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If you are real and you feel like you are real will you please reply and tell me why you think you are not a part of my subconscious. I'd hate to think I am the lord(without superpowers until I pass away. My greatest fear is that everyone I ever meet is a rehash of my subconcious because I am the -only one- because I somehow became concious at an atomic level and ever since then have found ways to subvert my subconscious or conscious mind into understanding that for pure entertainment. If I am the lord and am literally one being I am now living in a human body unable to remember where I came from. I have taken psychedelics and understand the phenomenon of "tripping" and this bugs me. Are you real? Bruh? Can you describe how you are not me?

I'm glad you feel that way. When people "get worse" after you most likely politely requested they stop (I heard he got more than one warning) it's a sign that there could be a mental illness happening and it's unsafe to let those type of people continue to talk to innocent honest people on the internet.

I've experienced similar things. You can be poor in life if you want to but that doesn't change who you are on the inside.

if it works for your situation depending on how violent or harmful the situation is in your particular position it may be valid if you are not breaking the law or harassing anyone and feel as though the other being in question needs to understand your emotions. You of course however have to live with the consequences of that "person" or object forever remembering that moment and now seeing you as someone who is more honest than your average bear.

maybe its because ur not actually angry? right now? Just like patrick said I believe as well although it is not a spiritual guideline that knowing when you are angry is important but knowing when to act upon that emotion is also important (not sure if that makes sense grammatically but I think you get the point hopefully). Anger is the most difficult emotion to master when it comes to "emotional mastery" and most likely is why the phrase "emotional mastery" even exists. In my opinion it translates to : how do you become comfortable as a physical being and also still allow yourself to become angry but live a happy sustainable life which is safe to yourself and others around you? Do you become angry? do you outwardly express it? please explain Buddha. If I'm buddha level I'll let you know I get angry sometimes. Don't be ashamed. I do my best to make my opinions known to others around me if I am uncomfortable with a situation and feel like it is endangering my safety. I usually only speak physically about my anger however if I feel as though it is damaging my livelihood unfairly.

I believe "conspiracy theory" means you are putting forth an opinion and acting like it is true or just posting nonsense to the point where someone might believe what you claim to be true even if its not. You probably have an obligation to doubt yourself and make a disclaimer about it if you're posting stuff that seems "really weird" or isn't backed by scientific fact.

Ill have to go soon, i ran out of smokes( just say no if you don't smoke yet itll save you money) and really need to get back to 3d rigging in blender, it was nice to spend time with everyone and not have absolutely meanies trying to harass me. Hopefully this is an indication that Leo feels as though my posts are not promoting harassment and open a discussion that is valuable. I appreciate you reading them but I will have to take a break soon like I mentioned. Even though I went to sleep. Everyone has things to do like laundry, mowing the lawn, shaving ur own beard, etc.

I stood up for racial equality once and I don't hate but it got too emotional. I try to let people come to me and ask me the meaning of their existence rather than proclaiming I even deserve to be "proud" of my race. Indian lives and every other lives matter just as much as black lives but they dont have a hashtag even if they aren't breaking the law, sad story.

Repressing your anger does not indicate emotional mastery much like a few posters have mentioned (including patrick star). It's valuable to understand when your own anger is valid and whether or not you should take action upon it or if it is spur of the moment just because you are drunk etc

Yes patrick, this is true. Even if someone is getting angry because of your actions it does not mean you are doing something right. There is a silly little phrase that has been passed down on the internet and memes that if you are making someone angry you are "doing something right" and will get a reward. That is entirely untrue. You would get angry (I believe) if I fed your pet bad food and I said it was fresh and your pet gets sick. That does not make me a good person, it makes me a bad person who wanted to save a dollar and doesn't expect you to sue me because I believed you didn't have enough money to take the situation into court. Etc

True, but learning there isn't one person who does that is also important. It's very important to classify the same type of human as a sociopath who has no value to your emotional state (I believe, I apologize if this type of opinion is out of bounds) if they are just trying to harass you as opposed to just "getting angry" and looking past it.

Many warnings huh? then he deserves to be banned if this is the type of behavior he was warned about being vocal on the internet about. Well done Leo if this is the case, you'd make a good president.

Yes, I have achieved emotional mastery. Although I believe it's impossible to "never get angry" if you are a physical being you will most likely always run into a situation where you chemistry may influence you into that sort of state. Once you achieve emotional mastery it almost becomes telepathic and you will most likely lose some of your friends because they are "afraid" they think you know what they are thinking. I am sorry I cannot answer the second part of your question because I feel like I have achieved empathetic mastery.

From knowing that those people on the internet who harass you or try to make you feel bad have no right to change your opinion if you're not doing anything illegal or unjust and are open to opinions but still cannot feel as though you need to change yours.

"you reek of ignorance" I stopped reading. if i were Leo I would not have hesitated to at least give him a warning or alright ban him if this was not the first occurance of that type of behavior. I would give him another chance and monitor his posts if he felt like it was accidental but that type of language is obviously intentionally trying to put someone down or make them feel bad. If he read the forum rules he would know that's going against the posting etiquette. You are not allowed to make fun of people(to an extent) or promote harassment here.

you're telling Leo how to be successful but he has a website with thousands of forum participants... I'll get my popcorn started now

on the contrary that is only what I suspect, not what I believe. I am not entirely gullible.

I hear cars when I don't look at them, I found that I can prove that. Hopefully this helps. That's about all I can prove though. If a tree falls in the forest and you dont look at it you can probably still hear it. But does that mean it's not a part of you? dunno It depends on your frame of reference I suppose. We are obviously all created from the same origin point of the universe if everything was made in a big bang or something like that. Not sure if the universe is a simulation or we just cant understand it because its supposedly "infinite" and only "divine" beings can because they realize that there is no need for boundaries or walls/edges when you connect your mind to the universe. Maybe once we all pass due to old age and realize there actually is an afterlife this will all make sense more.

Isn't that what I'm doing right now? even if its virtual? You dont have to respond because the answer is obviously "yes."

OH...MY ...GOSH.... I live next to the same situation and I abolutely hate it and feel like they harass me. It gets louder when I go outside and the traffic subsides nearly everytime my "routine" pushes me back inside the door. Consider yourself lucky to "love" something like that. LOL

You know for some reason I'm not offended at your comment (but please watch your language even though I'm not an admin, that can probably get you banned, however I feel the same way. (lol)) Well I'm not sure since you have a van hellsing avatar and that is a part of the anime history I know. If you are perceiving physical thoughts with your brain though I believe that is a reason to "believe" you are real. I just can't prove that its happening to myself.

The question is am I the only one actually perceiving anything? I'm just hoping that's not the case. If you are in a different physical location and perceive stuff with your eyeballs and ur brain then I'm pretty sure there's more than one person on this planet. Whether or not we are all connected to god I'm not sure how much more of "being an individual" you can get. I'd like to think you are real like everyone else who responded though. Truly, I do. Especially since you don't seem mean. It'd just be really sad if I somehow have created all this out of my own subconscious and you are nothing more than an imaginary friend with a physical body everytime I look at you because that's how quantum physics works. (you perceive objects or "measure" objects and they are "there" but only because you measured them at that specific moment)

For your own entertainment owner of the website also. I'm working on blender 3d character animation and just refreshed their forum page only to find this topic. These are the kind of coincidences that bug me but never understand. Hopefully you find this entertaining. "LeoMoon"

I finally went to bed. I guess I'll consider this topic over but you can still reply if you want to. Thanks everyone. Appreciate everyone not being super mean and just trying to harass me also. I'm sure I'll be back. And I appreciate Leo not banning me for this subject or how vocal I was on my own topic. Thanks I'll choose to believe that everyone is real instead of some crazy idea like this, even if it is true, so I won't become completely nihilistic. I think the fact that people respond when I am sleeping somewhat proves this, which is nice. It could be as simple as that. Ttyl everyone.

Sadly on your first point you are very very wrong. I have felt deep feelings of the consequences of people acting negatively towards me for being legitimate or working hard just because they were lazy and wanted to overshadow me with anger or shouting/etc. On your second point, you could be half right but usually I attempt to understand peoples feelings before I convince myself that that is the way they feel.