blackchair

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  1. oh God, with all my heart i wish this is true but it simply isn't.
  2. im a part of God, that's it, nothing more, nothing else, he's still "better" then me.
  3. im alive after 4 years, good enough for me.
  4. meditating on cute babies, it relax me so much, their eyes oh my gosh! also music.....
  5. start reading NDE (near death experinces) that's how i started is there something on other side is good question to start with
  6. this should be moved to serious emotional problems.....
  7. you are right, except my health issues, i dont have "problems" per se.....
  8. honestly: just to survive....
  9. it helped me alot when my family left me bc i was gay and i left computer science behind me , i put all my efforts in my bussiness and enrolling in psychology , it was marvelous time......
  10. yes, nobody is perfect, and at the Tier 2 stages.... especially when there are health problems.....
  11. im "stuck" at turqoise last 4years, any advice how to advance to coral?
  12. how old are you and how long did every stage (coral and teal) lasted?
  13. it need to happens.....but I don't know how......
  14. i think that buddism also needs reforms as all other religions....everything needs to change....
  15. thank you for this.
  16. thank you, I was upset with some minor stupidity regarding America in the moment, this calmed my nerves......