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@ForestluvIs perfectionism a sign of a blue shadow?

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@soos_mite_ah I have observed the exact opposite... that people are drawn to and like positive people. What I have experienced however is that some "positive people" in my life have complained that everyone else is so negative and that people look down on them for being positive and take the person for granted. It´s fascinating how different experiences one can have.

you can also highlight the words you don´t know while reading and look them up later

Yeah, I believe so too. I find it hard to pinpoint though because I don´t get triggered that much by the blue shadow stuff so it is hard to locate... or who knows maybe I get very triggered but I am just not aware of it yet. Anyhow, interesting to say the least@eliasvelez * edit - Fuck I think I could have a blue shadow but I don't know how or if yet. Lmao Is having contempt of people who are overly concientious ( those who are overly serious with taking notes and shit) a sign of a blue shadow? I think so, huh? Hmm, maybe Hmm, but what about having a shadow to the step after? If you´re blue, must you not per definition have a shadow in green/ orange because you haven´t expanded your sense of identity to the point where you can move up to the next color? ( or is that another phenomenon) So what´s up with Jordan Petersen for example who resents green and might be labeled as having a green shadow? is he simply not green yet or does he have a green shadow? -------------------------------------------------------------------- Interesting thoughts! Thanks for sharing

@Preety_India Have you experienced people with a blue shadow in your life before?

I think you have a green/orange shadow as opposed to a blue shadow, but thanks for sharing!

@eliasvelez Interesting, thank you. Which group of people ( on the spiral or egodevelopment level) do you think have the biggest stage blue shadow ? ( or what person) Also what is the difference of being blue and having a blue shadow? Is being blue ( on some level ) a sign that you have a shadow of something else? If that's the case what's that shadow? Many questions here lmao. If you have any thoughts on some or all of them I would love to hear them.

isn´t that still blue but less toxic blue?@Megan Alecia

Search for SAT comprehensive memrise. That's what I would do if I where you. Another thing you could do is to keep a list of the words you don't understand each week and than paste them in Quislet and practice then til you'll learn them ( or review your list every day for a week or whatever)

Isn't that normal stage blue?@Megan Alecia

@Surfingthewave By underdstanding it's needs fully and meeting those needs + a lot more. Thanks you! (:

@Surfingthewave I have this hurt because I have felt forced to disown my feminine side because it hasn´t been accepted and fully loved which is probably to some extent due to the patriarchy but also to generational trauma where I was leaned to disown my feelings. They are both the opposite side of the same coin. This has then lead me to develop an anima complex where I get obsessed with girls and get needy + eventually rejected because the powerless anima projects itself outwards on to a woman in an over the top, powerful manner in order to be heard while at the same time making it seem like woman are entitled, rude, arrogant and unaccepting of me which A disables me to connect with women and B repels woman because of my shadow femininity neediness. I sub communicate to women that I can´t provide containment to them because I can´t provide containment for my feminine side - which also thinking about it, is why I many times feel powerless as a man. My relationship with females mirrors my relationship to my anima but reversed, where I am the learned opressor - not the oppressed. In other words, on the surface, I feel hurt because it feels like I have been hurt by females - but in reality, I repressed, oppressed, and disowned my feminie side which then led me to get hurt by females because my anima wanted to get loved and accepted, and it did so, by becoming loved and powerful - but in another form.

@Surfingthewave No you don't get it. It is both.. my relationship to the hurt and repressed feminie perspective within is the same relationship I have to the hurt feminine perspective outside. In order to fully understand feminism I need to heal the feminie repression wound I have and vice versa Your observation is wrong. I never projected anything. If anything, I acknowledged that the same hurt I feel is the same hurt you feel but you don't want to accept that so you project that I am the one projecting my trauma, while it is you denying that we are both hurt by the same repression of the feminine energy on a structure meta level.

Thank you! @Etherial Cat I have noticed that you're exceptionally adapt at noticing and acknowledging other people's good doings and intentions and seeing their light. That's such a rare quality that deserves a lot of more attention and love in today's society. So here ya go Keep❤seeing❤people - that's what our society needs more of.

@Surfingthewave It doesn't work like that. The reason why I can't stand feminism is because I repress my anima and have a victim mentality + put the feminine on a pedestal. I see something in feminism and stage green that I hate within myself which tells me that the wounds that woman feel are the same mirrored wound that I feel, but reversed. What I can say however, is that I see that connection between me and all females a lot more clearly and that I should give myself a lot of kudos for taking steps forward in healing my relationship to the feminine energy.

@Surfingthewave For sure. Are you open to elaborate on the things that you've suffered from the patriarchy and repression of the feminine?

@lmfao Can you elaborate?

@Leo Gura What were some of the things that you were triggered by before that you later resolved through learning more about that particular perspective?

I think I´ll do a journal where I share my insights and breakthroughs from reading a bunch of different books about feminism @Husseinisdoingfine

Here´s the thing, I think so too but I know that I am wrong He is so deeply embedded in blue and orange and is reacting against green. The matter is not if he is right or wrong, it is that he can´t accept and fully integrate the feminie perspective.

Amazing insights!

@Hansu Yes and no but I am still aware that I don't see it clearly becuase I get so triggered by the misandry ( the excesses of it) which tells me that I can't fully understand feminism and it which tells me that I can't fully understand and accept myself. In other words, I think I still cannot integrate it. Also, evrything is basically in exsess because 99% of society is reacting against something instead of integrating it so there really isn't any difference. The goal should be to love and understand all feminism and misandry. I'll be completley honest, when I first read the quote I interpreted it as misandry too, which tells me that I probably generalize all feminism to misandry and that I therefor can't see the systemic problems of inequality that clearly. Thoughts?

Where do you draw the line? @Leo Gura has many times talked about the need to rest and slow down, which I totally agree with but a part of me just wants to push even harder. I mean, look at this crazy savage for example I get that I need to discover this for myself but I would love to hear some of your opinions and point of view on the matter. Where do you draw your line, Leo? Any tips, or pieces of advice on how to determine how much you should work?

Yeah it's pretty fucked up. I want to say that I react against it becuase of the excesses of it but I don't think I can trust that intuition. When pondering it... it honestly is deeper than woman getting it a little bit better huh.... It's more about seeing woman as a part of one's self and becuase I hate my femine side I don't want to do that which than gets projected out. Fuck, I think I get it a bit better now.. Any more direct insights or thoughts regarding this? @Leo Gura What is true feminism to you?@Preety_India