Muhammad Jawad

Hi Dazgwny! I hope you are doing great. Thanks a lot for responding. Why do I come back? Where do I come back? There is nowhere to go. it's just me. Why do I live it? I do not have any urge to live it. Because all of my urges are fulfilled. In fact, Urges are also my own creation. I do not have any desire to live because Desires are my creations, imaginations, thoughts. In reality, I do not have any urge or Desire. I am already complete. I do not have any desire to live or die. What do you want me to enjoy? I am already enjoying it but in fact, How can I enjoy anything? I am Joy myself. Joy is flowing from me. Joy is my creation. I am not dependent on Joy. Joy is dependent on me. I do not have any desire to enjoy it. I am already as complete as I am. What & Why do you want me to explore? I am already explored by me. I do not have any desire for exploration. I am not a slave of my desires. Desires are my imagination. There is nothing to explore. it's just me. Only the one needs exploration who is incomplete. I am already complete. Which endpoint? I have no end or beginning. Yes, I am ready to see or witness this limited state but that will start producing chaos, I will witness my body is dying and the outer world and my family which is dependent on me are crying running to hospitals, etc... I am just witnessing. Do you want me to witness that? Do you want me to see how the body is dying and how the world is disappearing? Why do I struggle to achieve different states to explore them when everything is automatically is creating and dying in me? Why not just witness whatever is happening? What do I learn? Why do I learn? I don't lack anything. Knowledge is me, All knowledge born from me. Only those people learn who don't have knowledge. And that world knowledge is the main Hurdle between you and your real self. Do you want me to increase that knowledge and increase the gap and hurdles between me and my real self? The only way to become Consciousness is to UNLEARN whatever you have learned in this world. Unlearning is the Key but your suggestion is to learn which leads to suffering. Why I should not just witness the dream? Why I should live it? I don't lack anything. And Which dream? There is no dream. Everything is me. I just don't want to know What my Purpose is but I want to know the Answer to "Why" As Well? Why do I make a specific Purpose when I am already complete and in reality, I don't have any purpose. We Limited humans (Body/Mind) requires and depended on Purposes. But I (Consciousness) do not require anything. I (Consciousness) is not dependent on any purpose. I am already complete & Full. So please answer me: Should I sit behind as consciousness and witness this dream? Or Should I adopt the role of limited beings and act accordingly? If you want me to choose this option then, please tell me the reason as well. Why I (Consciousness) should do that? Waiting for your response. Thanks