Majed

@LordFall Dude i've done 2500 approaches and never got laid. I think an escort is the most effective route. Even though i don't know how it works. Do you recommend me mentioning this to my dad, as i would need him to help me find escorts and give me the money for it.

I sort of summarized the situation when i answered leo before when he was telling me all i need to do is be fun and social to get laid : "Dude, you live in the us. The standards of living in the us are like some of the highest in the world. Imagining telling a guy somewhere in Ethiopia, or in the Congo he needs to be fun and social and he'll get laid, it's like you don't understand just how down bad the situation is in Ethiopia and the Congo. Hell in my country in Lebanon if i work at McDonald i'll get paid like 400 dollars a month, for a full time job. If i had to spend 100 dollars partying once or twice a week, that's all my salary gone, and we haven't talked about getting food, shelter... Naturally in such a situation to get laid you need to focus on financial success first, then once you have the money, the time and energy, you can focus on improving social skills and picking up girls. In my situation it's even worse because i could've gotten a degree in a profitable field, and leave the country, which is the strategy most guys my age are doing, not just guys, even girls quite frankly. However still i am 22 years old and i didn't finish high school, because i was battling severe ocd and bipolar type 1. To this day after around 2 years and a half, of starting medications and therapy, i'm still recovering and struggling to develop the necessary discipline to finish high school and enter university. I might fail this year, and have to go again through it to finish high school. My strategy is to get a degree in a profitable field to quit the country, then i could focus on social skills and pick up. Hell i would've spent my 20s not getting laid, but building the foundation for my life and handling my mental health." Only update on this issue is the severity of my mental illnesses makes it impossible for me to succeed academically in my studies. Therefore this seems like a hopeless situation. My health makes it impossible for me to discipline myself in order to earn money. Suicide seems the only option out of this hell.

@Mellowmarsh Dude why are you spewing bullshit ?

How i interpret the story of Adam and Eve: God ordained Adam and Eve to live in the garden of eden without eating from the forbidden tree of knowledge. Okay so let's unravel that, God ordains man not to eat from the tree of knowledge. Psychologically the tree of knowledge symbolizes the intellect, that dissects reality into parts and dualities, that categorizes reality and mistake the map for the territory, meaning mistake its ideas of reality with reality itself, meaning the eating from the tree of knowledge symbolizes the birth of falsehood. The same intellect that categorizes people into rich and poor, men and women, human and animal, black and white, aryan and jewish... The same intellect which fueled slavery, the holocaust of the jews, factory farming, and the patriarchy. God being a unity. The garden of eden and heaven meaning the company of God, or the identification with God. Now the devil disguised in a snake whisper into Eve's ears telling her to eat from the forbidden tree. Again psychologically this symbolizes falling into duality and falsehood. Now why is a snake able to speak human language ? This means an activity happening in the mind, for language occur in the human mind. Then Eve tells Adam to eat from the forbidden tree. Now why would a woman tell a man to fall into falsehood and duality. In my analysis this symbolizes the drive biological sexual drive, that makes men vulnerable to categorizing reality, in the sense that your a man's biological attraction to women forces him to prioritize one part of reality over another, falling into discrimination and perception. Perception isn't objective because it prioritize what's helpful for survival, hence we don't see the world objectively but through a story. One story is the story of Adam and Eve, which helped mankind make sense of the world for centuries.

I just got an insight into Jordan Peterson's philosophy: he believes the world revealed to us during psychedelic trips, is the same world religion and christianity talk about.

@Leo Gura i meant it will be possible to imagine any kind of creature, or world and it will appear in front of you. I can already do that to a degree without tripping just sober.

And what differentiate the bible from a work of fiction like game of thrones is imagination. Thus when we imagine a difference, which humans in western culture have done for centuries, it becomes real and true. Because truth and falsehood are one: imagination. By imagining the Bible as an absolute ontological truth, humanity effectively manifested it into reality. It altered laws, built civilizations, and shaped the human psyche. The ultimate irony—the grandest strange loop of all—is that by using our unlimited, divine imagination to create a reality where we are limited and separate from God, we proved just how powerful our imagination actually is. We successfully imagined ourselves into a state of powerlessness.

There are 3 different perspectives on the reading of the Bible: A literal reading, a metaphorical reading, and my own reading, which comes from the understanding that there is no difference between fiction and reality. Therefore, the story of Adam and Eve is literally true and at the same time a fiction, because fiction and reality are the same thing. This also applies to all the stories in the Bible,because the most fundamental substance of reality is imagination, not atomic particles. In fact, atomic particles are the product of human imagination at a conceptual level, and divine imagination at the physical level. But, once again, the difference between human and divine is a fiction.But then again, fiction is reality, so if we imagine an ontological difference between human beings and God, as there is in the Bible, this becomes reality. Thus, we enter into increasingly fascinating strange loops.

@LordFall I wanna focus on spiritual work, psychedelics, and my life purpose which is to create rap music.

When you deconstruct your mind fully, you'll be able to live in whatever world you imagine to exist, and it'll be a living reality. Boom just like that. That's the fruits of mastering your mind. Because reality is an infinite mind, whatever it imagines becomes its reality. That's what is meant by being God, a creator of realities.

@LordFall well the thing is my biggest struggle currently is regaining some discipline after having faced my psychiatric illnesses. College will help me build that, plus i think it's possible to major in a field that is in demand of new professionals and get a decent salary as well as quit the country.

@Leo Gura Dude, you live in the us. The standards of living in the us are like some of the highest in the world. Imagining telling a guy somewhere in Ethiopia, or in the Congo he needs to be fun and social and he'll get laid, it's like you don't understand just how down bad the situation is Ethiopia and the Congo. Hell in my country in Lebanon if i work at McDonald i'll get paid like 400 dollars a month, for a full time job. If i had to spend 100 dollars partying once or twice a week, that's all my salary gone, and we haven't talked about getting food, shelter... Naturally in such a situation to get laid you need to focus on financial success first, then once you have the money, the time and energy, you can focus on improving social skills and picking up girls. In my situation it's even worse because i could've gotten a degree in a profitable field, and leave the country, which is the strategy most guys my age are doing, not just guys, even girls quite frankly. However still i am 22 years old and i didn't finish high school, because i was battling severe ocd and bipolar type 1. To this day after around 2 years and a half, of starting medications and therapy, i'm still recovering and struggling to develop the necessary discipline to finish high school and enter university. I might fail this year, and have to go again through it to finish high school. My strategy is to get a degree in a profitable field to quit the country, then i could focus on social skills and pick up. Hell i would've spent my 20s not getting laid, but building the foundation for my life and handling my mental health.

Let's be real, why go through the hell of approaching thousands of women, when most guys strategies to find partners is to take care of their finances, careers and looks, and they successfully end up finding partners. You got to drop the pick up brain washing and paradigm, and think more like a normie. To get girls, you must be fit and financially successful. No girl wants a fat guy that lives in his parents basement. Like seriously once you're in shape and successful, girls will come to you naturally. So yeah the lesson here is to think more like a normie and not forget the basics.

@Leo Gura But how do you know that extraterrestrials have a cognition higher than that of humans ? Maybe they just did some good old science and figured out a way to come to earth. And also what do you mean by human cognition, because a "human" can deconstruct his human identity, and become conscious that he is God.

Leo how do you know alien mind is the same as the mind of extraterrestrials? I watched his last reel on Instagram, and I was a bit confused about this.