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go try it. just a simple kiss with a man will reveal a lot.

are we alive?

this is Great! i was thinking about getting flip phone to detox a little bit, but im not that brave yet!

this sounds nice

i have no friends so.....

did anyone had any? good and bad sides of it?

by definition from Google twin flames are one soul in two bodies, and i think i have that with my teacher (no sexual desires at all) but its pretty intense so im trying to understand it a little better from your experiences.

ufff he has couple of great songs, #teenagenostalgia

yeah, i was "triggered" by word "i hate class" but didnt want to belive myself

lol, i live in a Blue household (i love them dearly) i mention one day i Will have husband and children, my mother told me its sickness, i chuckled. maybe shadow of blue can be hypocrisy when it comes to religion. my parents fight all the time but bible is number 1 item in house.

beautiful, i started to cry.

to help humanity in any form, we are in shit show already.

my whole life was a shit show but with all my Will power i managed to get it in "order" and then started asking question what else is there, is there other side, started reading NDEs, and that was for me.

First deep soul crying in 6 months from the begginning with my problems with eyes. Healing will occur in time. Humble i am. I've done everything i was asked from God to do. I felt grace, i felt humble, i felt relief i felt joy, i felt hope. I felt faith in true sense. I need to be of service deeper.

no, im good looking, its same.

In september i will meet my teachers, after 4 years of radio silence. It's painting course but deep down i know its more than that. What will become of this? Will we hug, will we cry together will we be drinking coffee in complete silence and enjoy the present moment? Will they evaluate my progress? Will I've been given constructive feedback? I'm little bit scared to be honest…..they can be tough if needed be. But im keeping my hopes high. They made me. I would give my life for them and they would for me. It's deeper connection. The whole world will be watching, it will be fun. We will have 7 days together. Last year on my facebook feed popped up picture of her (my teacher) hugging Ken Wilber, i was jelous at first then happy. Human condition, simple as that.

why do you blame always yourself? first punch then this......short answer it happens to the best of us.....its normal....

for the past 6 months I have problems with my eyes, i feel for him on ALL levels except i dont teach, he can do it!

just imagine having a girl as parent and everything will sit in its place.

this, but it was long time ago

@AverageMonkey i can sense you are trying to start a beef. whats your end game here? be honest.

@Shin see....(gloating off)

yeah, porn doesnt play such a huge part of my life, im currently focused on myself so im happy and content (most of the time) and making plans for the future......