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A_v_E replied to iboughtleosbooklist's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura hahahaha , I like this, I would just have expected more density with your answer, I like it when you bite hard, that is really when you are the best, when you let your fun part out it's really legit -
A_v_E replied to iboughtleosbooklist's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura though rape don't exist, some people enjoy being "raped". the death or birth of your futur daughter has no relevance. you would dream any meaning coming out of her. I know this one will REALLY GET MISINTERPRETED HERE, but I've to think about the truth, based on what perception of reality is. why you wouldn't want to accept to be killed tomorow or just now.. why does it really matter ? for me it's just a body thing, my body react to the fear of death, and so it say , bluh :! I don't want to die !!! otherwise, who cares, there is no self here, just another delusion that is as transparent as liquid. what makes you think it's dramatic to be raped or even that someone harvest your organs.. or that we all live in the matrix right now harvested by robots. for all you know it can still be a simulation, so why would you care ( not saying it is, I've no clue, but you neither ) -
A_v_E replied to iboughtleosbooklist's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
what you guys think of this one ? -
A_v_E replied to iboughtleosbooklist's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
solipsism maybe is like water, something you can hold when solid, and that just sweep out of your hands when liquid. -
A_v_E replied to iboughtleosbooklist's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Moksha that's just your made up definition for a word who have none. if someone want to reject all societal value even after enlightment, it's still enlightment. maybe you just don't like it. insanity is following the herd and wanting to be in it. or maybe I just made that up, it makes as much sense as your own fancy history about liking jesus and being "human". ______________ if you're enlightened, it's so broken to wish to just be average and to play with a low level set tier of hobbo dichotomy. you shall create yours by watching more carefully the world, and people shall listen them when you find the superior ones. ho wait that's just what leo is doing with his own intellectual fiction he wrote on his blog all the time. nothing more than a shakespeare equation, just without the fun in, or maybe someone can get the joke, sometimes I do. when I read the word left/right I cannot do something else but try to eat my own poop because it start to makes way more sense than living in this fucking collective psychosis of words that makes not a fucking sound. if intelligence is not relative, then thinking in terms of democracy and left/right is the dumbest of the dumb, it's worst than believing than the alien built the pyramids. It has litteraly no effect on reality. Maybe to get some sheep to echo through the sound of a ring of bs at best ? how enlightment word can help if you're still embrassing being as stupid as a donkey after it. -
A_v_E replied to A_v_E's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@inFlow yeh well that's life good luck figuring things out. Everyone and everything is bullshit. That's up to you to see the right dichotomies of things. Lot of factors to take in, what seems true today maybe not tomorrow. -
A_v_E replied to Victor van Rijn's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@something_else omg I just got perfect memes for this one. then I m out -
A_v_E replied to Victor van Rijn's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
@Devin I just like memes I guess robert anton wilson was an idiot ? “In such a deception network, conspiracies proliferate. Rumor is necessary, it has been found, when people cannot find “official” news sources to be trusted to tell them what’s really going on.” have mercy ! I m more of this side : I M NOT LIBERTARIAN but I m definitely anti corruption, and all govs are corrupted right now, or way too much to my taste. the life of every politicians shall be on a twitch permanent livestream, every words, their privacy shall not exists, the rule of the gov is to serv people, but they always serv themself first. this way they would be servants of the people and not lie as much guess they won't like this idea, the reverse is better ! -
A_v_E replied to Victor van Rijn's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
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@lxlichael you don't look enlightened to me !! masters are calms, masters don't have those weirds feelings !! They usually give weird statements that are short cutted and meaningless to makes you feel more calm and rethink your way. you may need to inquiry all this rage !! you look way too alive here, calm down, take a deep breath !? Maybe check a bit of Peter Ralston, meditate, go a bit outside, touch grass
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@lxlichael that's cause leo prefer loyalty over consciousness now. Leo shall have asked on his kneel to get forestluv back, he was the ONLY insightful mod over here that could balance out a strong viewpoint on almost anything without getting overly into his own self bias. ( forestluv leaved the forum and the mods by himself ) every mod that relate to an identity is a scam, don't know why he lowered the bar so much, probably lower desire made him scheme things back from high consciousness territory.
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A_v_E replied to Rasheed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Topspin715 learn art, learn to be more beautiful THAT IS THE ONLY WAY -
A_v_E replied to spiritual memes's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
if the goal of meditation is cessation, then would be more quick to hang yourself instead of trying to imitate the dead fish in the river. guess coward prefer sit rather than stand -
A_v_E replied to Rasheed's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Oeaohoo you right, wilber "made sense" ( or curiosity maybe ) for me, up til I reached 24 years old or something, I then met more "real life". I read / audio listened while drawing 4 or 5 of his books, listened multiple interviews. right now I only trust powerful meme, humans are risible to believe in, every nodes is pathetic to hold as "solid", destroy all idols. thing is I always played with the 1% of artist in society this kind of non sense can't hold long term. very high IQ mixed with a tons of chaos, when you dwell in chaos as the norm, you understand all those simplified models only works in meme bubble that are relatively fragile and only worked in a limited sequence/frame. they were a good way to perceive life for ken, but they are irrelevant in the face of reality. that indeed doesn't intake emergence and expanding of the universe / cosmic inflation that also impact at the macrocosmic level if you observe the dynamic of reality, it oblitera mathematical laws and biology of complex system thesis model. ( I don't even have the names, because I intuited those models, and I've no pleasure in being the first in the class to call dibs on relative integer of meaning, once I know, I know, I m not really a communicator, what interest me is pure pure knowing beyond framing. ) at high level of cognition speaking become so non sense, and you understand communication is almost absolutely futile that you turn what the midwit call " a troll " just because fuck it, they are boring anyway to not get fucking shit about the relative of their sequences. if your role model is ken wilber, you really lost in mind salad forever, he is a good boat for a little ride, to just to study how hard can go a complex deluded mind, that's a bit sad, but there is worst to waste your life away. It's not all falsity, maybe the only thing he was truly right to repeat "everyone may hold a part of the truth". best advice I didn't discard from him and maybe still hold, but not even sure than this is coming from "him", probably rebranded. my french teacher native, he noted me 20/20, his note was : you had a fucking bad grammar if I noted it, you would be a 0. but you had the best narrative from a mile away over others, so fuck I had to respect. ( this is a true story, I still respect him for opening my mind on how to play the game. ) what does it means : from this day I understood one thing, if your mind feeling is aimed to like only the taste of shit over the taste of fruit, you can't do anything about it. -
A_v_E replied to LoneWonderer's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
he don't get me -
A_v_E replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ivankiss it matter if you want to make it matter. you can also makes consciousness vs unconsciousness don't matter, it's co created on the moment ! but true, qualia and phenomenology is what conscious awareness seems to be about until better understanding of one own filtering and which one is best to get what reality is about. seems filter have functionality relative to one living, so far. I can feel who is unconscious, but I shall remain silent on what this is exactly about. -
A_v_E replied to Carl-Richard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Carl-Richard it's all ok carl, god has a greater schemes for all of us, you is being stuck in making fancy topic, me it's in irritating lower tier ego with a bit of push into real love. -
A_v_E replied to Carl-Richard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Razard86 to reach true truth you must love for real REAL, omg you almost makes me cry, I know we could be in a room and maybe we would be able to listen and see into each others eyes without bypassing with non sense. I get you here, I feel your intense love for no bs, I know it's all ego, but I m like, YES yes yes yes yes reformalizing my intuition in such a beautiful way, I cannot stop taking pictures of your dance, that's such a wonderful play !!! HUGHING brother, I love you, keep shining -
A_v_E replied to Razard86's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Razard86 amen, god bless, why is there only you making sense here ? -
A_v_E replied to Carl-Richard's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
who is gonna judge and put an arbitrary reasoning behind those relative integer ? @Razard86 every time I read you it's godlike thought to me BIRD UP -
@something_else all fine, thank you, I'll work on my communication style I guess, seems there is fluctuation of states at the moment in the universe.
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@something_else maybe but this is infinite, every time I speak more than 3 words people go on me to tell me how much I m such a jerk because I m just breathing out without over thinking frames, it just words words words, I've no attachment to anything I've said, even when I say "I" I don't care, this is just words, I m not shaping game, I m not playing games, I don't want to play games. this is just fucking words that goes out out of my relative frame, ALL THE TIME PEOPLE TELL ME I M FUCKING WRONG BUT I STILL DON T KNOW WHAT S SO WRONG ABOUT ME. good fuck girls all you want guys, fuck also guys,, fuck dolls, don't fuck either & become a monk, that's all fine. I just shared the intuition that goes through me, I don't feel any attachment toward what I've said before, that's just cards on a table that I've been dealt with, I assume that's same for you. I've an ideology yes maybe, I want fucking people to live in peace with something that work for the greatest numbers, I want to do science not dogma, whatever will work for highest numbers I'll kiss it for the highest good, mariage or non mariage, promiscuous or not, I just said it didn't worked much for the people around me and myself, good if that work for you, I m listening. ha ivan I love you so much, you're a kind heart, I feel so blessed that you still have a thought for me stay metal & DnB babe. I made this indian girl with AI, she will pray for regeneration of earth and for us to be able to talk of ideas of others with more grounding in not knowing. hope she will give us the energy to keep healing together
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Damn thank you guys, now I just want to kill myself and comit real practical suicide again. EVERY FUCKING TIME I SAY PEOPLE I HAVE NO EGO THEY START TO GO ON ME. it's like WTFFFFFFF I M DEAD WHAT DO YOU NEED AS A PROOF THAT I SHAVE MY HEAD ????????? do I need to kill myself in physical reality for you to get how much I don't have a single fuck for my "self" ?????????????????????????????????
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@something_else ego is when you triggered by thought, it has nothing to do with a way to write about things, I really don't get all the fuss. in fact what I mean by having no ego is when you feel nothing about people thought, it's intersubjective and no one can tell who has an ego or not, because the body keep receiving signals and move. at the end of the day, to be right or wrong is useless, because ideas themself have no ground in reality, they are passing wind, all complete farts. maybe it's cause I only hanged with druggies and artists and those people are a certain kind of wild and maybe it's biased, but I never claimed absolute truth. you can tell me I m full of shit, and I m open to listen your experience. Also I said girls, but I could have added males too, I just forgot about it, can't write a all books at every answer. I m telling you how it is for me without a filter, it's named sincerity & honesty, values people shall reward way more than fake civilism and dogmatism ( dogmatism is when you believe a part of reality is "real", the contrary of religion is to not believe in anything ) I like this style of putting cards on table, then talking about cards, everyone shall be able to tell how he thinks things are, there is no name calling, there is only a debate of ideas & memes. If someone claim dolphins are pink... do you feel triggered ? NO because you know it's non sense. so only truth can cut, a lie just makes you look like a fool, so again, if I m a fool believing in pink dolphin, where is the problem here ? if a memes don't please you, ask question rather than assuming people are dumbass to have lived in another frame. that is ego indeed to invalidate people claim without having any backup claim. thank you for sharing, good for you you didn't get any, it's interesting, and I've no rejection of your reality and experience, I m just telling about mine and how it seems to me, but I thought all this was evident around here. funny I assume people think I m also pro mariage, no I m pro having a good health and making the system work for everyone, if there was no STDs I would encourage everyone to fuck around, but as it isn't the case and that herpes and others things go rampant, I m advocating for something different right now, if tomorrow we can eradicate STDs, then I'll be pro fucking around. partisanism to a cluster of feeling good ideas seems so relative. . . such a strange way to live, only good fitness matter to me, also reprogramming predatorial design. I m not biter, you could have no ego and keep slashing dork if that's how one relate to meditation, meditation can be anything really, not all non duality have the same flavor.
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@Leo Gura yes sorry in France this is non sense, I just have 3 of my best friends who got STDs from hanging around. ( I know them since 10 years we are all very intimate ) But let's assume I m living the lie, because I m fairplay and non egotistical when it's about being rational. so let's say that I've dreamed up me taking pills for curating shrooms on my dick after only having sex with 2 girls and I got it after less than 10 meetup. ( this is why with my ex we got into scanning very quickly and I try to stay in same relationship. ) and that after 10 years being around super promiscuous artists minded people I've no understanding of what this bring. let's assume my science is full of shit and that you're indeed knowing better ( or maybe more lucky ?? ) Maybe american girls does more plastic, but here in France most people don't do it. So yes I m non sense and full of shit, that's not new to me. but my experience having my 3 best friends being very social & promiscuous people all of them got multiples STDs. One of my best friend had around 9 girls in his life, & he had to go into surgery for a weird shit that happened to be on his dick. on a side note : ha yes you can use plastic, but I find sex with plastic so bad that it's clearly better to masturbate then, I m all for having a lot of sex with a lot of people, but not in a society which don't work out his STDs scan problem. I don't understand this partisanism for one way to live or another, can't we just do science properly without injecting ego fear at every encountering with a foreign data analysis ? maybe my words were lazy, but why assume I m partisan, breathing & just using langage, the most limited medium to be accurate about reality. real sex is dangerous, but you'll know when you get a lot of it, of course nothing wrong with living dangerously or even dying anyway there is no ego to talk with, I m dead since a long time, I m only living through the tought of god passing through me. god is conservatives for some thing, chaos can only bring us that far. nothing wrong with fucking dolls, let it go
