Thorsten Fuzzi

I'm grateful to be here. I'm Bavarian, living in Austria, but even I, just from using a lot of English-speaking internet, can feel the pull on my psyche. Admittedly, sometimes I can hear the regression into lower degrees of Consciousness like sirens singing. Something in me still resonates with the narcissism, the macho stuff, and the sheer energy behind it. My grandpa was a literal Nazi, and so we're all my great-grandparents. There is only my dad in between us. Genetically, we're about the same person. I'm fooling myself if I think that I could not become like grandpa. As Consciousness, I am untouchable, but as a person, so very corruptible, and it scares me. I'm grateful to be here. I'm grateful for a voice of reason. I'm grateful for the reassurance. I don't wanna give up my heart and intelligence, even if it means standing alone, even if the whole West eventually gaslights itself. I love life far too much. Dignity is an intrinsic face of God. Flirting with Fascism in any way, no matter the economic precarity, is below the dignity of this life, is denying God.

I totally agree. I've experienced both, committed monogamy and committed polyamory, both consciously, at other times very ego-driven. The lesson I got after all of this: some people are genuinely and inherently built for either one, a very small percentage is compatible with both, in the same way, some people inherently like men, others women, and some all of them. The curious thing I noticed, as far as I can judge, just like sexual gender preferences, this inclination doesn't really change over time. This notion that it depends on the stage of life you find yourself in, or even moral development, is just cultural legacy conditioning and not at all congruent with my observation. Get to know yourself sexually and romantically, and then just be sincere with it! There are conscious and unconscious, ethical and unethical ways to express every model of relationship. My best wishes!

That's the point I made, my friend. Still, there is the appearance. My original question referred to exactly that relation. Further, I'd encourage you not to argue using mental nondual talking points. This is not about philosophy. Be sincere with direct experience. It's all we have.

I don't. I quoted the expression he used in the video.

But that's not new, isn't it? If we are one entity, who or what else could ever be conscious? Having clarified that, I assume YOU leave room for the possibility of YOU having realized yourself to the same degree through other human (or nonhuman) incarnations, right? Of course, I won't ever believe or follow you blindly, but I'm open to the possibility that you're the most conscious personification of YOU around. Why not? Reality is weird enough for that to be true... haha Still, all I have is my intuition and a longing for God that overpowers any other desire. I just can't not know. It's not a life worth living, if I don't. Let's see where this journey takes us! Thank you for everything!

Hello Leo! I've just watched the video you posted on your blog about the video takedown and your new awakening. I'm not to trying to get into an argument here, just striving for clarification. Are you claiming to be the most conscious entity in the sense that you're fully God, or in the sense that you are the most awake human incarnation of God, as if other “individual” (ancient Yogis, Shamans, whatever) have never reached such levels? Or is this distinction meaningless too? I'd appreciate a clear statement on that a lot. Love ya!

How do you think you are able to tell the depth of his awakening? Drawing conclusions from what he states publicly? Giving him the benefit of the doubt, making blunt metaphysical claims about Enlightenment were probably counterproductive to meet people at the level they're at. Please correct me, if I'm misunderstanding your critique of his. It's been a while since I've heard you say that.

I see. But aren't you making yourself dependent on mental activity to maintain this frequency then?

Thank you. I appreciate the honesty. I'll give my life to that.

@GoobyBooby I don't think that's great advice. The ego can get identified with struggle in order to survive disguised as forceful "growth".

@Terell Kirby LOL actually it's the other way round... I've had a determined spiritual practice for years and only took up weight lifting recently.

I certainly don't have a final opinion on it. That's why I'm here. But I can tell you from experience that strength training can be an intense way of making the mind single-focused by "zooming" into the experience or out of it with your ENTIRE being without loosing contact to the body.

@JosephKnecht Thank you! That's what I was looking for. Could you describe the meditative process in more detail perhaps?

@Leo Gura I see your point. Well, I'm not trying to "get spiritual" through this process. That would be an escape from being the consciousness I already am. Rather, I'm trying to live as It while being a person and therfore using physicality as an anchor point in the human experience. I hope this makes sense… Thanks for your response

Leo, how do I switch into permanently enlightened brain chemistry?