Oppositionless

It's certainly a lot better than drinking smoking weed and doing drugs.

Excellent , this reminds me of how I want a science gf. I actually want my partner to be like 50% as interested in spirituality as me.

Love is God, of course it's going to destroy the ego. The one time I truly loved a woman I ran away and destroyed my life for two years .

Big furry friend, somehow an apex predator but also one of the cutest animals , right behind seals , lol. What would be the difference between logic being discovered or being perfectly constructed? When I awakened to timelessness I became conscious that the absolute is both absolute stillness but also contains every possible form , which would mean that form and formlessness are equally absolute . Logic / math how these eternal forms relate to one another .

On a scale of 1 to 10 how scary is salvia? For me , 5 meo is a 3, NN dmt is a 7, mushrooms are a 9.

I'm not anti siddhi but I'm anti comparing yourself to genetic freaks who do superhuman things. It is possible to be fully awakened and not have any special powers , in fact this is very likely the norm.

Do you think people like Martin Ball who claim permanent awakening from 5 meo are tricking themselves? Or do you just think for your own genetics 5 meo is only temporary?

I'm not highly experienced in either 5 meo or kriya yoga but I would suspect they both lead to permanent shifts, but different. 5 meo might lead to permanent nondual realization but without touching the vasanas / egoic tendencies . Also how powerful a technique is is directly proportional to how dangerous it is. Kriya yoga is more powerful and more dangerous than mediation , 5 meo dmt is the most powerful and therefore the most dangeorus. It might be hazardous to take enough 5 meo to cause permanent awakening, depending on the person

What are the most powerful Kriyas? Sadhguru, Stevens or Gamana?

Do you disagree with the law of identity, that things are as they are? Do you deny God = God, bear = bear? This is what I mean by mathematics.

Logic and by extension math are absolute .

It feels like I am alone in the infinite stillness consciousness and reality. The past present and future already exist , consciousness is seeing a limited version of the Absolute. The Absolute is consciousness and contains every possibility within it. There is only now , consciousness and the absolute.

Death is limitlessness , no one knows what that means .

I was walking around under a table at a bar my parents brought me to at rheee, before that two year old me was in an uncles office

I had to accept that I am evil, pure evil .