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I'm in awe of reality . McKenna’s quote (corrected and formatted): “…So between now and 2012, over the next 14 years, I look for the invention of artificial life, the cloning of human beings, possible contact with extraterrestrials, possible human immortality—and at the same time, appalling acts of brutality, genocide, race-baiting, homophobia, famines, starvation. Because these systems which are in place to keep the world sane are utterly inadequate to the forces that have been unleashed. … The mushroom said to me once, it said: ‘This is what it’s like when a species prepares to depart for the stars.’ You don’t depart for the stars under calm and orderly conditions. It’s a fire in a madhouse—and that’s what we have: the fire in the madhouse at the end of time. This is what it’s like when a species prepares to move on to the next dimension.”

The woman who loved me passionately and I left in fear didn't cheat on her boyfriend to get back together with me when I tried.

Spend a year pursuing a deeply embodied awakening with psychedelics and hardcore spiritual practice then go to a yoga class, or even better, ecstatic dance if it's available .

I take magnesium NAC and creatine , to me that's the holy trinity.

I think brain.fm is probably more nootropic , the focus signals are more for inducing altered states . @Michal__ really? I want to find out how to have an obe on demand. They're just something that happens to me , it's never worked when I try to do it. also the gateway process itself is one thing, but I was technically just referring to the bare signals on the app . I'm gonna listen to them while doing kriya yoga . And when the electric stimulation device shows up I'll use that while doing kriya . edit: I just saw your reply in the other thread.

Have you tried the Monroe institute's Expand app? Ive been considering getting back into it. I want to find out what would happen if I listen to the signals for an ungodly amount of time , not all at once of course.

Im just going to keep pursing awakening and if/when I permanently stop smoking will be effortless because there won't be a self to be addicted. The more I deepen my awakening the less it effects me.

Me too those 12 step meetings are a cesspool of delusion . If you want to stop a bad habit you give everything to God until the self goes and there is no possibility of addiction.

Maybe if you listen to binaural beats constantly you will start to lucid dream, has anyone tried this?

I like to think my YouTube comments over the years have contributed to Alex's awakening.

I suspect too much AI time is poison for the mind, but so is all of society pretty much so I wouldn't worry more than is reasonable.

ChatGPT seemed like it was somehow more addicting than Grok which is super bizarre but I've just observed that since switching I use less AI.

I have no idea , sometimes I've wondered if I have a mental disorder that hasn't even been invented yet.

Even better

@LifeEnjoyer interesting. Did you carry any powers out of your trip? If I could have one siddhi it would probably be breatharianism. Reason being I could opt out of capitalism completely. Remote viewing or clairvoyance would also be cool, maybe even better if it was good for making money , altho some have said it doesn't work for that.

I thought it was just about realizing the ego is an appearance within consciousness, not the owner of consciousness.

@LambdaDelta I might've made myself sound dumber than I really am aha. If I was planning to do it I would've done the necessary research . Altho I do fully acknowledge the profound stupidity that was taking my meds with Molly. I was incredibly reckless at that time in my life. Hey, I already have DMT, maybe I'll integrate the multiplicity soon. Good idea , maybe I'm just scared of the mindfuck

@LambdaDelta I'm not against going to alien dimensions of consciousness , but I think I'd like to deepen my nondual awakening first . Thanks , I would have assumed it could be vaped / similar to ketamine / could be weighed accurately on a scale otherwise .

My roomate is ordering this https://www.haloneuroscience.com/shop?gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=23177494019&gclid=CjwKCAiAssfLBhBDEiwAcLpwfrj9G_tdUMGWArqvZiux5nOYytjCyjhgkpGIkaAPrDbiOjychofrKRoCBAcQAvD_BwE It's noninvasive , electric stimulation device that sends a current through the brain. Im gonna make a post about it once it arrives and I've tried it, if it works I'll let ya'll know.

Yes, but I think with tea there's a higher peak concentration in the brain since it's already there . Thankfully that was far in my past , about two years ago.

Yes steeping converts psilocybin to psilocin, the active molecule . A tea with lemon juice is perfect you get heat and acidity to convert to psilocin.

Granted I haven't done the infamously terrifying salvia or dpt , but despite being arguably the most vanilla mushrooms are actually the scariest psychedelic I've done . If I eat them it's usually fine but if I make tea it gets absolutely crazy and often terrifying lol.

@LambdaDelta Sounds like I would be fine then if I ever wanted to try the 3 ho pcp. I just won't smoke it. I am curious what about it is superior to ketamine? Is it more psychedelic, longer lasting? Ketamine and 5 meo are my current favorite psychedelics, I feel like they give me a similar insight beyond the finite self, less of a "trip" than other substances I've done, more of just a direct knowing that I am not the body / mind.

For me it is! I'd be thrilled if I could get my hands on some pure synthetic mescaline . Ik I could just buy a legal cactus but I'm not interested in killing it, or getting sick, lol.

Okay that's really intriguing. I've had some for over a year but also haven't found the right time . I actually don't think I've ever had a proper roll because I was always on ssris whenever I tried to take it in the past (I know that's incredibly risky, but that was what happened). Do you think it's really good for healing / self esteem? Could it help with just not feeling very comfortable in your own skin?