PurpleTree

mdma is great, so many ppl (and their mothers) have tried it. basically everybody who was in the clubbing scene. i don't think it's comparable to meth because people on meth are not lovey dovey huggy compared to people on mdma

maybe it's also a bit because of covid, climate change, u.s. vs. china and so on because some things are looking bleakish in the future

My body always reacts strongly to stress. Can't sleep, stomach feels like on a rollercoaster, mind goes loopy etc. etc. Meditation etc. does help but when i'm stressed i can't even get into it. Magnesium can help. Breathing exercises. Benzos are great but not a long term solution obviously. How do you deal with stress?

he seems almost like he's playing an act seems like a nice guy though

you're probably saying this because you're kind of obsessed with sex (many of us are) and you want to give it less importance to make it easier maybe it'll work

you have my respect for trying to better yourself though i've clubbed a few times solo but i was pretty drunk

which stages are these?

then what are the "highest stages" of music?

i think god dreams to be everything, not just a human being also the animal you ate today the tree outside etc.

i actually have an acquaiantance who smokes it and does enjoy it but it's not like he's unreal high on it, maybe tolerance. also they have their teeth and work. i'd say he's clearly addicted though. a guy told me it's like adderall just "smoother" but yea the come up is much quicker i've never tried it and i' not interested crack is probably crazier but only lasts for a short amount of time

i don't think it's the best feeling ever i've seen enough people do it it's probably similar to adderall and that's nowhere near the "best feeling ever"

you can't block negativity/negative comments on the internet, it falls mostly under free speech the only way is to not read comments i read much less comments on youtube and on newspaper articles now because of the negativity

how to eat healthy? eat an organic carrot tadaa, healthy

nice. what kind of meditation are you practicing and how long are the sessions?

does that make your book list futile or should the stuff be learned first and then let go in your opinion? so the universe is a big dildo?

it's probably very similar to adderall

yea i think so, it's also accompanied by a feeling of "awkwardness" like not knowing how to act or what to do

it's pretty hard to describe but i think i get a hot head like blush a bit and feel a bit weak in general, and also a bit in the stomach heart etc.

nope i don't think it's this one. he talked about being in nepal and he and an other guy wanted the same girl or something

mc kennas story of datura was so interesting imo but i can't find it now

shame is such a weird feeling i also often feel shame for other people but also for myself, it's so useless

nah that didn't help me tried water kefir, milk kefir, kombucha, probiotic pills, selfmade yogurt etc.

Seems like many people here have gut issues and food intolerances etc. Me too and i think partly some of my gut micro biome is out of whack. Fecal matter transplants look pretty promising in that matter. I've read some posts on reddit etc. that basically claim it even healed them from fatigue and things like that. I think i want to try it sometime.

stomach, plexus, heart and also kind of dizzy in the head

i'm a wimp when it comes to approaching because of shame, anxiety etc. but i think if you stop to go out now this can turn into a real trauma, even if you wait for too long better don't wait too long and get out again and try, like after a car accident etc. you should not wait too long with driving again or the anxiety will be overwhelming