Muhammad Jawad

Hello All! I hope you are doing well. I need your suggestion. Whenever I am hungry I do overeating and I eat unhealthy. Then after overeating, I go through from guilt and regret. And promise myself to never do overeating. And when I am hungry again, I do overeating again. And this cycle keep repeating. There 2 personalities in me. 1st is fearless and careless about the health and fitness and force me to do overeating and 2nd personality is very concerned about the health and fitness and force me to eat less and eat healthy only. When 1st personality is active and awake, I do overeating and at that time 2nd personality is sleeping who want the opposite. And when the 2nd is awake the 1st one is sleeping. Right now I am the 2nd personality who is talking to you and want to eat less and very concerned about my health and fitness. How do I eat less when my 2nd personality is sleeping and 1st one is awake? As awareness I feel like God but still it looks like I am slave of my own urges, deep mental tendencies, emotions, feelings and still unable fix my habits. What do I do?

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hmmm. Good advice. How do I train myself to look for the funny in any situation? I am not sure why but most of the time I remain very serious.

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hmm. That's 100% True. Most of the time when I feel like I am forcing my wants on others but by looking at the situation in depth I realize that in fact, they are forcing me, not me. hmmm. Amazing advice. Thanks a lot. :-)

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You are right but to impose my wants on others forcefully is not love & compassion.

These are really Great Points. I will surely work on them. Thanks a lot for the help