blackchair

it didn't help me honestly, I'm moving from turquoise to coral and it's uncharted territory honestly with not lots of "facts"

im a loser right now, 32y and living with my parents and no real job currently, and i accepted it as "fact" and moved on

honestly being more self aware turned my life to a mess but I can handle it (for now)

i haven't watched any video in this topic but replies are amazing on this!

yeah how is going , I'm interested too....

i think it can.

nice One!

everything came from God.

he's blunt

me

tldr yeah I have sometimes scares of apsolute/God, i don't know why...

hm not all day cause i have business with tier1 people all day so they drag me down sometimes,

its about trusting God 24/7 365 days....

cool question

yes myself included im afraid

Gura is good teacher, now im going to watch music video where I'm entering coral stage. (it's called Dip by stefflon don)

my mentors

don't think it does matter at all, he's great teacher.....

thank you:)

this is my 4th hospital stay in 4 years. I was sober last 3 time and i know i broke some limits i shouldnt I think the reason for staying this time was my suicidal ideation bc my eyes didnt stop hurting for the past year. So i lost the courage to keep fighting, Im leaving hospital for Xmas, so that is nice, to be with my familiy. Any thoughts? Ideas? Something positive? Plus matrix 4 is in town for chiristmas....

thank you

thank you for good wishes, yeah I'm in Zagreb the center of all Croatia for mental illness

god who created all of this. infinity/God/universe

for God, nothing else....and my mortal family, i love them so deeply.