, gold, and green Every day is like survival You're my lover, not my rival Every day is like survival You're my lover, not my rival I'm a man without conviction I'm a man who doesn't know How to sale a contradiction? You come and go, you come and go Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma chameleon You come and go, you come and go Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams Red, gold, and green, red, gold, and green Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma chameleon You come and go, you come and go Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams Red, gold, and green, red, gold, and green Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma chameleon You come and go, you come and go Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams Red, gold, and green, red, gold, and green Karma, karma, karma, karma, karma chameleon You come and go, you come and go Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dreams Red, gold, and green, red, gold, and green Well then. That sobered me up a bit. Gotta go take pictures for you.

@zambize I'm quite proud of myself.

I will never run out of 80's music for you Tsuki.

@tsuki Yep, done out of love. Cause you're a perfectionist and perfectionists don't have fun. Been there, done that.

@tsuki I hope you know that my shitposting in your journal is your karmic reward. @now is forever I love you too!

I am Jensen Ackles. I also really have the hots for Blippi. It's so wrong but it feels SO RIGHT. Don't judge. Desperate housewives are a thing.

You aren't the drawing, you're the feeling the drawing evokes. The drawing is like a tree falling in the forest that doesn't make a sound. The drawing and the viewer create life. Whatever that feeling is.

Someone who has an intelligence/connection with nature and the natural spiritual world.

@tsuki Sigh... I've never had someone use my own words against me so effectively. Well THANKS for planting the idea in my mind, but I haven't even SEEN your picture. Maybe I'll just use Jensen Ackles'

@tsuki ROFLOL I've NEVER done that with anyone's picture. @now is forever I tried her on for a while. Tried on being a witch. I am that I am.

I used to be a perfectly decent Christian girl who went out of her way to avoid sexual innuendos until YOU came along. So enjoy.

Poker and poked are one. I enjoy being poked, and I enjoy poking. Otherwise I feel very unloved.

I am the 90% and the 10%. I take pride in playing that role because by submitting to be the less smart one, I get to play the role of student. I get to hear everyone's wisdom and receive their love for me to want to share it with me and their joy in teaching and feeling capable. I learned this handling my contractor. He was the biggest jerk ever if there was a man around. Alone with me he was sweet. During those times he gave me a lot of tips that saved me money and taught me a lot, even though he ripped us off and betrayed our trust in some ways.

I love you guys, but you enjoy correcting and being smarty pants and you enjoy knowing how you believe. You remind me of my smarter than me friends. Too serious to laugh very much.

This is perfect, I can't believe I found it this easily.

YES! I'm sandwiched between losing my Grandmother last month and my dog's death, I thought he was dying for 2 years now, he has a massive spleen tumor and was given 4 months tops to live. He gets really really sick and I'll think "this is it" but he rallies time and time again, so I'm getting lots of practice in letting go and letting it be. When my Grandmother died I had that "hurts more, bothers less" experience. On one hand, I never really knew how much I'd loved her until she was dead and kind of hated myself for it, it was that "you don't miss it until it's gone" kind of thing. But I was able to see her in the sky, in the sunlight, in the birds and feel that one love beyond thought. Merging such grief with such love and connection was everything. When you get beyond duality you can do that. You get better at processing emotions properly in a short amount of time. I found that it was really intense for a short time but now I feel this amazing sense of peace about it. In the past when I lost other grandparents who I wasn't as close to as her I felt bad about it for a much longer time. I still haven't gone back to her house to see her not there in it, so I'm not sure how that will be. Abraham Hicks says to look for them where they are and not where they aren't. That's the key. Much love to you and your dog. Dogs are the best spiritual teachers, in my opinion.

@Serotoninluv Do you identify with, value your intellect?

I loved this song lately, I usually don't like such depressing music. I couldn't stop staring at this picture Cara Delevingne, I thought she was the most gorgeous thing I'd ever seen. Now she doesn't seem quite as compelling but still beautiful.

I held the belief that the marriage had to be held on to. But the words that came out of the vortex, they were powerful love and powerful love can separate. My baby niece, she makes my forehead between my eyes burn like the trees do. I'll watch it. I loved American Beauty too. The scene with him filming the garbage bag blowing in the wind and how beautiful it was, that happened to me when the crows ate my neighbors trash a day or two after Grammie's death. They were so beautiful, so contrasted by the brilliant white snow in the sunlight. The next day I saw a dead crow and couldn't feel the same way. My aunt and uncle are selling the lake spot my Grammie and Grandpa gave us all. My parents sold their ownership to them for more woodlands and a little money. It was a bad trade. That spot is my heaven on earth. Now of all times. But my aunt saw me and loved me at the funeral. She said she'd see me this summer. This could be good if I can stay strong. My mother in law lost one of her students, my son's age to the flu. An absolutely gorgeous blonde haired girl. She's faintly related to my husband. She sent me a photo of her. I told her that some souls are too light for this world. I knew what to say but I felt her pain with her and bawled about it. I don't mind if I let other people's energy drag me down. I am like a phoenix, I will rise again.

@tsuki Have you seen American Beauty?