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The part of you that's thinking about doing this is the part who wants to show her how much it hurts. The other part thinks it's immature. Listen to the adult here.

This will bite you in the ass in the future. What you're attracting is immature people.

You're all over the place with your texts, beating around the bush and overexplaining yourself. If I was a girl I would have already been turned off by you forgetting my name. You can learn as much text game and consume as much manipulative crap from PUAs as you want, if your inner world isn't at peace, your texts are going to reflect that.

Why are you going out of your way to look for women's attention?

Sounds very loving

I wouldn't even remotely feel sorry for this. It sounds like you're letting your sisters and grandma manipulate you with their dirty games. Don't make the mistake of trying to follow unwritten rules, instead come up with your own rules like: don't talk about others behind their backs when I'm around.

Going back to someone you rejected or were rejected by in hopes of finding love is the illusion.

Sometimes I wonder how much of their mindset I've picked up over the years.

Your actual mistake is demanding honesty and openness from a girl while acting immature. You'll miss out on that with the next one too.

@Ulax We should ban sexuality, problem solved.

You had two months to let this go, man...

No, this is insecure behaviour on your end.

I might be wrong but I remember he actually said give it a shot if you like.

@CARDOZZO Tinder and Bumble

When I'm out I don't go looking for women, so online dating works well for me.

@The Redeemer I was raised in one, my parents were running one of its branches. No better way to lose someone's respect than when you're a dictator, trying to control other people's values and thoughts.

I've had such thoughts in other situations, especially with narcissists. They know exactly how to push your buttons. It sounds like you've been deeply hurt and this is the response of a part inside you which tries to protect your wounds at all cost.

@The Redeemer Not myself, but I've seen it first hand.

Do THEY have low self esteem? I Hope you're joking bro

@The Redeemer If you want low quality friends...

Because you want to take the fast and easy road to social status.

@Sabth What's holding you back? Go for it.

That's because your environment is the reflection of your inner world.

This one stings for a while, but give it some weeks and you'll be back stronger.

You didn't. Own up to it and move on, you're a human being after all.