blackchair

I'm right here👀

He came to my country Croatia and rented small island last summer for his retreat. He gives me the ick.

Coming out at 19 to my blue Christian family in a blue country in Balkan in a blue city 20 years ago, they disowned me.....I still think of a courage I had, even tho I could easily stayed in a closet and finish my engineering college (which they paid for it and I was good at) and married a woman and have kids and fuck boys on the side as 99% of people do...but Truth was more important to God I guess.....

Make him laugh, hold him strongly in your arms and drink a last beer for the "voyage" (if he's able for a beer) that's most spiritual thing you could do.....

Try follow fashion (but only the best, best red carpet looks for example) and houte couture if it's that how is spelled.

Main actress won Golden globe for this. I was right, it went dark unfortunately but ending of season 1 is epic.

I want to be happy.

In my mind.

Have a proper romantic gay relationship with heavy PDA in public. (It was 15 years ago in the Balkans so it was a big no no) Nothing else. Now I'm in a different universe.

Trust your intuition and gut. I studied it very hard and in depth and done lots of contemplating and now I can put a person on one stage based on just one sentence/thought in live conversation. Not online.

I just talked to my ex, He has bpd and his mother is schizophrenic. We ended at good terms at break up 12y ago. He's green, I'm coral now. Basically he called me psycho and blocked me. I just wanted little bit of connection bc I'm very lonely and it backfired badly. Dear reddit am I asshole and/or psycho?

No, they are dinosaurs on their way out, mortality comes to everyone knocking on the door, new generation of young people are on the way, ffs mayor of NYC is 34 with 0% of chance of success of winning.....

I'm 36, right now sipping on cider and smoking cigarette and listening radio and I'm connected to God. It gets much better. You are just a kid, 18y is nothing. Take all of life you can.

Egoes size of house in all forms, ego backlash, projections, shadows, even aggressive behavior, yup I stick to my little life without that, lonely as fuck but I'm at piece in my loneliness and found beauty in it....

How old are you?