Muhammad Jawad

30 min Shamanic Tribal Drumming Music with Breath Rhythm:

30 min Shamanic Tribal Drumming Music with Breath Rhythm:

30 min Shamanic Tribal Drumming Music with Breath Rhythm:

30 min Shamanic Tribal Drumming Music with Breath Rhythm:

Hello Friends :-) I hope you are doing well. I have a few more questions: If I do not exist then who is thinking? If no one is thinking and thoughts are just getting born in consciousness and God/Me is aware of those thoughts. Then why there are specific thoughts but not random. Who decides to think something specific? Are objects, thoughts, etc... are automatically and randomly getting born or coming out of God/Me/Awareness/consciousness? Or God/Me creating them consciously? Suppose if any specific thought gets born did god decided to create that specific thought or it just got came out automatically? Waiting for the Help Thanks

Who knows? Do I (God) think? Or am I just aware of thoughts appearing and disappearing? I sit and spend days on contempolation and when I don't understand anything then I visit forum for help. Is this forum not for help of those who are stuck at different stages in their spiritual journey? Will you friends lose something if you will share your understanding with me so I can proceed with my contemplation and grown in my spiritual development. This forum is my only source to ask for help in my spiritual journey. In my spiritual journey I am going through the stage of loneliness where you feel alone because no one understand you. This forum is the only place which give me hope.

In the following video, Osho says: "Even God can not make 2+2 = 5". Now what I am thinking is that The One who can make 2+2=4 possible why he can not make 2+2=5 possible? If HE can make 2+2=4 possible then he has the power to make 2+2=5 possible as well. The way you know and think that 2+2=4. God can modify the existence in a way that you will start to think that 2+2=5. Maybe I am wrong and missing something. Would like to have some clarification on this. Thanks

What does that mean?

Exactly but Osho Says: "That's not possible".

Right. OK Sure. I will watch these videos as soon as possible. OK. OK... Right... Sure. Thanks a lot :-)

Great Can you explain the above statement in more detail? I am doing Shamanic Breathing continuously for the last 14 days 30 mins Daily.

Right. Thanks Maybe. Yeah. Thanks Hahahah. I don't think that it can weaken your mathematical skills.

I have N, N-DMT but I am not sure if it's real DMT or not. If it is pure or not. And I don't know how to take it. I don't have experience of smoking.

hmmm. yeah. Thanks :-)

Wao You just proved that we can do that. :-) hmmmm.

Right. Ok... I think you are Right & I am doing my best to get out of my mind and go beyond it. And In that Journey, I will really need your help. Maybe at the conceptual level, I know that there is no difference between anything. Multiplicity is actually singularity. True I am trying to do all of the spiritual work very seriously. I am also taking psychedelics (Magic Mushrooms & LSD) as well a monthly basis. My Last Shrooms Heroic Dose Trip scared me a lot and shown me that I really need to do a lot of work to get ready for death. I hope you won't mind if I keep asking my questions in this forum. :-) Thanks a lot

Day 14 - 29/01/2021 - 30 Mins - Done - Better Today’s meditation was very deep and peaceful. During meditation, I needed to take a few deep breaths and when inhaled I felt really amazing intense blissful energy wash over through my whole body.

Doing Meditation from last 4 years: 2017 - 2018 - 2019 - 2020 ….. Day 01 - 16/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 02 - 17/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 03 - 18/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 04 - 19/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 05 - 20/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 06 - 21/01/2021 - Done - Good

Day 14 - 29/01/2021 - 30 Mins - Done - Good I Sat in 30 Min Half Lotus Asana 09 Nadi Shodhana Pranayama Cycles (Successful) 09 Ujjayi Pranayama Cycles (Successful) 30 Min Concentration (Attention, Focus & Gaze between eyebrows + Om Sound / Sound of Silence) Feel like I still need to learn, understand, practice, and correct a few things. It was really hard to find bhrumadhya. I didn't know where to fix my gaze. If sometime in between I found the place to focus on then was not able to remain in my gaze there for more than a few seconds. It was a continuous struggle to try again and again etc… But it was a lot better than before. Throughout my whole day, I can feel subtle sensations and pulse at the location of chakras and at the time of Kriya Yoga as well. I was feeling a little bit of pain in my spine, forehead & top of the head. And at the end my head was heavy and I had a little bit of a headache. Today I felt sensations in my throat and below my navel area as well.

Day 01 - 16/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 02 - 17/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 03 - 18/01/2021 - Done - Good Day 04 - 19/01/2021 - Done - Good (Felt Depth) Day 05 - 20/01/2021 - Done - Good (Felt Depth) Day 06 - 21/01/2021 - Done - Not Good (Needs to understand & Practice ujjayi Pranayama) Day 07 - 22/01/2021 - Done - Good (Learned & Practice ujjayi Pranayama & had a Wonderful Meditation Session)

29/01/2021 I feel like my mind is going meta. Now my 2 hours of sleep is equal to 8 hours of sleep. And now I am having too many dreams, Vivid, Strange & Existential dreams. These days I am spending a lot of time in spiritual practices and contemplation etc.. So maybe due to these practices, something is starting to change in my mind and I have started to have more dreams, more vivid dreams, and better recall. Today I have memories of multiple dreams. I had very strange and different feelings during these dreams. In dreams, I never felt that kind of feeling ever before. But this time something is different and strange happening in my mind which is impacting my dreams. Earthquake I am somewhere else. I don’t know that place. But in the dream, I thought that it’s my bedroom. There is a double bed and me and my brother are sleeping on that bed. Then one of my uncles visited and I don’t remember what he was telling me and then suddenly a very bad earthquake came and remained for a few minutes. But I was enjoying that earthquake and maybe I think I was dancing with the earthquake and there was a little bit of fear as well in my heart. My brother also woke up due to the earthquake. Zombies Then at the same place but out of the bedroom, we are really scared of Zombies they are entering my house from everywhere. It's night time. And we are killing them and trying to survive. Zombies in a Mosque It’s night time. Full Darkness. I am hiding in a mosque and Zombies are trying to find me. They are blind and trying to smell me. Then Zombies entered the mosque and I got out of the mosque silently. Then I saw they found a girl and buried her around the ground alive.

Following Wisdom got from a Dream: Dream 01: I experienced Loh e Mehfooz (Infinite possibilities in awareness at once) Time does not appear & disappear. Time is not in motion. Events do not get born & Die. Visuals & Sensations of life do not get born & Die. Everything is already there. God is just getting aware of them sequentially. Like everything from beginning till the end is already recorded in Loh e Moehfooz. Allah/God is just getting aware of things sequentially. Things do not get born & Die because everything is God and there is nothing related to God which can be born and die. He is Infinite & eternal and his every aspect is eternal and there. He just became aware of his infinity sequentially. Every aspect of nature is already manifested. Any decision which we can take from infinite possible options are already manifested and available and it's Allah's/God’s Will which part of that Manifestation he becomes aware of. It's like parallel universes with any imaginable expectations. Everything which can be thought or can be imagined is already manifested. Suppose in particular situations you have many options to make any decisions. But Allah has already manifested all possibilities in the form of different parallel universes. Dream 02: Paradise/Heaven I am in the courtyard of a village house. I am really happy. Then due to some reason, I came out of that house and that house is on top of a Mountain. In front of me, there is a really beautiful valley surrounded by beautiful Lush green Mountains. I am really happy. And my whole surrounding is full of a cool breeze. I have started flying and went above the Mountains and Mid of all mountains. There is a very sweet and soft sound in the background. And there are a lot of Random Colors Powder is Exploding and rising from behind Mountains. I am flying and enjoying it. I am really happy. And I can hear the following song in my language with a very soft voice: “Chalay aao, Chalay aao”. And then I woke up. Dream 03: Prophets I entered a very beautiful Lush Green Garden with my few friends and I am really happy and enjoying it. But Suddenly few Evil Face People come there on horses with Very Big Weapons and they come to us and say how dare you to come here? And one of them Takes the head of my friend. I am scared now because after my friends it was my turn to die. Then Suddenly Sky exploded in front of me and Prophet Adam AS, Amma hawa and Prophet Isa AS appeared in the sky and they were smiling and said to me that Don’t Worry. After that, I became peaceful, Happy and woke up.

Day 13 - 28/01/2021 - 30 Mins - Done - Good I Sat in 30 Min Half Lotus Asana 12 Nadi Shodhana Pranayama Cycles (Successful) 12 Ujjayi Pranayama Cycles (Successful) 30 Min Concentration (Attention, Focus & Gaze between eyebrows + Om Sound / Sound of Silence) Feel like I still need to learn, understand, practice, and correct a few things. It was really hard to find bhrumadhya. I didn't know where to fix my gaze. If sometime in between I found the place to focus on then was not able to remain in my gaze there for more than a few seconds. It was a continuous struggle to try again and again etc… Throughout my whole day, I can feel subtle sensations and pulse at the location of chakras and at the time of Kriya Yoga as well. I was feeling a little bit of pain in my spine, forehead & top of the head. And at the end my head was heavy and I had a little bit of a headache.

Right... Thanks a lot for the deep clarification :-)

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