PurpleTree

Beautiful

FmT Fecal matter transplant sounds nice.

Yea no i think it was lavender that messed me up smh.

I’ll just put this here because of Russian interference. Romania

Well there seemingly already is no choice and no chooser. So you can’t choose to resonate with something or not. Alright i’ll stop now 🦭

Wild

Well in (radical) non duality they often talk about no self, no doership, no time and so on. So in that sense there isn’t a way in which you can approach anything because there is already no one. Whatever happens happens. That can also just be a story but for me it resonates.

Yea for me it’s not like the high dose psychedelic crazy patterns and visions. But just like a low dose, sometimes feelings of no self, loss of time, crazy colours, visual sharpness, bodily sensations and so on. And i don’t meditate. But inquiry and listening to non duality etc. is my meditation. Just like a lot of frequent glimpses basically.

Ok well good luck. Ok thanks yea at some point i will probably. But recently i often had psychedelic experiences without even taking anything. Just with mostly non duality and inquiry etc. and right now that’s fun enough.

Nevermind.

I’ve tried Ayahuasca thrice. But without ceremony and shaman. And yea it was crazy and hard to grasp. Did you plug the 5meo?

How convenient. But he could teleport or levitate here maybe?

"We don’t want to be part of Russia"

And has your separate self dropped away? Or is your spiritual ego tied to using indian words and such?

I actually have some but never tried it. Never felt like it and never really liked N N. I might go to some ayahuasca ceremonies or something. I said bring me such a yogi and we will test it. We will drown him. Then i’ll drag his dead body infront of you fairy tale believers like in the movie Troy. And yell "see what you made me do"

Finally got it. Had to go to another country to get it. Now my pee is green, so worth it this methylene blue.

Yea like if you have a pretty wife Kim will just take her bang her and send you to gulag. What a love story 💜

No. Yea that’s why "I" seemingly get more from being addicted to nondual nonsense and inquiry. Psychedelics are amazing (also very scary) like a firework but also very confusing and ephemeral. Also since my last trip i’m very hesitant to trip again unfortunately. But it will come again eventually inshalla.

I’ve actually had a bunch of levitation experiences. Mostly during sleep paralysis. Still don’t believe there are people who can physically levitate while being filmed.

What’s your most profound insights?

I never said it’s in the brain. Even science says we are made up of mostly space seemingly. In atoms between the nucleus and electrons the way I understand it. ^ Although that’s Also just a story. I just said it’s unknowable what’s going on, to me anyway. I feel like because it’s unknowable "people" want to make up fairy tales because the unknown is not acceptable for the ego. Gosh in a few years? But that’s never coming if there’s no next and no time 🥲

Insights seemingly appear almost everyday. Most are not very important. And about beliefs and such. Or trying to untangle from beliefs. I mean on psychedelics "experienced" so much weird stuff (mostly visions) jesus, hindu, space, hell, god, enlightenment etc. stuff but it’s hard to grasp so i don’t know how important it is. Getting addicted to nonduality talks it resonated that there’s no one and no free will/doer. But i also don’t know if that’s important. If there’s no one how can anything be important? Important to whom? How can anything be more important than anything else if let’s say all is kind of one.

Where did I comment 5 times on your post? Seems like a lie. I don’t even know what Sadhana is. Anyhow here’s a fun story. Yesterday was taking a walk with the dog. All of a sudden the Kundalini was acting up. Couldn’t catch my Prana. Was it the root chakra? I investigated. I asked the barista for a chai latte. I asked her also what should i do about my Kundalini acting up and about my Prana drama. She said do more yoga. Asanas and Krya. I said dear lord i need this Sat Chit Anada. So i did the Shiva Shakti. And you know what’s the moral of the story? It wasn’t even the root Chakra it was the Heart chakra. Hahahha Maya fooled me once again.