Muhammad Jawad

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  1. Posted

    14 hours ago, JosephKnecht said:

    Your passion is currently not associated with your skills. Try to find a way to bind them together. 

    Hello Joseph!

    I hope you are doing well.

    Thanks a lot for your response.

    Once upon a time when VFX was my Passion. I don't know why after spending my whole life learning it When I am an expert in it and don't have any more time to learn something new, I have lost my passion for VFX and that passion is replaced with Spirituality.

    14 hours ago, JosephKnecht said:

    Can you try to create Visual Effects that approximate psychedelic experience?

    To create these kinds of effects I need Motion Graphics Expertise which I am not expert in. But that is a good idea, I can think of something about it.

    14 hours ago, JosephKnecht said:

    Can you explain the nature of consciousness through a video?

    I would love to do that and I have started a Youtube Channel as well where I am trying to explain Consciousness, Spirituality concepts, Self Development topics, etc in my Local Language. But right now I am just uploading my audio with a single image because I am busy spending time to earn money for my monthly expenses.

    I don't have enough time or money to spend my time on youtube And Create VFX for spiritual concepts and upload them. And I am not sure how to manage this.

    My Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPYYcN82tWVlEgJ5ACpFcUg

     

    14 hours ago, JosephKnecht said:

    These are examples that will bind your skills with your passions.

    Yes, I was already thinking about that but not able to get out of the cycle of Earning money for my monthly Expenses.

     

    I will wait for more guidance.

     

    Thanks  

  3. Posted

    16 hours ago, Nahm said:

    What if right now you had just woken up... just sat up in bed...fully realizing the life of Muhammad Jawad, including the spacetime, earth, humans, etc, was a dream? Would the memories be of the dream too? More importantly perhaps, what would you do, today...with zero recollection of this alleged “Mohammed Jawad” business? 

    Right... 

    Thanks a lot for your response.

    I will contemplate this. 

  7. Posted

    15 minutes ago, LastThursday said:

    It's the other way around, the human body(s) is manifested into consciousness by consciousness itself. 

    If you tell your life story to your children, then your memories will continue without your physical body even when you're still alive. You could argue that they're not your memories any more, but, each memory is different every time, so that is not a good argument. Memories don't belong to anything, they are manifestations of consciousness. Consciousness is completely free to play as it wants.

    What If Jawad has not shared any of his memories with others. In that case, Can Consciousness become aware or access Jawad's memories after Jawad's Physical Death?

  8. Posted

    Hello Everyone!

    I hope you are doing well.

    A lot of Gurus, Professionals, and my Heart says: "Do what you love doing." Ultimately that is the purpose of life as well to Enjoy.

    But I am facing a problem. I am in love with my Spiritual Development. I love doing Meditations, Reading Spiritual Books, Having the discussion about Consciousness, I love to explore consciousness, Nature of Consciousness, Contemplation, Other Spiritual Practices, Using Psychedelics to explore Consciousness, writing articles on my Wisdom & Experience. I would love to become a professional Psychonaut.

    And I don't like to do anything else. By Profession, I am VFX Artist and working as a Freelancer. But I do not enjoy it. It feels like I am wasting my time by not investing it in my real purpose of life.

    This Consciousness exploration is my passion and how can I make that possible to live every moment of life doing what I am passionate about and still make money.

    Waiting for your help.

    Thanks  

     

  9. Posted

    2 minutes ago, LastThursday said:

    Does a memory ever repeat?

    Thanks a lot for your response.

    2 minutes ago, LastThursday said:

    Or does it change each time?

    Yes, It changes every time.

    3 minutes ago, LastThursday said:

    The memory just appears from nowhere into consciousness.

    Do Consciousness needs to manifest itself into a Human body to create a memory that belongs to a previous event of that body? Or Can Consciousness access those memories without that human body as well?

    For Example, Can Consciousness become aware or access Jawad's memories after Jawad's Physical Death? 

  11. Posted

    6 minutes ago, Gesundheit said:

    They are stored in the present moment and you imagine them directly into your direct experience and label them "memories from the past" instead of just thoughts in the now.

    Thanks a lot for the amazing response.

     

    Do memories even store? Or We just imagine them directly into our direct experience without accessing them from some kind of storage in the Present moment?

     

    Is there any difference between Consciousness & Present Moment/Now?

  12. Posted

    Hello Everyone!

    I hope everyone is doing great.

    According to my research & experiences, We don't have a thing called Mind. There are just a few thoughts and images appear & disappear in Consciousness And we blindly call it a Human Mind and we assume that the brain consists of all of our Memories.   

    So my question is if there is no Human Mind. Then where all memories Store?

    Do Memories belong to and store in Consciousness? Or there is Mind in which they store? Or in Human Brain?

    Waiting for your response.

    Thanks 

  13. Posted

    15 hours ago, LfcCharlie4 said:

    awakening is the BEGINNING of truly enjoying life

    Hi LfcCharlie4!

    I hope you are doing well.

    Thanks a lot for the really detailed response.

     

    I really liked your explanation and whatever you just explained in your response. I can understand and have heard these kinds of concepts from many Enlightened masters. 

    Now I am really waiting for the time when I will really get enlightened to a state where I will be able to know that universal purpose from my experience instead of knowledge & Intellectual understanding.

     

    Now in my life, I am just stuck at the point where I have the following questions (I know these questions are answered through many Gurus through videos and books) but I want to get these questioned answered through my own experience of Consciousness.

    1. Why God is manifesting himself into Multiple limited beings & world. (I know that question is answered many times by others but now instead of knowing it from others and just making it my another belief. Now I want to experience it myself.)  

    2. As a human What I should do here in this world.

    3. How do I experience the answer to my questions? (Note: I do not want to spend my whole life in caves to know the answer. I want to know the answers as soon as possible so I can start living this life productively before this dream life ends).

     

    16 hours ago, LfcCharlie4 said:

    I recommend watching this interview- it will answer a lot of your questions

     

    I will surely watch this video. Thanks for recommending it. :-)

     

    Waiting for more help.

     

    Thanks

  15. Posted

    51 minutes ago, Adam M said:

    God wanted all this because it is so. And what is so is perfect.

    Thanks a lot for responding again.

    Ok, I think the definition of God in my mind is the main problem. I was thinking that God is the One who is infinite & eternal and he doesn't have any wants, desires, urges, He doesn't need to do anything, He doesn't need to explore anything etc... 

    But after having a discussion with all of the friends at this forum I have realized that Yes, God is infinite, eternal but still, he has his own urges, wants desires, etc.. But He is not a slave of his own desires like us. He has no fear. 

    When a child is alone but wants to play with someone but there is no one to play then that child takes few objects from his surrounding environment and assumes those objects into some kind of characters and then he lost in his own imaginations and plays with those objects. Exactly like God is doing.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    Your mind is creating a false idea of "what an enlightened being should or shouldn't do."

    I think I need more contemplation, research, and meditation to find answers to my questions. I would like to find out why God manifested himself to me. What he wants to achieve through me.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    Do not imagine that God wishes to just sit and be still. God creates an entire universe just for fun. For the sake of the beauty of the Creation itself.

    There is a specific kind of nature in me and I think that nature belongs to everyone. And here is this nature:

    Whenever I have something appreciatable, something I like, I love. I want to show and share it with others. Whenever I know something appreciatable, something intellectual, New, Different, Amazing Ideas. I want to show and share it with others. To see their reaction, To make them happy, To help them, To want them to appreciate me.

    I think that the same nature is from God and that same kind of urge or nature caused the whole manifestation.

    What do you think?

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    What kind of beauty will you create?

    The Biggest Beauty I can create in his world is by sharing my biggest achievement which is the realization of my real self. Or I still need to figure out what I would like to create.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    "What is Love?" 

    "The ultimate structure of reality."

    "The meaning of life explained."

    I will surely go through these videos...

     

    Thanks a lot for all the help. :-)        

  16. Posted

    1 hour ago, Moksha said:

    There is playfulness in manifestation.

    Like a child. As soon as Consciousness manifests itself into a newborn baby. The First thing that a baby love to do is playing as it was its Eternal and Basic habit before he was born.

    1 hour ago, Moksha said:

    You enjoy the game of discovering yourself.

    Why do I (Consciousness) need games to enjoy? Is Consciousness/God dependent on games to enjoy? Why God would like to discover himself when he is already discovered by him, completely, fulfilled. Does he lack his own self-knowledge? How he can be God if he has not discovered himself. 

  17. Posted

    2 hours ago, tsuki said:

    The point is to experience love for yourself

    In my 2nd last 2g of Magic Mushroom Trip, I Experienced Love. I just didn't Experience it. I was Love. Pure Love. And I was just not Love. But I was source & Shower of Love and Infinite Love was coming out of me like a Shower and that Love Shower was throwing Love in 360 Degrees.

     

    I can not explain that experience in words otherwise it won't be justice.  

  18. Posted

    50 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    There is an experience behind the concept we call love. What is it?

    I am not sure how to explain the experience of love.

    52 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    Drop this belief, it does not facilitate your awakening.

    Is it not beings instinct to "DO" something?

    Why God will feel the urge to do something?

    We, Humans, are slaves of our urges. But is not a slave of his urges.

    How can we have that belief that God wanted to do this?  

  19. Posted

    18 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    What would you do if you truly were complete and not lacking anything?

    If I am complete and not lacking anything then I will not feel any need to do anything.

    19 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    Would it be possible for you to be anything other than love itself?

    I think love is just a label given to a specific concept.

    21 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    What the body is, other than a contraction in consciousness?

    According to my experience, there is no body. I am just aware of a few experiences of Colors, sensations, sounds, and thoughts about these experiences.

     

    Thanks a lot for helping me with this self inquery. :-)

  20. Posted

    Hi Adam!

    I hope you are doing well.

    Thanks a lot for your detailed answer.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    First of all, it is very easy to tell the difference between a genuine awakening and an awakening that is mixed in with conceptual contrivance (and ego).

    Exactly I already know that I am not Fully Enlightened because the one who is Fully Enlightened is not Confused anymore but my confusion is the proof that I am not the Genuinely & Fully Enlightened or Awakened. And I accept that and never claimed that I am Fully Enlightened. These questions at this Forum are itself my journey to exploring myself and finding the answer to my questions & confusion.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    There is no easy or kind way to say this...but you're full of shit.

    By Shit, I assume you mean I am full of confusion and egoistic thoughts, etc...

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    You're not awake. You're still fast asleep. There's still plenty of work to do.

    Exactly I already know that. I never claimed that I am 100% awaken. I know there's plenty of work to do.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    The reason why you master your life as a human being is for the sake of all sentient beings.

    But according to my experience, there are no other beings. I can not find any other being. I am just aware of myself (Collection of Observer, Thoughts, Sensations, Colors, etc...). Then I label my thoughts, sensations, and colors, etc and assume and label them as World, Beings etc... Which is not necessary. 

    And if there are not other beings then for whose sake I do what I do as you said "you master your life as a human being for the sake of other beings.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    If you are as awake as you claim

    I never claimed that I am 100% Awaken I just said I can't see anything other than myself (Collection of Observer, Thoughts, Sensations, Sounds, Colors, etc...)

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    I'm sure that you are aware of the massive amount of suffering that afflicts our world. Sure, there may be no suffering from your perspective, but from the perspective of a homeless person, an abused child, or a drug addict, there is still plenty.

    From my perspective there is no suffering, there is no world, there is no homeless person, No Child, No Drug Addict, etc...

    How & Why do I assume that there is a perspective of a homeless person when in reality there is no homeless person?

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    Since you are so awake and free from suffering.

    I am not sure about that If I am free from suffering or not, because I have not tested my ability and see how do I react to any kind of suffering (physical & emotional pain). But In the near future, I want to put myself into pain willingly so I can understand suffering from God's Perspective and dissolve it into God.

    1 hour ago, Adam M said:

    Then why not use this perfect gift that you have given yourself, a healthy and strong human body, to help alleviate the suffering of others.

    I didn't found any gift. I am that Gift. I can't find my body aspect a few sensations, colors, patterns, sounds & thoughts, etc. I want to help others but I can't find others. Where I can find others and help them?

    2 hours ago, Adam M said:

    But, if you are truly awake, then there is no more reason to sit in a cave and do nothing as opposed to expending blood, sweat, and tears trying to make a positive impact on the world by choosing to live impeccably.

    I am not fully awake and my confusion is proof of that. Why do you label your Imagination as a cave? There is no cave. Blood, tears, Impact, and world are just labels. In reality, there is only you & Me (One/Consciousness).

    2 hours ago, Adam M said:

    Basically, what I'm trying to say, is that you're not awake. If you were, you wouldn't be so confused.

    Exactly & I already know that.

    2 hours ago, Adam M said:

    Stop trying to philosophize and think your way out of this problem. You are terribly trapped in the mind and have created a massive spiritual ego.

    Whatever I am experiencing is not a philosophy. That is my experience. Thoughts, Sensations, Sounds, Colors, etc are my experiences. This is not my philosophy.

    Can you experience anything other than Thoughts, Sensations, Sounds, Colors etc...?

    I don't want anyway to out of this problem. I want to understand the problem. I am not sure maybe it's true that I am trapped in the mind.

    I don't know what you mean by spiritual ego. I am not trying to become something or create something. I am just stuck in choosing 1 option from 2 options. I am not sure which decision to take and why?

    2 hours ago, Adam M said:

    Your new purpose to take whatever amount of awakening you think you have, throw that in the garbage, and get your shit together.

    Maybe I don't have any awakening to throw.

    2 hours ago, Adam M said:

    If you're not interested in getting your shit together (like finding your life purpose and positively impacting the world). Then just work on stabilizing and deepening your awakening. Go on a retreat or something. Go talk to a true master. He'll set you on the right path.

    I am interested in getting my shit together but I can't find any shit or world. What kind of retreat do you want me to join? I have already done 10 Days of Vipassana retreat. Maybe someone could guide me on the right path. I thought You will be able to help me to come out of confusion and make the right decision with the answer to Why?

    2 hours ago, Adam M said:

    If you don't know your own universal purpose (as consciousness) then that means that you still have plenty of meditating, contemplating, and researching to do. Don't ask this question and then pretend like you have no more reason to study and contemplate.

    Yes, I think I still have plenty of meditation, contemplation & research to do. I never said that I have no more reason to study & contemplate. 

     

    You and I are the same consciousness. Do you as (consciousness) know the answer to the following question?

    What is the Universal Purpose of Consciousness? Why Consciousness labels its experiences (thoughts, sensations, colors, sounds) into something false which is not true and creates an illusory life & suffering, etc?

     

    Waiting for your response.

     

    Thanks               

  21. Posted

    16 hours ago, tsuki said:

    You as pure consciousness have no purpose, you are already complete and fulfilled.

    Hi!

    Thanks a lot for your response.

    I think Completeness & Fullfilness can not be a Reason to create separation. 

    16 hours ago, tsuki said:

    so that you can experience yourself

    Do I (Consciousness) lack my experience? Why God will like to manifest himself to separation and limited beings to experience himself? Is God lack his own experience and depended on limited beings to experience himself? 

    The One who lacks anything and depending on something can not be God. God is complete and fulfilled he doesn't lack anything and is not dependent on any state to experience himself. 

    So why I (Consciousness) should adopt this limitation?

    17 hours ago, tsuki said:

    It is to expand the contraction of consciousness that you are and experience yourself more fully until you die.

    I (Consciousness) Do not born or die and I am not contracted and Infinite and eternal can not be contracted.

    17 hours ago, tsuki said:

    Death is absolute truth that is experienced as astonishing perfection and life is a dream that you create by choosing what you experience and master (how you expand).

    Death & Life do not exist. These are just words.

    So please answer me:   

    Should I sit behind as Consciousness/God and witness this dream (Collection of my own properties (Sensations, Thoughts etc...))?

    Or

    Should I adopt the role of limited beings and act accordingly? If you want me to choose this option then, please tell me the reason as well. Why I (Consciousness) should do that?

    Will appreciate your answer in more detail.

    Thanks

  23. Posted

    32 minutes ago, Dazgwny said:

    I don’t know. I just know that your not ready to do what your contemplating by saying to sit there and witness yourself drop dead because you’ve a lot more to learn and still have questions as to just what on earth it is your up to by living as a human being. If your confused, you still havnt got it. So best bet is to crack on like the rest of us and find all the answers to your questions. That’s all I’m doing. As I said, keep well, take care, and good luck

    Thanks a lot for your try to help me. I really appreciate your time & response.

     

    I will wait for the LEO's Point of View on this perspective as well... 

  24. Posted

    10 minutes ago, Dazgwny said:

    Answered your own question mate??. Good luck keep well

    So by this you mean, Me (Consciousness) is confused about himself, about its own existence and there is no one to answer and solve his confusions that's why Consciousness manifests himself into limited multiple forms to find the answer to his own confusions related to his own existence?

     

    But The One who is Confused can not be a God.

     

    Hahaha Still Confused...

  25. Posted

    10 minutes ago, Dazgwny said:

    Interesting. Personally I’d say you come back, live it, enjoy it, explore it, and see it through until it’s end point. I mean like your saying your gonna end up that pure consciousness anyway when alls said and done so why not just see what’s possible from this limited state your in, explore the different states that can be achieved whilst living a human bound existence, and yea basically just kick back enjoy the ride and learn. Live the dream as one might say. The mere fact u say you wanted to come and ask the question, suggests that you want to learn and explore more from your current perspective. So continue to do that ??

    Hi Dazgwny!

    I hope you are doing great.

    Thanks a lot for responding.

    Why do I come back? Where do I come back? There is nowhere to go. it's just me. 

    Why do I live it? I do not have any urge to live it. Because all of my urges are fulfilled. In fact, Urges are also my own creation. I do not have any desire to live because Desires are my creations, imaginations, thoughts. In reality, I do not have any urge or Desire. I am already complete. I do not have any desire to live or die.

    What do you want me to enjoy? I am already enjoying it but in fact, How can I enjoy anything? I am Joy myself. Joy is flowing from me. Joy is my creation. I am not dependent on Joy. Joy is dependent on me. I do not have any desire to enjoy it. I am already as complete as I am.  

    What & Why do you want me to explore? I am already explored by me. I do not have any desire for exploration. I am not a slave of my desires. Desires are my imagination. There is nothing to explore. it's just me. Only the one needs exploration who is incomplete. I am already complete.

    Which endpoint? I have no end or beginning.

    Yes, I am ready to see or witness this limited state but that will start producing chaos, I will witness my body is dying and the outer world and my family which is dependent on me are crying running to hospitals, etc... I am just witnessing. Do you want me to witness that? Do you want me to see how the body is dying and how the world is disappearing?

    Why do I struggle to achieve different states to explore them when everything is automatically is creating and dying in me?  Why not just witness whatever is happening?

    What do I learn? Why do I learn? I don't lack anything. Knowledge is me, All knowledge born from me. Only those people learn who don't have knowledge. And that world knowledge is the main Hurdle between you and your real self. Do you want me to increase that knowledge and increase the gap and hurdles between me and my real self? The only way to become Consciousness is to UNLEARN whatever you have learned in this world. Unlearning is the Key but your suggestion is to learn which leads to suffering.

    Why I should not just witness the dream? Why I should live it? I don't lack anything. And Which dream? There is no dream. Everything is me.

    I just don't want to know What my Purpose is but I want to know the Answer to "Why" As Well? Why do I make a specific Purpose when I am already complete and in reality, I don't have any purpose. We Limited humans (Body/Mind) requires and depended on Purposes. But I (Consciousness) do not require anything. I (Consciousness) is not dependent on any purpose. I am already complete & Full.

    So please answer me:   

    Should I sit behind as consciousness and witness this dream?

    Or

    Should I adopt the role of limited beings and act accordingly? If you want me to choose this option then, please tell me the reason as well. Why I (Consciousness) should do that?

    Waiting for your response.

    Thanks