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I'm getting disenchanted with my city of 50k , but I'm locked in for one more year to finish this degree. What are your big city success stories? Did you start game in your small/medium town/city? Did you notice a dramatic improvement when you moved or visited a big city? I'm thinking Austin would be a good place for me to move, it has the tech industry I'm looking for and seems like there's a bit of the southern hospitality I'm used to. Any Austiners here killing it?

Idk how to stop being pussy. My last two pulls came to me . Wish I went to them but I wouldn't have done shit if they didn't make the first move.

Whoa can you share your stories

Infinite timescales and having every possible experience over the course of eternity.

Infinite timescales and having every possible experience over the course of eternity. edit this was meant for a different thread

Its irrelevant, size of dose generally does not affect trip length (unless you're taking an absolutely obscene dose like 20 grams). The majority of people will trip on mushrooms for about 6 hours regardless of dose. Im pretty sure you're just sensitive, other psychedelics are quite different but they all act on serotonin receptors. even if you weren't that sensitive, the point stands. Start with a microdose , then a threshold dose, then a high threshold dose, etc. psychonaut wiki and an accurate milligram scale is your friend find some objects that you know are a certain weight in milligrams and weigh them to make sure your scale is accurate

24 hours clean today I smoked some cbd bud and it gave me a nice mellow effect without getting me high. I need to clarify why I want to quit 1) paranoia 2) delusions 3) social retardation 4) hangover it's relatively easy for me to stay sober when I'm by myself. But it's much harder to resist when I'm out with friends and approaching women. But it makes me worse at game so I'll use my desire to improve to help me quit . I miss my ex a bit. Game has certainly helped it not be so bad, but regardless, I wrote this in my journal earlier : I hope she feels just like me Not super sad but just a nagging sense of what if A feeling of disappointment, of wishing she'd met me there instead of here Of wishing we'd had more time Of wishing I'd shown her lord of the rings Hoping I visit Hoping when I visit it's just like old times Happy for her new life , and sad I'm not part of it

Oh that makes a lot of sense! Lol. I can't believe I didn't pick up on that.

Leo says that our view is the best and purest. I'm not sure whether he means that everyone's view is the best and purest, or specifically our view is the best because we follow his content. My view is not pure, it's tainted. I'm not happy, I'm battling between pickup and sobriety. It's so damned hard for me to not drink and smoke weed when I go out to game women. If I can't do game I'll be miserable, but if I constantly use substances I'll also be miserable.

I'm comically bad at being happy .

Bisexual women amazing wings, so much attention if I don't post a day counter you can assume I'm high or only a few hours sober There's definitely a tension between sobriety and pickup. For me pickup always leads to alcohol which leads to weed. That's just how I operate. a strong bisexual woman will do all the work for you . A woman who understands women is powerful.

LOL, if I always followed my intuition I would never date. Relationships scare me. Unless that isn't intuition.

Sounds like you're incredibly sensitive to psychedelics. 20 hours is definitely not common, I'd start by going to psychonaut wiki and with your level of sensitivity start with what they label a microdose.

12 hours thc free Yeah I smoked a lot of grass last night. I was drunk. I'm pretty good about not smoking normally but when I drink I can't seem to help myself. My buddy said I was the most dominant guy in the bar, which is funny, weed makes me close to nonverbal. I don't feel like the most dominant guy in the bar, but maybe being a nice person is more Chad than being a loud extrovert. i don't even want to do pickup, sex is like not that important to me. I just want validation and attention . And love.

I had sex with female Venom.

Nope. Not going down that road again.

3 days thc free, 6 if im not including smoking while already intoxicated on alcohol Deleting this post because it was over the top negativity .

I think Daniel Ingram would suit him. He briefly mentions magick but for the most part it's straightforward meditation instruction. You could just say the magick stuff is an experience you can have but not necessarily true or "real" in a scientific sense. Also Brad Warner's books on Zen. Especially his summary of Dogen, How to Not be a Jerk If your brother is interested in doing a practice I would prioritize Ingram. If not, Warner.

Have you realized immortality? If you have how do you reconcile that with no soul?

The fine-tuning argument is one of the best ways of proving the existence of God (although it's certainly less than 1% as powerful as awakening). If any of the known physical constants , say the gravitational constant, was different by a fraction of a fraction of a percent, the universe would simply collapse into an entropic soup. When I learned about this argument I immediately became intrigued and started watching videos about it. But the results have been frustrating because all the videos I've found are either : Christian apologists arguing for it or atheists arguing against it I even specifically looked up "fine-tuning from a nondual perspective" and found absolutely nothing online. The only person I've heard talk about it from an awakened perspective is Leo, in his video about the exquisite balance of life. This to me is proof that no spiritual teacher is AWAKE. None of them understand that God literally imagined the universe perfectly to support life.

There's something valuable in worship. Even in a nondual framework. You can have nondual worship when you recognize that you're not fully conscious of yourself. On Easter I went to church and it was a profoundly healing experience. I wish I could have resonated with the doctrine, because the content was good. Maybe I'll start something to fill that gap.

Sounds like your teacher is a genetic anomaly. Us normies need psychedelics, lol. But I do think psychedelic addiction is real. My pickup wing used to do acid multiple times a week for like 4-5 months.

I know Leo loves crocodiles, but im a diehard orca fanboy

Notice how Father Moses and Future both construct a reality , the only way out of addiction is by deconstructing it. its time for monk mode