Oppositionless

Different levels of understanding Consciousness. It's one thing to understand everything is consciousness, and another to see everything has consciousness. This is essentially what panpsychism and Rupert Sheldrake's morphic resonance point out.

They're not shallow at all. To be honest I'm not sure. Jan could awaken people's Shakti by being in the same room. And even over video sometimes it happens. He's not with us on earth anymore but I still feel his presence over recordings. I doubt anyone who freshly awakened their kundalini such as myself would have this effect on people.

5 meo dmt . Maybe a small role for kriya yoga but I think the former was 90% of it. Hell yeah . I do feel like I'm being restructured... it hasn't been easy but old patterns are slowly but surely falling away :). @caspex Im a little confused by your question. Which guru are you referring to? Neither Jan nor Amara is my guru.

It's unmistakable. Like having an orgasm in your spine, and at the peak, ejaculating through the top of your head. But maybe it's not always that dramatic.

I started tripping at 20 but I was irresponsible as hell. It depends on how responsible you are . I would do dumb shit that could have got me killed or arrested. Then I didn't trip at all from like 23 to 26 and when I got back into it , it was first off way deeper, and second I wasn't an idiot.

Awakening occurs, ego dies, then ego comes back and claims it. No judgement; that's just how it goes unless you've reached a permanent no self state.

@cistanche_enjoyer I don't remember the video , but Leo made an offhand comment once "I don't care about pleasure." Seems like the type of person who wouldn't get addicted to stuff😆. Unironically that comment changed my whole perspective, in some ways even more than the God stuff, bc I simply had no idea it was possible for a human to live that way.

@Carl-Richard funny you think Rick is self realized. Not that I doubt it ,it just didn't occur to me, that was only my first batgp interview I've seen. Rick seemed a little manic in the interview, like you could tell Jan's Shakti was affecting him deeply.

Yeah I'm not sure either. Weed certainly produced insights but nothing like tryptamines . All my thc insights were muddied compared to the crystal clear tryptamine insights.

I think the miracles are overblown . I awakned kundalini and none of this happened, Jan Esmann awakened kundalini more so than me and this stuff didn't happen (at least, I haven't heard him talk about it). Yes he developed the ability to awaken others Shakti but he didn't walk on water. That being said, Amara Strand DID develop some siddhis when she awakened kundalini. But not the extreme ones here.

An interview on this topic just dropped. Kehlan is the type of tier two thinker I most want to see have an awakening

I identify as an entp but the girl I've been seeing swears I'm an intj .

@Lazarus93 interesting. So you've only taken dxm and mushrooms / shrumfuzed gummies? Any particular reason why? I enjoy dissos as well but honestly, I think psychedelics (esp tryptamines and lsd) are much more profound.

interesting. Any idea what's in them? Sounds like it could be 4 HO Met, @Nemra described something similar with that molecule.

It had to do with going beyond thinking about spiritual topics and experiencing pure being.