Insane butterfly

Even born with bigger muscles if they don't get trained they won't really care to grow. Don't underestimate your experience and your knowledge. I'm stuck on 28mg -which is a lot- snorted finding my self contemplating so fast like a computer downloading rapidly thousands of pages but no breakthrough, no God mode, plugged not a chance. I'm trying to teach my brain to get the most out of the trip with moderate doses, if I get the knowledge then could be possible

Don't see it this way, it's not sad as i wrote you before, you *do* the substance, you have open neurotransmitters that I haven't dreamed of yet. It's like in the gym you can train with much less weight and be as effective

Go for it and don't worry It will make your relationship much stronger when you realize that you are her. See it as quite the opposite, you will connect with her in an unimaginable ways, you will discover her beauty inside you

The bible describes perfectly the human being it self! It starts with Genesis and ends with Revelation aka Apocalypse. The human being starts from birth and ends.......? Revelation describes enlightenment, Trinity is actually non duality, all three is one, but explain this to a religious person who don't want to accept that the holly spirit is his fucking mind. I find that the bible is missing a book, over 1000 years after the book of revelation is nothing written, what happens afterwards? No religious person EVER asked what the fuck is happening after Apocalypse, what trinity is going to serve the human? What's next anyways? Is hard to accept that if you do the work that is written in the bible it will reveal to you that you are that motherfucker in the clouds The bible is still incomplete and no one reads it quite right

MDMA Open your heart and your soul first to your own self!

Intuition, this is watching

Since many here on the forum already have realized that they are God they don’t get much busy with substances but with philosophy so there is not so many informations about psychedelics. I have a bunch of triptamines on the toolbox, I have done about 30 to 40 trips till now. 5meo-DMT freebase and HCL Dpt, 4-HO-DET, 4-HO-DPT, 4-HO-MIPT, 5-meo-MIPT, βOA-2C-B,mdma and LSD A couple of them I haven’t tried yet. I have some questions to the experienced ones, how you manage your time for a nice solid trip? Time for integration?I have my own business as a car mechanic and working alone so it’s a lot of stuff to do every day including fitness,kids every second weekend, spirituality, reading, divorce, private life? and so on, I live alone and I try to steal some time to enjoy a trip. I’m not the only one who is busy and I want some tips and tricks from others, also how do I keep the triptamines fresh? with the time I’ve read that they contaminate, another concern is the tolerance, I don’t have much time to try threshold dosages and go my way up so I go balls to the wall which is also not the best solution. I had a trip sitter only twice so even when I'm out of space when tripping I NEED to be careful to stay safe, a lot of them were horribly challenging! How you manage your tripping to make it also enjoyable and be able to go to work also the next day? Sometimes when I have some time I just feel tired from the day/week and I’m afraid to trip like that. Which triptamine you find best?excluding 5meo

@Bob Seeker Put in your arms a 5 minutes old human being and you will understand what creation means!

@Princess Arabia I've got a headache!

@Adodd consider one thing. You don't know these people. If someone takes shrooms on a festival, if someone is watching all his life TV shit, have a bad life, is a liar, stupid, bad person, dirty mind ,too young( as the most) bad setting, on an party with some friends and cold beer and many more other things. Don't wonder why they have bad trips!

Let's consider if the one teacher in the art school of Vienna wouldn't reject Hitler for 'bad design' that was the reason and could see his efforts and tell him ok you have some potential you stay! He could have learned to express his emotions on the canvas and could me more happy, but he got rejected, they didn't gave him love. Consider how this school evolved in the history we have

I will give you my opinion with a small disclaimer at first. I was for years not comfortable next to homosexualls until I tried to understand them. What I'll write is just my observations trying not to be biased and with no offense to anybody. From my observations seeing a men's couple. The majority behave like women, they adopting though the most toxic feminin side of a woman, gossiping screaming moving like they lost their bones, extrem dresses, extrem vulnerability and so on, in general a cheap behavior of a woman that no man ever wants to have next to him when secretly hate women. Seeing a women's couple, I observe the opposite, they hate men but they adopt the most toxic masculine behavior ever, unwashed, with a cheap beer in their hand awful clothing fake masculine behavior and so on, the truck driver style dude. In the whole I see the epitome of confusion inside them, they try to hang on an identity (see love parades), they desperately try to prove themselves that they are satisfied screaming for attention which I find very hypocritical. I don't blame homosexualls, they have their traumata but society doesn't give them guidance and push them to the extremes and that brings them only confusion. I sence that as much they scream for external validation that low is the validation of who they choose to be, I see pain and suffering inside them. When I was 5 years old I sat on the lap of the most beautiful woman i had seeing as a small boy, she is a friend of the family, growing up I found out that she is a Trans, once upon a time she was a man, on her 20s she went to Casablanca (the only place for surgery on the 70s) and cut everything off. Honestly many women could learn a lot about femininity from her. I have huge respect because I never senced a hypocrisy on her, she was beautiful, respectful, elegant with dignity with no hate for any gender, you wouldn't even imagine her past, a real woman. But she embraced femininity, she admired men and women. In a nutshell she loved her self! I contracted my self with what I write now, I respect a homosexual who has deconstructed and accepted who he is and I cannot stand a feminin truck driver or a masculine slut, I see only hypocrisy in it! Biologically homosexuality doesn't match, but biology can do mistakes, it's not perfect, so I'm learning my self to be more open minded to this issue. As my grandfather was saying, some are doing and some are pretending that they are doing!

I see it like a duality that searching the nondual. Only Nondual can create A feminin is mirroring the masculine and vice versa. Biologically and hormonally feminine and masculine are exactly the opposite, the amount of the hormones it compliments them. A man without estrogens looses his libido and will probably get a heart attack, female hormone that he needs to be a man. A woman without testosterone looses her Libido and will get awful illnesses,masculine hormone that she needs to be a woman. A bolt has no purpose without a thread but both can create stability, tension and so on. If God gives birth to itself it needs this duality, it's like God splits it self. That's for now for me, I'll get more philosophical and I'll get back, is a nice topic

It's a big responsibility

Love matters, the only thing

Never tripp solo on DPT if you don't have the mental strength to control it. NEVER It can make you its little bitsh, it needs enormous balls. I tripp solo, it needs appreciation and respect

Why so much obsession about J. Peterson?

@Julian gabriel i won't get further on this topic, just be loving and don't judge the outcome

To answer to the very first post Once a mother in a court kissed the hand of the arrogant murderer of her son by saying to him "I love you my son" The next day in prison he killed him self! This is liberation, to love your suffering and let it free, then the suffering gets the message and acts accordingly

What is the difference between this (WWII) and this? (Jemen) Was Hitler more evil than me and you? Is the first personal evil and the second collective evil? Who suffers more because of evil? The first pioneers of evil and genocides in the ancient world were the Jews, some part's of the old testament have stories for a very strong stomach's, was Hitler more evil than the Jews? If we digg in history about evil Hitler is just the example!

In the english language the word suffering is loosing its depth as a meaning. In greek language what we mean as suffering is translated as Tragedy which refers also to the word sacrifice. Nietzsche when he wrote that God died he wrote as well that the future of humanity cannot sustain without the feeling of tragedy. The tragic element is a nessecity for life. Suffering in greek means sustaining an unpleasant state of no purpose for no reason

@Eren Eeager Pain is Love Suffering is hate Stop hating your self

If christ could see the today's Christians he wouldn't want to be a Christian