Muhammad Jawad

And that Nothing is Real Impersonal "ME". Right?

Amazing

What if "I" never die? Just the Ego mind and body dies? Ok. Right. Once in my meditation & contemplation, I got the realization or insight that there is only what is and no one there is to watch. It's just an illusion that I am watching. Due to illusion, I think that I am watching.

Right then what is the meaning of the following quote? "Die before you die" Sorry, what do you mean by this? Can you please elaborate on it in more detail? Thanks

hmm Right. Yes, I can see that. I just want to experience my death before I die permanently. So I can understand what is death and maybe it can help me to understand the truth as well. How do I do that? Should I just dis-Identify myself from thoughts and just watch "What is"? Or do I have to do something else to know or experience what death & truth is?

You are right. Not Sure. Maybe. You are right I should learn to be Ok and Satisfied with whatever my ego is going through because I should not forget that I am not that Ego. I am not who panics, it's my Ego who panics and freaks out. True and I should remain equanimous in all kinds of situations. Yes, I should be Ok with that. Thanks a lot for the amazing pointers... :-)

Right. True. hmmm. Ok. Does one with struggle/resist/fight with ego death if one uses 5 meo? Or is it smooth & sudden? hmmm. You are right. That is the best recipe. Till now I have experienced 2 Near ego death experiences and 2nd one was Less terrifying than the first one. You are right I will have to do it again & again and meditate & contemplate and understand it and the time will come when I will surrender it o smoothly. Thanks a lot for the help.

Right. Sorry, what do you mean?

True. Exactly. hmmmm Are there news/cases around of being died or insane through psychedelic trips?

True. When I am sober I feel & think that I love and long for truth more than everything else but when I am on the edge of Ego Death there I realize that how much I am attached to this world, my family, my life, my ego. And in those moments I am only longing for my normal worldly life back again more than anything else. How do I have a longing for truth greater than anything else?

What remains after the Ego Death is God, Infinite love, Source. This is what I think. Is it not the case? Sorry, What do you mean? But so many people experience ego death on shrooms as well. I am sure I can too if I can let go and surrender when I am on the brink of ego death. And How to be more conscious of my illusory nature? True And for that which practices & readings I should do?

Yes, At the beginning of the trip I realize the same thing that I was only a concept and then I can see everything from the perspective of God. At that moment I do not have fear of death because that experience makes me believe that I can never die but what scares me is that I am losing everything else permanently which makes me panic and start to fight with the experience. Sorry, what do you mean? The Real Me is just watching and don't think anything & don't doing desire anything and there is not a separate entity called "Jawad" or "I". who want to experience ego death. There are just thoughts in the consciousness and due to conditioned patterns, I start to identify myself with those thoughts and start to act accordingly. Any recommendation? True Do you want me to raise my understanding & tame the Ego Mind in a saber state so it does not become a hindrance in any kind of psychedelic experience?

How not to bring one's concepts, expectations etc into these experiences? Which light? Good Point. Do you mean should I have not any expectations while tripping? But should just focus on my feelings & Experience? What does that mean? Sorry, what do you mean?

I am sorry for the inconvenience. I posted them for the Urdu Audience. But I am preparing the same videos in English as well and will share them as well. Thanks

Kriya Yoga (Progress & Spiritual Experiences):

Shamanic Breathing (Progress & Spiritual Experiences):

Shamanic Breathing (Progress & Spiritual Experiences):

Day 01 - 16/01/2021 - 30 mins - Morning - Done - Amazing It was really really deep. 30 mins of breathing passed as 5 mins. I was an infinite void of nothingness. It was really peaceful & Blissful. I have no feelings of Body. I detached from my body. And the body was just like a few sensations in that void. My awareness was really sharp. I felt like there were a lot of points opening up in me and at the opening of each point, It was releasing bliss & joy. By discovering my true depth, it was so profound that it made me cry. I felt like a lot of negativity was releasing. I felt very close to God. Day 02 - 17/01/2021 - 20 mins - Morning - Done - Very Good Day 03 - 18/01/2021 - 15 mins - Morning - Done - Good Day 04 - 19/01/2021 - 30 mins - Morning - Done - Good Day 04 - 19/01/2021 - 15 mins - Night (Before Sleep) - Done - Very Good It was amazing. I went into a really deep state of consciousness. I was in a void with no feeling of the body. My Visualisation and imagination power multiplied by 10. Whatever I was trying to visualize or imagine that was manifesting into that void more clearly than the normal state. I was receiving a lot of insights. I was able to experience different states of consciousness. I was able to remain aware while sleeping into Sleeping states. Hypnagogia was a lot more powerful visually. I enjoyed these experiences in that deep state a lot. I was hyperactive psychologically as well. My body was able to sleep but I was still aware of everything. Psychologically it was really hard for me to become unconscious and sleep. After 1 or 2 hours in that state, after all, I slept. Now I have feelings of very different kinds of sleep I experienced last night. I can't explain it. And my dreams were also a lot vivid than my normal routine. Day 05 - 20/01/2021 - 30 mins - Morning - Done - Very Good It was really deep & profound full of infinite bliss. I was void. It was so profound that it made me cry. I felt the closeness of God. I was talking to him. Objects in my visual field were in motion. Breath is optional. I can not die. We are afraid to kill our ego due to our own fears, desires & attachments. Day 05 - 20/01/2021 - 15 mins - Night (Before Sleep) - Done - Good (Vivid Dreams) Day 06 - 21/01/2021 - 35 mins - Morning - Done - Very Good Breathing became automatic after 25 mins. Today I was able to see colorful infinite patterns as well. I was an infinite void. Detached from the body. Flashing lights. I was in pure joy & bliss. At one point I was feeling like my heart was opening and I could feel a really peaceful void in my heart. Currents were running around in my whole body. My body was nothing but a few random sensations inside that void which was me. Day 06 - 21/01/2021 - 10 mins - Night (Before Sleep) - Done - Good The mind becomes hyperactive after the breathing exercise so after this exercise, It's hard to sleep. It takes time to go unconscious. Your awareness becomes Lazer sharp for a few minutes. After 10 mins of Breathing, I detached from the body for a few minutes. And this practice before sleep resulted in Vivid Dreams. But in the morning I forgot most of the dreams but still could recall one dream. Click here if you are interested to read that dream. Day 07 - 22/01/2021 - 15 mins - Morning - Done - Very Good (With Post Breathing Music) I Started Shamanic Breathing while listening following Tribal Drumming: https://youtu.be/BkzA_u9smXU After a few minutes while breathing I started to feel really cold. There was a lot of Tingling in my whole body. My arms & hands are totally numb, Tight, and hard. My whole body started to become so hard that it felt like it’s made of stone. As soon as I stopped doing shamanic Breathing, I held the breath inside. And suddenly it felt like I had detached from my body and had become an infinite void. The feeling of the body transformed into just a few sensations, flowing energy and currents. My Mind & Body was filled with Bliss, Joy & Peace. I could feel that all the blockages and knots in my body are opening and I am becoming more lightweight. I had earphones in my ears from the beginning and then after 5 mins of stopping the shamanic breathing following music started playing automatically in my ears. (I didn't need to come out of the trance to play the music myself using my hands): https://youtu.be/ZdElzvGlZbo I achieved the automatic Music phenomena through the following android app: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.muzical And it was an amazing experience to listen to music in that state of consciousness. I was feeling like I am the invisible being without any physical body floating into this infinite void and that music is the part of that void and echoing in that void. At a stage, I could feel that I am the universe, and then at a stage, I became Music. I was Music. Due to that music different kinds of vibrations were occurring in my body. When the music stopped playing there was amazing peaceful silence & void and I was in the presence of that void. I started to experience flashes of lights, hypnagogia, visualization in the blackness of my eyes. I was able to see silhouettes of some beings in human form, Faces, Eyes looking at me, and then the effects faded away and I was back to the normal state.

What is pure Divinity and SAT and to a lesser extend Shaktipat and KAP? So all of these transmissions, rasa, shaktipat etc are paid services?

Maybe... Not Sure. Maybe somehow it lost its potency because I had it hidden in my drawer for almost 1 year.

Hello Friends! I hope everyone is doing well. I am going to consume 1 Tab of LSD (120ug) indoor after 10 hours which will be 3:30 am here. I have decided that I will Do 30 mins of Shamanic Breathing as soon as LSD will start to come up & hit me. I just have a doubt & have a question regarding this. Question: Is it safe to do Shamanic Breathing while tripping on 1 Tab of LSD (120ug)? Waiting for your guidance. Thanks

What do you mean by having references from LSD? I have not found LSD as effective as shrooms in terms of mystical experiences. I am Sorry I do not understand what you mean.

I did 15 mins of Shamanic breathing with 1 Tab of LSD Yesterday. Everything was normal & in control. Nothing extraordinary happened. I realized that my LSD got hit after the Shamanic Breathing.

Right. Thanks a lot for your suggestion. Ok. Thanks.

Thanks No, It's my 6th Trip. Yes, I have done Shamanic breathing for 14 days continuously before. Daily 30 min in the morning. To read my Shamanic breathing experiences click here: