PurpleTree

dmx the rapper? he was pretty good though how often do you take it now?

maybe that's part of it it happened again today twice or more times. sat on the train across from a young-ish woman for an hour and most times when i looked up from my phone she was kind of staring at me. just makes me tense and anxious after a while stop staring ladies it's intrusive (guys too)

there's almost never been a lower mortality rate measured in my country than in the first half of 2021 that's what i've read

have tried it once don't really remember how it made me feel, so i don't think it was great i've tried like a 100 of different supplements, herbs etc. might still have some of that kava hmm yea thanks, standing up for myself and others is part of what sent that other person over the rails but looking at it as an experiment isn't a bad idea i also always try to look at those situations as an opportunity for spiritual/personal growth etc. but i'm also kind of sensitive so i can only take it so long until i tell the person to kindly stfu or something

^why is my name up there i didn't say that

well i don't know one of those people is threatening me in some ways and i'll still have to go there i'd call that a bit toxic

yikes both of those actually make me more anxious sports could work but i can't do it right before the thing maybe lemon balm tea could be worth a try and obviously trying to meditate or mantras during the "thing"

eckhart tolle he blinks a loooot in that video though

yea austria always brings forth great ideas and people like the failed artist young 'dolph, remember him? you would have loved him

my issue with this is there's not just "what you believe in" "what you think, feel" etc. there's also the subconscious, instincts, the reptilian brain and many other layers probably there are different personalities within you who want different things so how does that play out with the "law of attraction"?

yea it's neediness, jealousy how to fix it i'm not sure

I also have many contradictions within me and i feel many of us have that and are walking contradictions, many aren't aware that they are though And i'm really interested in something and then often lose interest. Maybe it's add/adhd maybe it's whatever, a dopamine issue or something can't really help you with your ex-bf issue

rsd tyler might be one on the pick up and branding, talking in front of people etc. front

i know a guy from cuba here and he told me cuba is dong horrible right now so i really don't know what's happening, same with venezuela etc.

always find it fascinating how people have such a strong stance on these things either for or against. i'm on the fence like with most things

not really trying to attack you. but the "if i don't like it, no one else should have it" seems childish and egoistic imo not saying i'm not childish btw

oh ummm hi there young lady did an angel fall from the skies or why hmmmmm are you here?¨ like that? am i doing fine so far? am i doings the pick uppings now? it feels weird

that's not hard. killing humans is very wrong imo. there was a topic here on death penalty and i clearly had a very strong stance against it.

just because you don't want to see it, nobody can see it or have it? that's very childish and egoistic that's what you advocate for when you say tear it down, then nobody can have it or see it why not let the statue/pyramid stay, go to the statue and spit at it or whatever?

every king, queen etc. in history killed people most "heroes" or "heroines" of history killed people gandhi was racist and mlk had affairs with lots of women that doesn't mean it should go on forever or still be like that imo clearly bush should be in jail as should many other politicians

where did i do that? i just take your words from this topic about tearing statues and pyramids down i don't care about murican ideology

you just want to destroy stuff, tear statues down, tear glorious pyramids down better think about creating stuff than destroying

the pyramids of giza, the colosseum in rome, pyramid of cholula >>>>>>>>>>>> sjw's and "wokeness"

woww that's totally nuts have you ever been to the pyramids? they're fancy

don't most of them say "don't you have a smartphone for directions/time" ? you're afraid of getting hurt