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Atheist tries out psychedelics: Watch only the psychedelic part. The problem is that even with psychedelic experience, his mind has still not deconstructed materialism, atheism, the brain...

Here what i've come to in my contemplation of these two minds: Features of the atheist materialist mind: turning outwards, believing in a external objective reality, scientific worldview, authority to science, believes the universe is physical, no God, only believes in what science has demonstrated to be the case, believes himself to be a human, believes in rigid categories of evil vs good, man vs woman, man vs machine, human vs animal, mind vs matter..., sees progress in terms of technological innovation, believes that religion, spirituality and mysticism to be non sense and unscientific fairy tales, sees animals as inferior to human beings and deserving of exploitation for the betterment of mankind, sees the universe as static, physical and independent of the mind, the world seems cold and foreign, this mind is very much alienated from the world, represses emotions, sees nature as a tool for exploitation, promote mastery over the world through science and technology. Features of the mystical psychedelic mind: turning inwards, grounded in direct experience and consciousness, conscious that the physical universe is God's imagination, takes epistemology and metaphysics seriously, questioning and deconstructing of one's mind, conscious of the self as God, non dual, sees science as a dream, sees animals as unique expressions of God's divine beauty and consciousness with a rich inner world and experience, sees reality as a fluid field of consciousness where the boundary between physical and mental or imaginary is broken down, and whatever one is conscious of is what's true, and where one merge in absolute bliss and ecstasy, experience emotions with mindfulness and mastery, embedded in nature, sees nature as a vehicle for higher emotions, consciousness and truths, nature mysticism, sees imagination as reality, promote inner wisdom and transformation, takes not knowing seriously.

@Leo Gura It ain't a reliable strategy from my experience at the coffee shop, you can't just hit on customers the way you do with pick up, your game has to be much less direct and straightforward. Plus at work you aren't anonymous, which makes it not a reliable strategy, i wouldn't bet on it to get laid. Plus i want to explore sexuality with many different people not just one. And i also enjoy pick up a lot, i love approaching, flirting, being intentional... I got so much experience and value from pick up, in the sense that it changed my worldview a lot in radically new ways, and i saw possibilities i couldn't have imagined in the past, like one time i hit on a famous girl on instagram (now she has like 1,7 million followers, but at the time she had 600 000 followers), i didn't know that though, and i flirted with her and was a bit cocky and all that, she didn't give me her number, she gave her instagram, i didn't have internet when i was with her so i couldn't check her account before i was at home. Btw why do you think she gave me her instagram if she had so much followers and obviously wouldn't respond to my messages ? anywho also other possibilities like multiple times i made out with 10 girls in one night at the club... I attracted and reached hook point with so many girls, it's crazy, how much value i got out of pick up and so much joy and exploration.

@Leo Gura It's a very small coffee shop, and there aren't lots of hot girls that comes in.

@Leo Gura I chose to quit high school because it was torture. Now i work with my dad, we have a coffee shop and when i finish learning everything i need to know about the craft, we're planning on opening my own coffee shop. So yeah i don't know seems like i can't move to another city for now. Also i was wondering if my pain due to not being able to sleep with girls is related to something in my brain chemistry, i was diagnosed with ocd, adhd, and bipolar, and so sometimes i am very happy and i don't care at all about girls, and other times i'm very miserable and depressed because i am not sleeping with girls, is it because of my mental health, or is it just normal for men who don't sleep with women to feel that way ?

Dude getting good with women is terribly challenging, especially when you have or had health problems, money problems...

@Princess Arabia Thanks, i knew this but your articulation made it even more clear. I guess i just had a shitty night last night at the club, and i came back depressed because of it and i wrote this post. Yeah i was just crying because of how difficult pick up is.

While everyone is busy defending their worldview, religion, philosophy, ideology... I live in a psychedelic like, schizophrenic, dream like reality Where reality is fluid and i'm in constant different states of consciousness. And where i enjoy myself as God, the creator of my reality, literally everything i imagine, becomes real. For brainwashed people this is impossible, for me this is natural.

Each time i'm not distracted and i focus on my mind, i start contemplating spontaneously. I have a bunch of metaphysical insights about love, God, goodness... I also have moments where i can play with and manipulate material reality with my mind and break it sort of speak. Life feels more like a dream than like a physical material reality. I'm constantly conscious of myself as God, and of oneness, of infinity and of this singularity that is reality. I've deconstructed the brain, the body, the earth, even the sense of other... I understood that the physical universe is imaginary, imagined by my own mind. My reality feels more like a psychedelic trip than like the reality i was living in years ago before discovering actualized.org where it was more material and scientific and cold. Reality feels completely alive and warm, really like a miraculous, magical, mystical phenomenon.

To have a similar consciousness and mind than mine you have to deconstruct religion, science and materialism. Deconstruct everything until what remains is pure consciousness, God. Atheists are generally less deluded than religious folks, i mean the fact that the insanity of religion isn't obvious to intelligent people is beyond my comprehension. However the error atheists make is that they think that religion is the only delusion the mind is capable of, which is wrong. The problem is much more serious, the wall that you see is imaginary, if you think the wall is real, you're deluded. This is how deep delusion goes. This deconstruction happens both individually but also collectively as a culture and society: people have deconstructed slavery for example, religion through the european enlightenment and secularism, gender with lgbtq+ rights and feminism, science and materialism with the psychedelic revolution. You also have to deconstruct criminality: murder, rape, genocide... These things aren't bad, they happen for diverse reasons, biological, physiological, cultural... You have to deconstruct morality, the difference between dream and reality... and finally you would have to die to reach God, and by death i mean deconstructing the difference between life and death.

@Leo Gura But isn't enlightenment God realization ?

@Someone here If you deconstruct your mind, you eventually realize that much of what you considered static and material is actually consciousness, and in being consciousness it is fluid and can change and vary.

@Someone here I just can play with material reality the way i want.

@Leo Gura What do you think ?

Should you delve into the unethical ways ?

After a lot of contemplation, i've realized that going to escorts is one of the best ways to get laid. I mean the other options are porn, tinder, night clubs, and marriage. And they all have limitations with porn you have no partner, with tinder, it doesn't always work, with night clubs you need skills and right logistics, with marriage you become even more miserable since now you only have one girl for life, which is total nonsense. However with a hooker you get a new one each time, and it doesn't require much money. Best way to get laid.

@Leo Gura Nice, will wait for it!

A video on how to become a millionaire then ?

@Leo Gura My dad is deeply involved in crypto.

@Leo Gura I have a question, why did God invent the world ? Meaning the physical universe ? Sure i understand it's imaginary as long as we are alive we are in it. Why didn't God just remain in his formlessness, why did he incarnate in form ?

@Leo Gura This was in the total beginning of my game journey.

@Leo Gura From 1 to 10, what do you think my level of game is ?

@Daniel Balan This happened to me too lmao, i got beaten up by the boyfriend of a girl once because i approached her and it was at school, plus i really was insisting with her in my text messages and was kinda sexual with her even though she told me, she had a boyfriend.

@Leo Gura So what are my mistakes according to your valuable lessons that you learned on this journey ? Btw i did like more than 2500 approaches, i've made out with ten girls in one night at the club sometimes. I'm not a total newbie.

@Daniel Balan Dude how are you supposed to meet a girl in the first place without approaching ?