PurpleTree

Agreed and you seemingly really can’t decide to take it seriously or lightly neither so it’s ok to take it seriously or get angry even.

Yea i just really enjoy doing that type of inquiry around beliefs and such.

Yea i don’t really think there’s free will anyway. So basically whatever happens happens. For me ( in the story) i also like inquiry and then combining it with the sensing that there’s nobody anywhere and never was. .….Like with wanting to feel special. I want to feel special. But the one who wants to feel special was already never there. I can’t find it. It’s seemingly nothing (or whatever you wanna call it) appearing as the need to feel special thoughts illusion… and so on.

Are you watching non dual talks often? Yes it’s hard to say. Some people seemingly seek for decades and decades without "liberation" while others hear something and the illusion of self fades away allegedly.

Yea i think it would feel very freeing (for nobody) Especially if that sense of separate self was very contracted and constricting and controlling. Like i have to be more like that, i can’t be like this, others have to be more like that and so on. Some people already feel quite free while others don’t seemingly.

Yes there is a sense of self. Often it can be seen through a bit though and sometimes the sense of self can be strong and contracted and sometimes the veil can be very thing seemingly. A part of me certainly doesn’t want to leave because apparently losing the self is also devastating. It’s seemingly losing all relationships, stories, time etc.

I didn’t really realise it. It’s just what it seems to me.

There’s just nothing appearing as madness 🦭 And even that apparent "someone" seemingly doesn’t have a free will to become special or become anything other than is. allegedly.

There’s no me to become special. The is nobody. Nothing. How can no thing be special? allegedly

And how do you know that?

What if consciousness is a myth?

We also have gender neutral toilets.

Nobody deserves special treatment. Nobody is special.

And how do you know this?

So now allegedly the human population is much bigger than a 100 or 1000 years ago. Why? Doesn’t make sense in your theory or are there more souls now?

How do you know that? All that "knowledge" seems to be fermented horse dung.

I will pee and shite in the woods at that point. Just connecting with nature and stuff.

Sorry if it sounds condescending.

Oh wow how do you know? Your guru told you?

I mean i don’t know enough about Buddhism. Didn’t Buddha in the story suffer a lot under the bodhi tree? Attacked from demons or whatever.

Yea seemingly us humans are just always looking for ways to get out of suffering. Which is understandable and innocent. But it’s often disfunctional like with drug addiction for example. In the beginning it seems to work to numb feelings, traumas etc. but then it just gets much worse than it ever was. And causes much suffering for self and others.

Also sounds a bit like repression "i just want to be happy" Also sadness can be quite an interesting feeling i wouldn’t want to miss it. (not talking about depression just regular sadness)

Ok good luck on your "path" 💜

Seems like you don’t want to wake up and prefer the dream. (well there is no chooser anyway) I know it’s scary bro, relax. (nobody who could relax or not already) it‘s hopeless baby