How often do you use psychedelics? How much toll on your body do you feel these back to back meo trips take, or do you feel it's no problem for the body to withstand taking meo many days in a row?
Do you feel the psychedelic insights wear off the longer you stay away from them? Or do you feel that you gain permanent insights?
Do you sometimes watch your older videos for fun?
Do you take a break anytime from your work and life purpose, and do something else like watching a movie?
How does your family feel about your work, do they understand or are they afraid you're losing your mind? What did you tell your mother next time you met her after you told her goodbye because you were thinking about merging and becoming one with god forever on meo? (I'm guessing she had questions about what you meant with saying goodbye)