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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ok Ok But it's not possible to know which one is genuine and which one is fraud or lost. I am not practicing Kriya Yoga. Yes, I can but not now. Why do I need to do Kriya Yoga? Thanks a lot -
Hello, everyone! I hope all of you are doing good. While driving on Highways when I am driving constantly for many hours, a sudden shift happens & I come out of my body and this world and I lose control of my body. My whole life converts into a movie & it looks like I am watching this movie that is playing in my awareness and I am detached from everything. Normally while meditation or sitting calmly, it is that shift is normal but while driving if that shift happens, That's too scary and I force myself back into this world and my body to take the control back to save myself from an accident. For me, It's risky to drive if I am facing this issue while driving it can cause a major accident. Upon research, according to psychology, this is called "dissociation/depersonalization/derealization" and psychology calls it a disorder. What are your thoughts? Is this a Side Effect of my Spiritual Practices? Waiting for the help. Thanks a lot :-)
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Hello everyone! I hope you are doing well. I struggled hard my whole life to make myself a good & pious human being. But I never got success in this pursuit. Then I found out about Self Realization, Spiritual Awakening, or Enlightenment. Somehow I start to believe that Self Realization will make me a Very Good & Pious human being. Then I spent many years on this spiritual path of Self Realization. Now I have seen through the Illusion of the Sperate Self. But I am really surprised to see that Self Realization did not impact my behavior, actions, or habits. I can not see any positive change in my character instead it's the opposite. I am becoming a bad person because due to self-realization all of the mental filters are removed. Now I am acting out of the freedom that is making me, even more, the salve of my own feelings, emotions, and urges. I am not able to control myself, I am not able to abstain myself from wrongdoings, and I have lost my free will because there is no separate "I" anymore to control my life. Why Self-Realization did not make me a good Holy Person? How self realization can help me to become a good and pious Human Being? Waiting for the Help. Thanks
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ok Exactly. True. I have also seen that this state does not cause any danger but the reaction to finding oneself in that state becomes dangerous. Ok. Right Maybe. I am not sure about it. -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Right Yes, exactly. Yes, I am ready to accept this gift but appearing of that state while driving is really risky. How do you manage this while driving? -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ok How How? Those feeling are too powerful and I can not stop myself from the action when they are pushing me toward performing those actions. I will surely try to do that. Thanks a lot -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
"I" did not get realized. "I" the separate self is just seen through as an illusion like a mirage in a desert and concluded that there is no separate self. here. This realization just appeared for this whole Life but not for any separate self because there is not any separate self. Not Sure. I am also surprised to see that. Here is no "me" a separate self. Here is not an ego. Here is just This/Life/Wholeness/What is/Awareness. How you were burning your karmas? How? Wao -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
True Exactly Yes, True. Right... True Ok I am trying my best Sure. Thanks a lot -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
True True. Exactly. Thanks -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Thanks a lot for your perspective on this matter. That really makes sense. -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Is this question for me? Sorry I couldn't understand this question. -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Right. hmmm Ok Yes, I had that misunderstanding. Yes Right Fear of Hell etc... Does not that matter if you burn your hand in the fire? What about all of the burning pain eternally? Yes, But not sure if that Story is true or false. I need 100% confirmation that there is no eternal torment. I do not enjoy this. Fear is not letting me break free... Sorry, I can't guess. Please can you introduce yourself? -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Ok. Right... Make Sense.... -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, Exactly. True. -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Right. But Here is already the experience of oneness. Everything here is appearing and disappearing in just This One Bubble. -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Right Ok Ok. Right. True Right OK. And how to be ready to integrate everything? Right Ok... Right hmmm. Right Makes Sence. Thanks a lot :-) -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Right. Sure. Thanks a lot. :-) -
Muhammad Jawad replied to Muhammad Jawad's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I have already seen that there is not a separate self and there is not any Self as well. There is No Self. It's already clear to me.