Muhammad Jawad

I think "No Self" has said that Memory gets stored in Consciousness.

Hi! I hope you are doing well. Thanks for the guidance. Right hmmm hmmm. Exactly... Right... Amazing Points. Thanks a lot :-)

Hi Hugo Oliveira! I hope you are doing well. Thanks a lot for your response. Yes, Just a few days ago after my 3g of Magic Mushroom Trip. I was contemplating my business & profession and was trying to find a loophole. I was trying to find the reason why my earning is not good. And during that contemplation, I was able to conclude that "Digital Marketing" is the thing that is missing from my business. I thought I should Buy Digital Marketing services or if I can't buy it then I should learn it and implement Digital Marketing on business. So yes, You are right I should Learn Marketing. Yes, I am already working on that. I have created a 6 hours long VFX Compositing Course and Published at Udemy. I have Stock Photos & Stock Videos Online for sale. I have a few templates online for sale. I have 2 Youtube channels I am working on. And I am still working on creating new products. But the main reason for this thread was that Now I don't have a passion for VFX anymore. Now I am passionate about Spirituality & psychedelics. What if the journey of Financial Freedom takes my whole life? Then when I will live my Passion Life? Waiting for your help. Thanks

Hello Joseph! I hope you are doing well. Thanks a lot for your response. Once upon a time when VFX was my Passion. I don't know why after spending my whole life learning it When I am an expert in it and don't have any more time to learn something new, I have lost my passion for VFX and that passion is replaced with Spirituality. To create these kinds of effects I need Motion Graphics Expertise which I am not expert in. But that is a good idea, I can think of something about it. I would love to do that and I have started a Youtube Channel as well where I am trying to explain Consciousness, Spirituality concepts, Self Development topics, etc in my Local Language. But right now I am just uploading my audio with a single image because I am busy spending time to earn money for my monthly expenses. I don't have enough time or money to spend my time on youtube And Create VFX for spiritual concepts and upload them. And I am not sure how to manage this. My Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPYYcN82tWVlEgJ5ACpFcUg Yes, I was already thinking about that but not able to get out of the cycle of Earning money for my monthly Expenses. I will wait for more guidance. Thanks

OK. Thanks I will go through your dream board page. Try to learn & implement it.

Right... Thanks a lot for your response. I will contemplate this.

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What If Jawad has not shared any of his memories with others. In that case, Can Consciousness become aware or access Jawad's memories after Jawad's Physical Death?

Thanks a lot for your response. Yes, It changes every time. Do Consciousness needs to manifest itself into a Human body to create a memory that belongs to a previous event of that body? Or Can Consciousness access those memories without that human body as well? For Example, Can Consciousness become aware or access Jawad's memories after Jawad's Physical Death?

Thanks a lot for your response. Can you please help me & PM me your Best Technique to master for awareness?

Thanks a lot for the amazing response. Do memories even store? Or We just imagine them directly into our direct experience without accessing them from some kind of storage in the Present moment? Is there any difference between Consciousness & Present Moment/Now?

Hi LfcCharlie4! I hope you are doing well. Thanks a lot for the really detailed response. I really liked your explanation and whatever you just explained in your response. I can understand and have heard these kinds of concepts from many Enlightened masters. Now I am really waiting for the time when I will really get enlightened to a state where I will be able to know that universal purpose from my experience instead of knowledge & Intellectual understanding. Now in my life, I am just stuck at the point where I have the following questions (I know these questions are answered through many Gurus through videos and books) but I want to get these questioned answered through my own experience of Consciousness. 1. Why God is manifesting himself into Multiple limited beings & world. (I know that question is answered many times by others but now instead of knowing it from others and just making it my another belief. Now I want to experience it myself.) 2. As a human What I should do here in this world. 3. How do I experience the answer to my questions? (Note: I do not want to spend my whole life in caves to know the answer. I want to know the answers as soon as possible so I can start living this life productively before this dream life ends). I will surely watch this video. Thanks for recommending it. :-) Waiting for more help. Thanks

Thanks a lot Adam :-)

Thanks a lot for responding again. Ok, I think the definition of God in my mind is the main problem. I was thinking that God is the One who is infinite & eternal and he doesn't have any wants, desires, urges, He doesn't need to do anything, He doesn't need to explore anything etc... But after having a discussion with all of the friends at this forum I have realized that Yes, God is infinite, eternal but still, he has his own urges, wants desires, etc.. But He is not a slave of his own desires like us. He has no fear. When a child is alone but wants to play with someone but there is no one to play then that child takes few objects from his surrounding environment and assumes those objects into some kind of characters and then he lost in his own imaginations and plays with those objects. Exactly like God is doing. I think I need more contemplation, research, and meditation to find answers to my questions. I would like to find out why God manifested himself to me. What he wants to achieve through me. There is a specific kind of nature in me and I think that nature belongs to everyone. And here is this nature: Whenever I have something appreciatable, something I like, I love. I want to show and share it with others. Whenever I know something appreciatable, something intellectual, New, Different, Amazing Ideas. I want to show and share it with others. To see their reaction, To make them happy, To help them, To want them to appreciate me. I think that the same nature is from God and that same kind of urge or nature caused the whole manifestation. What do you think? The Biggest Beauty I can create in his world is by sharing my biggest achievement which is the realization of my real self. Or I still need to figure out what I would like to create. I will surely go through these videos... Thanks a lot for all the help. :-)

Like a child. As soon as Consciousness manifests itself into a newborn baby. The First thing that a baby love to do is playing as it was its Eternal and Basic habit before he was born. Why do I (Consciousness) need games to enjoy? Is Consciousness/God dependent on games to enjoy? Why God would like to discover himself when he is already discovered by him, completely, fulfilled. Does he lack his own self-knowledge? How he can be God if he has not discovered himself.

In my 2nd last 2g of Magic Mushroom Trip, I Experienced Love. I just didn't Experience it. I was Love. Pure Love. And I was just not Love. But I was source & Shower of Love and Infinite Love was coming out of me like a Shower and that Love Shower was throwing Love in 360 Degrees. I can not explain that experience in words otherwise it won't be justice.

I am not sure how to explain the experience of love. Is it not beings instinct to "DO" something? Why God will feel the urge to do something? We, Humans, are slaves of our urges. But is not a slave of his urges. How can we have that belief that God wanted to do this?

If I am complete and not lacking anything then I will not feel any need to do anything. I think love is just a label given to a specific concept. According to my experience, there is no body. I am just aware of a few experiences of Colors, sensations, sounds, and thoughts about these experiences. Thanks a lot for helping me with this self inquery. :-)

Hi Adam! I hope you are doing well. Thanks a lot for your detailed answer. Exactly I already know that I am not Fully Enlightened because the one who is Fully Enlightened is not Confused anymore but my confusion is the proof that I am not the Genuinely & Fully Enlightened or Awakened. And I accept that and never claimed that I am Fully Enlightened. These questions at this Forum are itself my journey to exploring myself and finding the answer to my questions & confusion. By Shit, I assume you mean I am full of confusion and egoistic thoughts, etc... Exactly I already know that. I never claimed that I am 100% awaken. I know there's plenty of work to do. But according to my experience, there are no other beings. I can not find any other being. I am just aware of myself (Collection of Observer, Thoughts, Sensations, Colors, etc...). Then I label my thoughts, sensations, and colors, etc and assume and label them as World, Beings etc... Which is not necessary. And if there are not other beings then for whose sake I do what I do as you said "you master your life as a human being for the sake of other beings. I never claimed that I am 100% Awaken I just said I can't see anything other than myself (Collection of Observer, Thoughts, Sensations, Sounds, Colors, etc...) From my perspective there is no suffering, there is no world, there is no homeless person, No Child, No Drug Addict, etc... How & Why do I assume that there is a perspective of a homeless person when in reality there is no homeless person? I am not sure about that If I am free from suffering or not, because I have not tested my ability and see how do I react to any kind of suffering (physical & emotional pain). But In the near future, I want to put myself into pain willingly so I can understand suffering from God's Perspective and dissolve it into God. I didn't found any gift. I am that Gift. I can't find my body aspect a few sensations, colors, patterns, sounds & thoughts, etc. I want to help others but I can't find others. Where I can find others and help them? I am not fully awake and my confusion is proof of that. Why do you label your Imagination as a cave? There is no cave. Blood, tears, Impact, and world are just labels. In reality, there is only you & Me (One/Consciousness). Exactly & I already know that. Whatever I am experiencing is not a philosophy. That is my experience. Thoughts, Sensations, Sounds, Colors, etc are my experiences. This is not my philosophy. Can you experience anything other than Thoughts, Sensations, Sounds, Colors etc...? I don't want anyway to out of this problem. I want to understand the problem. I am not sure maybe it's true that I am trapped in the mind. I don't know what you mean by spiritual ego. I am not trying to become something or create something. I am just stuck in choosing 1 option from 2 options. I am not sure which decision to take and why? Maybe I don't have any awakening to throw. I am interested in getting my shit together but I can't find any shit or world. What kind of retreat do you want me to join? I have already done 10 Days of Vipassana retreat. Maybe someone could guide me on the right path. I thought You will be able to help me to come out of confusion and make the right decision with the answer to Why? Yes, I think I still have plenty of meditation, contemplation & research to do. I never said that I have no more reason to study & contemplate. You and I are the same consciousness. Do you as (consciousness) know the answer to the following question? What is the Universal Purpose of Consciousness? Why Consciousness labels its experiences (thoughts, sensations, colors, sounds) into something false which is not true and creates an illusory life & suffering, etc? Waiting for your response. Thanks

Hi! Thanks a lot for your response. I think Completeness & Fullfilness can not be a Reason to create separation. Do I (Consciousness) lack my experience? Why God will like to manifest himself to separation and limited beings to experience himself? Is God lack his own experience and depended on limited beings to experience himself? The One who lacks anything and depending on something can not be God. God is complete and fulfilled he doesn't lack anything and is not dependent on any state to experience himself. So why I (Consciousness) should adopt this limitation? I (Consciousness) Do not born or die and I am not contracted and Infinite and eternal can not be contracted. Death & Life do not exist. These are just words. So please answer me: Should I sit behind as Consciousness/God and witness this dream (Collection of my own properties (Sensations, Thoughts etc...))? Or Should I adopt the role of limited beings and act accordingly? If you want me to choose this option then, please tell me the reason as well. Why I (Consciousness) should do that? Will appreciate your answer in more detail. Thanks

Waiting for the help of the others as well...

Thanks a lot for your try to help me. I really appreciate your time & response. I will wait for the LEO's Point of View on this perspective as well...

So by this you mean, Me (Consciousness) is confused about himself, about its own existence and there is no one to answer and solve his confusions that's why Consciousness manifests himself into limited multiple forms to find the answer to his own confusions related to his own existence? But The One who is Confused can not be a God. Hahaha Still Confused...