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Trust your intuition and gut. I studied it very hard and in depth and done lots of contemplating and now I can put a person on one stage based on just one sentence/thought in live conversation. Not online.

I just talked to my ex, He has bpd and his mother is schizophrenic. We ended at good terms at break up 12y ago. He's green, I'm coral now. Basically he called me psycho and blocked me. I just wanted little bit of connection bc I'm very lonely and it backfired badly. Dear reddit am I asshole and/or psycho?

No, they are dinosaurs on their way out, mortality comes to everyone knocking on the door, new generation of young people are on the way, ffs mayor of NYC is 34 with 0% of chance of success of winning.....

I'm 36, right now sipping on cider and smoking cigarette and listening radio and I'm connected to God. It gets much better. You are just a kid, 18y is nothing. Take all of life you can.

Egoes size of house in all forms, ego backlash, projections, shadows, even aggressive behavior, yup I stick to my little life without that, lonely as fuck but I'm at piece in my loneliness and found beauty in it....

How old are you?

I know it's click bait and I don't know anything about this topic but woman died in Thailand from only living from fruits.....I know that it's not that simple or black and white.....

English is my second language so I can't be precise in yellow language art/precision skills unfortunately, but maker of series is creator of breaking bad, best show ever by all standards, and yes they are alien/one but have all the turquoise quality so far that they would give her (main character) atomic bomb if she wish it, (episode 3 "granade"), so it's kind of funny watching dynamics of normal woman with ego and human emotions against the "hive mind", second tier, I'm a movie buff and I know it will get dark soon as episodes progress but the ideas in first 3 episodes are some genius tv.....

To hold hands with someone

Whole planet is infinity happy except one normal person, it has 3 episode so far on apple tv....check it out....

How many STDs did you pick up in 10 years?

I'm from Croatia, 99% Catholic population and went to private Christian high school, my family kicked me out and cut my college funding when I was 19 for being gay, but that website literally saved my life and my grit and resilience and post traumatic growth. Personally that web site is my "Bible" I refresh it every couple of days for new content. They are 100% legit but you do have to have scientific mind (there my engineering diploma comes handy) to decern what is true for yourself, and what you want to believe in, and lots of NDEers get stuck in green stage "pure Bliss and happiness on other side" , when there is evidence on the website that there are very dark dimensions on the other side. BUT I never tried any psychadelics in my life, and this forum is foundation for that so take everything I say with grain of salt, I'm stage coral, I'm very happy where I am right now in my life, and looking forward for my first psychadelic experience......plus i have great mentors....

There is about 10 000 testimony over 25 years since the website is active, I've read them all and memorized them to the letter (took me 15 years) , you have normal short NDE's and you have exceptional NDE (couple of pages long) This is most "scientific accurate" site for NDEs as it can get, with deep questionare before and after. Check it out. This was my introduction to spiritually in my 20's when I tried to reconcile me being gay and my life purpose/God.....

Testing every 3 month, always condom, don't go down on a woman if it's one night stand. thankfully in my slutty phase I just cought lice....

Samsung a55, 400€ and can do everything that Iphone of 1300€ do except cameras....