Realms of Wonder

2025 has been the most difficult year of my 27. But at the same time, that's by design. I moved to one of the ugliest places in Texas to save money and build a side income, and by April next year I will be moving to Mexico, finally financially independent enough to work 15-20 hours a week (locationally independent income), and spend the rest with my music and film making. I am finishing the first draft of my most ambitious project yet, a 40-50 episode TV show for Social media built around 4 of my songs. (each episode about 60-90 seconds). It's a bitch, but its mine Relationally, my girl and I are better than ever, having been together for over 2.5 years, all long distance, we are both SO ready to finally live together early next year. Physically, my diet is usually about 80% high quality, but I look and feel basically how I want to. I don't feel ecstatic, but also recognize.. Holy shit, its really working, after all these years. Feels like the culmination of a wave that started far out at sea and is cresting right before me.

Do you already rap? Are you already creating?

Maybe it is not one or the other. On one hand, Michael Jordan did not become so good by slacking off, he outworked everyone around him. But at the same time, He probably enjoyed it often, and was passionate about it. the hard part is working hard enough at something for it to become enjoyable, its a byproduct of mastery (methinks)

https://open.spotify.com/track/62LihetajUfePdz4RLyMf9?si=1763fbe6af7644fb This song is special to me, wild to think, 29 songs are out in the world hehe

If you can get a job that you can 'manage' mentally, but work 20-30 hours a week and still get by, that would be an option to be able to use the extra time to build your life purpose. A quality purpose (by that I mean, working towards something meaningful, fulfilment from work) is more important then most realize, don't let that possibility slip away. I am 27 and working full time as a server while I build an authentic music career. Without the meaning it gives my life I would probably be depressed or suicidal.

Absolutely. I was 19 and too certain. It rocked me, and 8 years later it still does.

Not ONLY a vape but.. I have used these methods for vaping NN-DMT, landing on a straight up dab rig. I will explain why below. 1. Glass vapor genie (Classic, but not really my thing) 2. The discontinued vapes mentioned above, I have one, its perfect EXCEPT I have a shockingly high tolerance to NN DMT so its not enough. 3. Dab Rig: This requires preparation and extra care because of an extremely hot element + Open flame. but it is highly effective, easy to dose (I use a microgram scale) and easy to clean. For this one, I ensure I have a table of some type in front of me to place the dab rig on as soon as I take my hit. On top of that, I ensure that after getting the glass till its slightly glowing, I wait 40-ish seconds for it to cool before dumping in my dose. This works for me because even though I cant ever break through, I can load on high doses to at least feel the effects. hopefully you wont have to go through as much as me to feel it

Authenticity is my top value and strength, others mix and match here and there. I dont see an issue with it

I totally understand chafing under management at a job. Do you think it is wise to quit your source of income without any other option? If you parents can support you for that 6 months that is something, but why not build while you work?

If you were ultimately loving and fearless, what would your impact statement be?

There are a ton, here are a few that came to mind. Creativity/Doing your art. https://www.youtube.com/@digspaghetti https://www.youtube.com/@NeighborhoodArtSupply Stage green acoustic Artist https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmb7zAvq9IxHi_UnP93AVSQ Goldmine of historical footage and old documentaries https://www.youtube.com/@ITNArchive

Re-working iconic songs in a cinematic, heartfelt style with Violin instead of singing.

@Majed What is your definition of Life Purpose?

Ask yourself. You're the highest authority for your life. Do you want to willingly add a crutch to your life? Do you want to become addicted to something that will in the long run make your life harder and worse? Think about it man.

I feel you man. However! DMT is now the easiest thing for me to have because I learned how to make it, and a shit ton of it. ITs a bit complex to get started but once yo have it figured out then it is semi simple and a fun process! plus the end product is really high quality, no worries of it being cut with something or low grade. This is the tek I used. https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/Q21Q21's_Vinegar/Lime_A/B_Extraction_Tek Make sure you get powdered Mimosa hostilis root bark, blending it yourself is a waste of time and effort. As for finding the bark online, if you invest enough time and look broadly enough you can find it, its sometimes sold as a "dye" Good luck!