SamC

Low self esteem and a sense of being flawed. If you are insecure about your looks, you're insecure about other things aswell.

For sure man and I get that, but that's not the point. The point is that denouncing it tells you that you're denouncing a part of yourself and reality. Ask yourself. Why am I I triggerd by feminist extremists and not right wing incel extremists? The reason why we get triggered is because there is a wound there. The extremist feminists represent exactly what you feel but reversed. For you it's something like: " They say they are a victim, that I, as a man am the one who oppresses them but that's bullshit because I don't oppress them, I desperately want them. They are the one oppressing me, they are the one's not accepting my right to be. In other words - for you it feels like they A don't accept you and B gaslight that it is your fault, which comically enough is what you do to yourself all the time. You constantly tell yourself that you're not enough - that you're a victim becuase you yourself is defective BUT you experience that they are doing the same thing that you're scared of being... judging you as not enough. But guess what... they are only gaslighting themselves, just like you. The feminists and your own gaslighting is projected outwards because you or they can't handle that you yourself feel like you're oppressed so you switch focus and say that someone else is doing it which creates this endless cycle. What you see them doing to you, is the same thing you do to yourself. It's the same trauma meeting eachoter... Which means that in order to heal your trauma and relationship to yourself... you have to do it to them too ( which of course is counterintuitive) I say it again - you don't accept a part of yourself and at the same time gaslight that it is your own fault and that's the reason why you're triggered. Of course I am triggered by it but that only tells me that I have more work to do with accepting and loving them and myself ( that I don't fully understand and accept that part of reality) I want to punch my head against the computer everytime but that doesn't change SHIT. The point is to learn how to integrate the things that you get triggered by, because everything you denounce - is something you don't understand and love within yourself. I really feel you bro. We are in the same boat, but realize that them being wrong and stupied is not what triggeres you. You get triggered because there is a wound. Investigate and heal that wound, or suffer the consequences! @StarStruck

She sounds manipulative. Get the fuck out of there

@StarStruck Bro it Doesn't matter, If you get triggered by the dark side of anything, you're trapped to see the good side of it. The one who resents something will never, ever... EVER be able to understand that perspective, so investigate it. The thing that triggeres you informs you about something which you hate within yourself. You hate the feminism ( the anima/ your feminie side) and try to repress it because you feel like you can't have that side if you wanna get a girlfriend. The dark side of feminism is the outward version of your own self feminie side hatred. Escape that first, because right now you can't see it for what it is becuase of this ego repression game.

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@Meditationdude Investigate why you get triggered by people mass commenting!

Any ideas or thoughts ? @Leo Gura

Thank you Nahm!@Nahm ? I do have contempt, against myself, for being perfectionistic, yet I judge people who do simple mistakes themselves so I still value and and dispise it. What does this say you?

@Nahm

It looks dangerous

@ForestluvIs perfectionism a sign of a blue shadow?

Green

@soos_mite_ah I have observed the exact opposite... that people are drawn to and like positive people. What I have experienced however is that some "positive people" in my life have complained that everyone else is so negative and that people look down on them for being positive and take the person for granted. It´s fascinating how different experiences one can have.

you can also highlight the words you don´t know while reading and look them up later

Yeah, I believe so too. I find it hard to pinpoint though because I don´t get triggered that much by the blue shadow stuff so it is hard to locate... or who knows maybe I get very triggered but I am just not aware of it yet. Anyhow, interesting to say the least@eliasvelez * edit - Fuck I think I could have a blue shadow but I don't know how or if yet. Lmao Is having contempt of people who are overly concientious ( those who are overly serious with taking notes and shit) a sign of a blue shadow? I think so, huh? Hmm, maybe Hmm, but what about having a shadow to the step after? If you´re blue, must you not per definition have a shadow in green/ orange because you haven´t expanded your sense of identity to the point where you can move up to the next color? ( or is that another phenomenon) So what´s up with Jordan Petersen for example who resents green and might be labeled as having a green shadow? is he simply not green yet or does he have a green shadow? -------------------------------------------------------------------- Interesting thoughts! Thanks for sharing

@Preety_India Have you experienced people with a blue shadow in your life before?

I think you have a green/orange shadow as opposed to a blue shadow, but thanks for sharing!

@eliasvelez Interesting, thank you. Which group of people ( on the spiral or egodevelopment level) do you think have the biggest stage blue shadow ? ( or what person) Also what is the difference of being blue and having a blue shadow? Is being blue ( on some level ) a sign that you have a shadow of something else? If that's the case what's that shadow? Many questions here lmao. If you have any thoughts on some or all of them I would love to hear them.

isn´t that still blue but less toxic blue?@Megan Alecia

Search for SAT comprehensive memrise. That's what I would do if I where you. Another thing you could do is to keep a list of the words you don't understand each week and than paste them in Quislet and practice then til you'll learn them ( or review your list every day for a week or whatever)

Isn't that normal stage blue?@Megan Alecia

@Surfingthewave By underdstanding it's needs fully and meeting those needs + a lot more. Thanks you! (:

@Surfingthewave I have this hurt because I have felt forced to disown my feminine side because it hasn´t been accepted and fully loved which is probably to some extent due to the patriarchy but also to generational trauma where I was leaned to disown my feelings. They are both the opposite side of the same coin. This has then lead me to develop an anima complex where I get obsessed with girls and get needy + eventually rejected because the powerless anima projects itself outwards on to a woman in an over the top, powerful manner in order to be heard while at the same time making it seem like woman are entitled, rude, arrogant and unaccepting of me which A disables me to connect with women and B repels woman because of my shadow femininity neediness. I sub communicate to women that I can´t provide containment to them because I can´t provide containment for my feminine side - which also thinking about it, is why I many times feel powerless as a man. My relationship with females mirrors my relationship to my anima but reversed, where I am the learned opressor - not the oppressed. In other words, on the surface, I feel hurt because it feels like I have been hurt by females - but in reality, I repressed, oppressed, and disowned my feminie side which then led me to get hurt by females because my anima wanted to get loved and accepted, and it did so, by becoming loved and powerful - but in another form.

@Surfingthewave No you don't get it. It is both.. my relationship to the hurt and repressed feminie perspective within is the same relationship I have to the hurt feminine perspective outside. In order to fully understand feminism I need to heal the feminie repression wound I have and vice versa Your observation is wrong. I never projected anything. If anything, I acknowledged that the same hurt I feel is the same hurt you feel but you don't want to accept that so you project that I am the one projecting my trauma, while it is you denying that we are both hurt by the same repression of the feminine energy on a structure meta level.

Thank you! @Etherial Cat I have noticed that you're exceptionally adapt at noticing and acknowledging other people's good doings and intentions and seeing their light. That's such a rare quality that deserves a lot of more attention and love in today's society. So here ya go Keep❤seeing❤people - that's what our society needs more of.