Oppositionless

I'm done with positivity. I'm focusing on negativity in the hope of willing my body to die. I can't cold approach , no matter how much I go out, so there's no point in being here.

I think so. Maybe one day I'll have a crazy solipsism awakening , but for now, I think of us all as monads. Eternal streams of consciousness that co-ordinate to manifest reality.

Fuck living. I'm a disgusting incel .

Food, sex and shelter that's about it

I like the book Many Lives, Many Masters

Life feels like a video game where you already know you're going to lose , so you want to respawn rather than waste time dragging out your current life I didn't even know the race started, and now it's too late , my time is too slow.

Lay off the cigarettes bro

I'm biased towards distance running and wrestling Cole Hocker's upset over Kerr and Ingebrigstein in the 1500 Sifan Hassan's gold in the marathon, plus bronze in the 10k and 5k RIP Kelvin Kiptum (men's marathon world record holder) Japan's dominance in freestyle wrestling

The Kenyan tribe that has more gold medals at the Olympics than most countries The Kenyan tribe known for producing an extraordinary number of Olympic gold medalists is the **Kalenjin**. The Kalenjin have dominated distance running at the Olympics for decades, earning more gold medals than many entire countries. This success has made them one of the most successful athletic groups in the world. Kalenjin runners are particularly renowned for their prowess in middle and long-distance events, such as the 800 meters, 1,500 meters, and marathon. Their success is often attributed to a combination of genetic factors, high-altitude training (since they live in the highlands of Kenya), and a culture that values running as a rite of passage. Notable Kalenjin athletes include: - **Kipchoge Keino** - One of the first Kalenjin runners to gain international fame, winning gold in the 1,500 meters at the 1968 Mexico City Olympics. - **David Rudisha** - World record holder and Olympic champion in the 800 meters. - **Eliud Kipchoge** - Olympic marathon champion and the first person to run a marathon in under two hours (though not in an official race). The Kalenjin's success is so profound that if they were an independent nation, they would rank highly on the all-time Olympic medal table, surpassing the totals of many countries [oai_citation:1,Olympic wrestling at Paris 2024: Biggest stories, replays, medal results, top athletes | NBC Olympics](https://www.nbcolympics.com/news/olympic-wrestling-paris-2024-japan-dominates-us-women-shine).

Leslie Kean, she writes about aliens and afterlife studies Formscspes, a YouTuber who makes videos about modern animism Vivec, just started his podcast dissecting reality David Grusch Bernardo Kastrup Ken Wilber

Maybe there's just an unbroken stream of consciousness . One moment awake before anasthesia, the next awake after anasthesia. If solipsism is true then you can throw out the notion of time passing between those two events.

Life lessons from my wrestling coach "Your mind always lies" "Stop feeling sorry for yourself" "The only thing harder than wrestling is life itself" Nowadays it's easy for me to wish I did musical theatre or band in high school because it would help me with my goal of being a famous musician. But if I'm honest, those activities wouldn't have given me the fortitude to survive the severe mental illness I've experienced . Had it not been for wrestling and distance running, I don't know if I'd still be here.

Have you tried doing service work? I imagine working in an animal shelter, or serving food to crackheads would help you with your self pity

To smoke weed and become famous , eat cake, raise a family , experience heartbreak, master a skill etc.

Yes , they take about 30 minutes to kick in, it would be pointless to take it for a 5 meo or nn dmt trip also, you should definitely not take a sertonergic antipsychotic (I'm not sure about benzos) if you take an maoi (ayahusca) as that can be fatal

You're right even though I'm not familiar with what's going on the in the UK, I'll say that from the American side, Kamala needs to hammer on the point over and over again that she is a patriot, that she respects democracy , and that she aims to serve America . Liberals get way too obsessed with transgender people. Most Americans don't agree that a child should be able to get sex changing surgery.

How do you support yourself? what if instead of spending 6 hours a day doing spiritual practice you spent an hour and filled the rest of your time with making money and socializing?

Wait till he visits alien hell

It's hard to explain Logically it doesn't make sense but it really transcends logic , you can have a psychedelic experience or a near death experience and you just know. It's like knowing the sky is blue, you can't explain it or prove it, you just know, it's a deeper level of knowing than proof.

Second this. Trazadone or seroquel have saved me from a bad trip in the past if I do lsd it's a must , just for the sake of getting sleep

Lol, now I'm imagining ralston having an existential crisis at an ayahuasca ceremony.

Do you have a teacher ?

I wanna get high I don't wanna get high I wanna get high I don't wanna get high I wanna get high I don't wanna get high I wanna get high I don't want to have another anxiety attack if I get high im gonna have an anxiety attack

The hardest part of being a democrat must be convincing people who don't pay attention to the issues (because the ones who do, well, it's usually a given) to vote. trump makes it easy

I had no idea anyone read this. I'm honored, thank you.