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I take magnesium NAC and creatine , to me that's the holy trinity.

I think brain.fm is probably more nootropic , the focus signals are more for inducing altered states . @Michal__ really? I want to find out how to have an obe on demand. They're just something that happens to me , it's never worked when I try to do it. also the gateway process itself is one thing, but I was technically just referring to the bare signals on the app . I'm gonna listen to them while doing kriya yoga . And when the electric stimulation device shows up I'll use that while doing kriya . edit: I just saw your reply in the other thread.

Have you tried the Monroe institute's Expand app? Ive been considering getting back into it. I want to find out what would happen if I listen to the signals for an ungodly amount of time , not all at once of course.

Im just going to keep pursing awakening and if/when I permanently stop smoking will be effortless because there won't be a self to be addicted. The more I deepen my awakening the less it effects me.

Me too those 12 step meetings are a cesspool of delusion . If you want to stop a bad habit you give everything to God until the self goes and there is no possibility of addiction.

Maybe if you listen to binaural beats constantly you will start to lucid dream, has anyone tried this?

I like to think my YouTube comments over the years have contributed to Alex's awakening.

I suspect too much AI time is poison for the mind, but so is all of society pretty much so I wouldn't worry more than is reasonable.

ChatGPT seemed like it was somehow more addicting than Grok which is super bizarre but I've just observed that since switching I use less AI.

I have no idea , sometimes I've wondered if I have a mental disorder that hasn't even been invented yet.

Even better

@LifeEnjoyer interesting. Did you carry any powers out of your trip? If I could have one siddhi it would probably be breatharianism. Reason being I could opt out of capitalism completely. Remote viewing or clairvoyance would also be cool, maybe even better if it was good for making money , altho some have said it doesn't work for that.

I thought it was just about realizing the ego is an appearance within consciousness, not the owner of consciousness.

@LambdaDelta I might've made myself sound dumber than I really am aha. If I was planning to do it I would've done the necessary research . Altho I do fully acknowledge the profound stupidity that was taking my meds with Molly. I was incredibly reckless at that time in my life. Hey, I already have DMT, maybe I'll integrate the multiplicity soon. Good idea , maybe I'm just scared of the mindfuck

@LambdaDelta I'm not against going to alien dimensions of consciousness , but I think I'd like to deepen my nondual awakening first . Thanks , I would have assumed it could be vaped / similar to ketamine / could be weighed accurately on a scale otherwise .

My roomate is ordering this https://www.haloneuroscience.com/shop?gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=23177494019&gclid=CjwKCAiAssfLBhBDEiwAcLpwfrj9G_tdUMGWArqvZiux5nOYytjCyjhgkpGIkaAPrDbiOjychofrKRoCBAcQAvD_BwE It's noninvasive , electric stimulation device that sends a current through the brain. Im gonna make a post about it once it arrives and I've tried it, if it works I'll let ya'll know.

Yes, but I think with tea there's a higher peak concentration in the brain since it's already there . Thankfully that was far in my past , about two years ago.

Yes steeping converts psilocybin to psilocin, the active molecule . A tea with lemon juice is perfect you get heat and acidity to convert to psilocin.

Granted I haven't done the infamously terrifying salvia or dpt , but despite being arguably the most vanilla mushrooms are actually the scariest psychedelic I've done . If I eat them it's usually fine but if I make tea it gets absolutely crazy and often terrifying lol.

@LambdaDelta Sounds like I would be fine then if I ever wanted to try the 3 ho pcp. I just won't smoke it. I am curious what about it is superior to ketamine? Is it more psychedelic, longer lasting? Ketamine and 5 meo are my current favorite psychedelics, I feel like they give me a similar insight beyond the finite self, less of a "trip" than other substances I've done, more of just a direct knowing that I am not the body / mind.

For me it is! I'd be thrilled if I could get my hands on some pure synthetic mescaline . Ik I could just buy a legal cactus but I'm not interested in killing it, or getting sick, lol.

Okay that's really intriguing. I've had some for over a year but also haven't found the right time . I actually don't think I've ever had a proper roll because I was always on ssris whenever I tried to take it in the past (I know that's incredibly risky, but that was what happened). Do you think it's really good for healing / self esteem? Could it help with just not feeling very comfortable in your own skin?

@LambdaDelta haha that's a great story. yeah classics are classic for a reason Interesting how you said 3 meo pcp is one of your favorites. I've never been exposed to any dissociatives besides ketamine. I'm a little afraid to try anything pcp related because of a lot of bad press, people going crazy and eating faces and shit lol. @Davino interesting! My cursory research on 2 FMA suggests it's not recreational , but maybe mixed with the other two it adds something! @Nemra I remember being confused when Leo said 5 meo malt was the other God molecule bc I thought he said DPT was the other God molecule lol.

Yeah there's lots What was that one like ? Did you see any bugs / insects? Also curious about : Dissos MXE , DCK, 2 FDCK Empathogen 5 MAPB

Is it good to be takin that much? Would it not be better to find just a handful of the most effective ones and only do those? Or cycle them with others?