Insane butterfly

If due to your integrity manage to loose your head there is no way back! People with high integrity are also highly idealistic, their life doesn't matter anymore for them when their integrity moved millions their death is the cherry on the pie

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dimitris_Liantinis Dimitrios Liantinis was the last Greek philosopher who went pretty much meta in a very strict stage Blue society. On the video below he is deconstructing religion old philosophy history science medicine education and so on. He is very poetic about death

Infj

Is Birth and its meaning since thousands of years stupid to you? What about female contribution in the world, in history, poetry, society, art ,religion etc. Women were considered as property for thousands of years, in middle ages they were burned for their beauty, problems of feminism, prostitution, cultural oppression. School education on boys and girls to understand and respect women. China letting baby girls die because they don't want them, western culture is using women's sexuality to sell from cars until chewing gums. Problems and Issues about the "Woman" all over the world. You see how much we take the woman for granted! Not even women respect the term Woman! Is fucking having sex and making love the same? How much understanding is in all these? Can you please answer me all these things if you think that my request is stupid?

I want your perspective. I started this journey 4 years ago because of my love for her! Thank you

It is a powerful triptamine not only in intensity but also in the quality of the trip. I think next time I'll try the IM roa

Leo I have something to tell I plugged 30mg today DPT hcl with no results at all! The substance couldn't dissolve in water solution that good so I heat the syringe with tap water. The syringe was closed with a needle and sealed, I saw the substance dissolving a little more but I didn't wanted to over do it, after plugging I inspect the syringe and I found white powder inside. I let this method for now,. I snorted 20mg and felt almost nothing, I hadn't eat all day so my stomach was a bit messy also after the plugging process. So I decided to eat a toast and a slice of cheese only just to get my blood sugar up because of the discomfort and I went out with my dog as I felt better it started to kick me, it was nothing more than a warmth in my body and fingers shaking, I got a relief about what it is as a triptamine and on my way home I was thinking about it and planning one more attempt. I snorted 40mg, my nose is perfect, no dripping no bad taste, I licked a bit of the powder and my tongue got numb, it's not happening with all triptamines, my gut would say, eating it would work pretty well on me, I got an intense body load very sensual and pleasant and was trying to explore it, it reminded me 5meo-mipt on a bit higher dose. On the trip I was contemplating how deep you described it as an experience, you are in a total higher frequencies when you trip, I discovered that my brain doesn't use the substance completely, your brain is using the substance chemically with out a thought your brain is very efficient, this is why you don't need much of a substance and you go so deep, the substance is doing me but you do the substance. I'm afraid to use a way larger doses because I'm home alone so I need to train my brain to use the substances for efficient. The dpt has huge potential for contemplation like the 4ho-mipt when the body load goes away but I want to have a solid trip with 5meo-dmt first to take my fear away to go higher on dpt. I got hcl and want to try plugged

This is why Christ is compared to a Lamb which is basically powerless and Zen is comparing the ego to an Ox which is deadly powerful

²⁰Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who have fallen asleep. ²¹For since death came through a man, the resurrection of the dead came also through man. ²²For just as in Adam all die, so too in Christ shall all be brought to life ²³but each one in proper order; Christ the firstfruits; then, at his coming, those who belong to Christ. 1st Corinthians 15, 20-23 The 20 could mean that Christ is deaths first child, that death creates Life, he is the first that came in Life from the dead, not only back in life. The 21 is also very meta, it could be possible if God can do everything. So Adam is Death and Christ is Life, his resurrection could mean the Absolute consciousness, that christ left his body, out of body experience or that he left all materials including his physical body. I try to deconstruct the bible too, it's a very difficult but spirituality makes it very interesting

I have the feeling that Sanity and Insanity are the same things. I mean if i could think of my self completely sane i would go crazy, completely insane

I haven't, but I know that the substance is reliable

I followed the video procedure religiously. The syringe has a removable needle which I use to suck the substance from the container because it suckes even the tiniest drop so I don't loose anything. I tested the depth multiple times, other say to squirt it fast to go deep others say squirt it slowly. If the substance needs to go deep then why not also the syringe? I tried a range of 10 to 22mg of freebase maybe 4, 5 times but no joy. Smoked or snorted works perfectly so the substance is not damaged in any way

@Space I already plugged 22mg without any results at all! An other triptamine with the same plugged procedure have worked but not 5meo.

I explained to my little guys that when they were born inside their head it was nothing to think, on their head it was only Love and when they were opening their eyes they were creating everything and everything was themselves because they had nothing to think about it. I wanted them to meditate with me and said we will close our eyes and try to go to the Nothingland, after about a half an hour my 7year old said oh is so hard to do it,its too much to think I was thinking only animals I don't see them a lot and I try to give them all I have

What parents and future parents need to know, what parents can learn from children. How to make parents understand that they are the future of their children and not vice versa. The joy of their life and many more I have children and struggles and many many questions!

I don't want his experience I want his knowledge

Deep work is a Deep work not an amount of work. When you want to do it , just do it Deep and is very beneficial

So all my experiments didn't work, l tried 3 more times plugged and i gave up this method to not waste more substance. Snorting my Freebase worked pretty well, i tried 15mg and i got a glimpse of tripping. I cleaned my nose with water solution before, i didn't burned and it didn't drop on my throat or had a runny nose during or after so ill try 30mg next time, or is it too much?

Paradise on earth

It's being criticized on Tolle but nobody sees his contribution in the spiritual path. He is saying the same again and again and reaching this way a lot of people, thousands of people! His is the perfect elementary school teacher. It depends of the person if he/she wants to jump in the next class, so he is doing great job

I did waste some if it but I don't mind that,smoking in my opinion has not a a special technique to perfect, I find plugging is more demanding, I want to perfect the plugging technique instead, what I want is time, time to relax because I'm alone, first time smoked through me on the floor, was around 22mg and perhaps I inhaled all of it so I got a nice white out and a horrible trip, I will try 20mg plugged with the same procedure and will see

I'm trying to figure out what am I doing wrong. Yesterday I invited a friend for trip sitting, I plugged 10mg freebase dissolved in vinegar with an insulin syringe, I put the rubber band for 4cm depth as I injected the liquid I took out the syringe fast being afraid that is going to kick pretty fast I lay down and waited, except some warmth in my head and some heartbeats nothing happened. We tried smoking which I'm familiar to, 10 mg again, I got a few minutes of trip but then again some of the substance was still in the pipe. This morning alone I tried 10mg plugged I insert the syringe slighty deeper and I stayed on my knees like a good puppy for a couple of min with the syringe inside, nothing happened, after that I tried snorting 5mg for testing no joy so far. I wasted 35mg testing a ROA so 3 trips that could be insightful and beautiful, I won't give up, I'll try tonight plugged with as less liquid as I can and not so deep?! Any other suggestions?

Martin Ball turned 5MeO to a Religion this is why he has problems