Do you think it's possible to barely graze a specific stage/colour in spiral dynamics, but still learn a fair chunk of the downfalls of that color and progress without much shadow impact? e.g. say you had a traumatic childhood without any access to help, you fend for yourself at the depths of rock bottom all by yourself, only to realise the incredible amounts of power within you that likely wouldn't have been accessed in a state of complacency and the counter-productive impacts of the proverbial ass-wiping on society.