PurpleTree

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  1. So today i ate dinner with my mother, her partner and a friend which is good because me and my mothers partner have/had a difficult relationship since almost two decades but since a bit over a year ago i'm trying not to hold a grudge and forgive and let go the dinner was fine Having difficulty to sleep often, many things were tried at the moment i'm digging this sleep hypnosis channel "The Mindful Movement" ^^this is a great episode that i'm using to sleep later ^^ they also have a great loving kindness meditation lovely voice, lovely channel, they're doing great work ?
  2. but also don't fall for the silly childish egoistic devilry mindset of "we got to bring these poor people democracy"
  3. if you look at the member states Armenia Belarus Kazakhstan Kyrgyzstan Russia Tajikistan then it's pretty clear that they're led by Russia, how could it be otherwise? not a fan of cnn in anyway btw.
  4. ok thanks, but i think you meant every 3 hours not every hour right? i thought for the first dmsa round as a test round maybe just 25mg or 50mg in total every 3 hours but maybe i heard/read it wrong
  5. girl why do you even reply to my topic with such an attitude maybe my brain is full of mercury and i can't find the info that's why i clearly said this topic is basically just a yes no question anyway - 25mg yay nay? 50mg yay nay? the podcast is 90 minutes or so, there's too much info i need it simple i'm a simple guy
  6. give me a thread link to the info then
  7. most of all they're scared to lose stability and wealth and then they're religious, tribal, conservative
  8. couldn't try it yet as it's a prescription med here. but i know in the u.s. it's an over the counter supplement. is it worth to get my hopes up for piracetam for things like focus, mood, add?
  9. people who live/lived in Vegas Elvis Carrot Top Leo
  10. you guys are my role model edit: was eminem awake back then? at 1.55 "how the f can i be white? i don't even exist"
  11. ^ yea i don't think any of those things are healthy so they should always be used with caution and enough pauses always weighing pros and cons different strokes for different brain chemistries (yikes don't ram dass stroke us though dear infinite god)
  12. haven't taken it in a long time but used to take it in the morning couldn't sleep at night (i'm very sensitive and many things interfere with my sleep though) melatonin i'm also not a big fan of fingers crossed for piracetam
  13. i have, modafinil is a bit less anxiety inducing for me but interferes worse with my sleep i know but i'd like to find something that i could take 2-3times a week can't with modafinil as it interferes too much with my snoozey time
  14. so i've just heard on the radio that we've been in the so called "rough nights" from around december 25- january 6th, so until tomorrow apparently in these times dreams hold more weight according to old lore my dreams have been pretty vivid, but they're always kind of are even dreamt a buddy died a few days ago but i don't put too much weight on that dream, even though the guy was very sick a few yrs ago https://www.alchemist-coaching.com/blog/Blog Post Title One-feh59 " The Holy Nights. The rough nights are also called the holy nights and refer to the twelve nights in between the years that hold a very unique, magical and transformative energy. Time almost seems to be standing still in those nights and I always look forward to this time of year that seems to be moving along without a real feeling of space and time, because the old year has not yet come to a full close and the new year also has not yet really begun. It is a time of visions, dreams and if you feel called, of spiritual experience, when the connection between the spirit world and the human world seems to be especially pronounced. It has been widely believed that the doors to the otherworld and the beyond are wildly open then and subtle energies and powers can be much easier perceived. Our ancestors believed that ghosts and demons could enter your home and life easier during this time and they accordingly tried to ward off all negative during these nights by engaging in various rituals, customs and set rules. As an example of a couple of rituals, which have survived into our modern world, smoking the houses and stalls with herbs, the pouring of molten lead and the carol singers that are traditionally moving from house to house on the 6th of January, can be mentioned. The term rough nights derives from the German term Rauhnächte that is believed to derive from the Middle High German word rûch, meaning wild and hairy. A connection can be drawn here to the appearances of the ghosts and demons that people believed in. The term rough nights is also believed to be connected to the German word rauh which refers to the smoke of the rough night rituals. Traditionally the rough nights are celebrated from the 24./25. of December to the 4./5. of January. These nights invite you to go on a journey of consciousness and personal insight that allows you to reflect on the last year as well as to look ahead and set intentions for the upcoming year. Every rough night is connected to the energy of a month of the following year. You can intensively deal with what you would like to let go of and leave in the old year and what you would like to invite into the next one. You can now wonderfully and magically create a space for your ideas, intentions and especially for your intuition in order to feel into what you really desire. You can consciously and gratefully revisit experiences and events of the year gone by, through deeply connecting to your inner self, listening to your inner voice and strengthening both through rituals."
  15. if you keep being a "seeker" maybe you will never become a "finder"
  16. are you vegetarian? because i think creatine doesn't do much if you're eating meat
  17. but if you buy them in cans there is probably another issue
  18. sounds lovely thanks. are you located in europe? because of the over counter thing modafinil is fine-ish it just interferes too much with my sleep
  19. hmmm good question firstly try to evaluate how severe it is give them therapy maybe mandatory ibogaine jail but not the punishing kind, just to keep the dangerous ones away from society/children
  20. i don't think you can compare infinity waters to rogan and russel he seems looney imo
  21. reminds me of the lovely "this is fine" dog but you're right everything is mostly fine in this moment, or even perfect
  22. i think it's a kind of muscle that needs to be trained i also have lots of resistance and procrastinate a lot visited someone lately who doesn't have that, if there are bills to pay he just does it instantly his flat is always clean if theres paperwork to do he just does it without thinking about it so now i also try to "just do it"
  23. nope jinns live only in lamps