Sam Johnson

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  1. That’s not it, it is I don’t understand the 3 stages I went thought. The whole process is so weird. It is as if I become more and more certain that I can’t attain it because it is there, here, but yet I have to keep concentrating to get to stage 4. The whole process has to be just a big joke. My effort are a joke. All my concentration I thought were necessary to then realize they weren’t?
  2. It seams a lot, but it was actually not that hard. The moment I realized that when the clock ticked 4 times and then it’s gone, and then the next 4, and the next for and so on, there was nothing else I wanted to do but meditate. Like, it’s stupid. It’s actually stupid.