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@Leo Gura See Christianity is a step ahead of Buddhism, because Paul who wrote those beautiful verses about love is patient, love is kind, etc, he killed Jesus. And Judas, Jesus' betrayer, have you read the Gospel of Judas Leo? It was only translated in the past few years and it's pretty fucked up but also incredibly nondual. I mean Buddha's story has so very little devilry in compared with the Bible. I already let go of my faith in Jesus. Cast your bread upon the waters, Whoever loses his life shall find it. It's all true. What cords are left to cut?

@Truth Addict You mean oh boy/girl?

@whoareyou Love is love. It's all love. There's a bigger picture than any of us can see as individuals. I see my picture and you see your's. Big picture thinking is hive mind, it encompasses us all with the connecting force of love, and together we see the Big Picture. I don't have a belief system, I have love for Jesus, which got bigger, and bigger even as a child it got big enough to encompass nature and animals and other people. Then nonduality taught me the real meanings of the verses I puzzled over so much as a kid. That love was a driving force. My purpose is only to connect with that in myself and others until that love gets bigger and bigger and bigger. My ego was disgusted by the use of psychedelics, but I wouldn't be aware today if others hadn't used them. So I love and accept them. You might be disgusted by Christians, and belief systems but they are a part of you as well, like every other religion. How can you ever interact with people below you on the spiral if you can't all encompass and embody the entire spiral as your self? This is how we awaken the world.

What you really want is not to be with a woman but to be a woman. God is a hermaphrodite. Sorry to ruin your fantasy boys.

I see it in myself, I see it in you, I'm your mirror. I tried to be good and I tried to be God but the love I found in my heart for the devil awoke me on my 666th post. What else can I do to survive but go back in my past child self and find Jesus? The psychedelic I needed was Jesus and yours were literal. Don't tell me that my psychedelic is evil, after all it's just a path for experiencing love and oneness.

Have you studied the law of attraction at all?

@now is forever I like to play dress up with my religions and identities. Just because I was born naked doesn't mean that I can't enjoy wearing pretty things.

@Leo Gura I lived for thirty years and never noticed until today that when you look into someone's eyes, you literally look into two black holes which merge to one in your consciousness and that is the soul. Nothing. Am I/you an atheist after all?

@Leo Gura They always told me when I was a kid that Jesus was watching. It's just as unsettling now as it was then. There's no duality between funny and profound.

I mean in eveeeeeerything. I thought that's what you were saying, that its difficult to just observe.

@now is forever The observer changes the observed just by the act of observing. I noticed that too.

@Shin You're a slut.

Mine found me in a cemetary. I mislocated his grave at first and got wierd vibes, then I realized I was sitting on his wife, not him.

Ghosts make the best lovers.

@Shin Life is cruel and hilarious like my stupid name. I never liked my first or middle names. My biggest enemy in high school had the exact same first and middle name as me.

@Leo GuraThank you Jesus.

@Leo Gura I have no fucking clue. I'm trying really hard to cling to my Christianity and patriotism and then you go and use those exact examples in your video, what gives?

Laughing and crying is my life lately.

@now is forever Trees communicate with each other both through mycellium in the ground and through pollen in the air and they schronize to all overproduce fruit or nuts on the same year. That ensures that there's both enough for all the squirrels and to make new trees. On other years they barely produce to save up thier energy for another year and the squirrels go hungry and thier population decreases. Trees are already interconnected intelligence, they are smarter than the squirrels.

Jon rarely gets it when I say something stupid just to be stupid. He always thinks I'm being serious. And I continue to do it, time and time again and get offended, time and time again.

That just reminded me of The Tale of Two Cities. I read Moby Dick, The Tale of Two Cities, The Scarlet Letter, The Adventures of Alice in Wonderland and Walden all around the same time. They are all somehow about enlightenment I realize now. Isn't everything? You're EXACTLY like Jon.

You guys can vote? I thought the Queen decided everything for you.

How did you learn to speak English so well? You say you're shaken but you look completely and perfectly composed. I'm perplexed why you say "I shouldn't say those things" after you talk about the camera being a person you created, that was my favorite part right before you said "I shouldn't say those things. I should be inspecting myself instead" Did you say there was a movie you recommended before watching Annihilation?

Ok, so it's hard to think of an example because we can only guess about the motive. Only you in your heart and with your intuition know of the motive. The motive is everything, the action is meaningless. Last year the Jehovah's witnesses came to my door and I got this realization that here I am, a person who sees myself as someone who has transcended most of my mental anguish through spirituality but I just sit in my house isolated and make my money and live my life. And here are these people who truly believe in spreading a message they think is more important than themselves. I thought about how incredibly uncomfortable and unsafe I would feel going door to door. I don't even like talking to my druggy neighbors when my dog got loose and ran on their property. I realized how selfish I was then. Now we can sit here and say that they are only doing it to please someone else, or for a future reward of heaven or out of complete delusion. But you never know what's in someone's heart.

Anything you do when you overcome fear with love and courage (also love).