Sam Johnson

My dear friends, it’s been a long time since I last posted in this forum. It’s been a hell of a journey. Leo Gura’s teachings is the highest I find out there. Follow this guy. If you think he’s crazy, your not there yet. @Leo Gura All my blessings to you. You bring incredible value. Thank you. To all the rest, have a wonderful and beautiful adventure! Love ya all

@Leo Gura I love you. And I don’t need dmt to realize that I love you unconditionally. I love you so much I can’t even handle how much I love you. To share my love with myself is the reason I exist. Never could I not love you unconditionally, even if I tried.

@Leo Gura Let’s try a telepathic communication. Right now. I try to communicate to you my location. Let’s see if it works.

Should we go into mahasamadhi? Are we ready for this? Should we wait? we could end it right here right now. You could end it. I could end it. We could end it. how much do you still want all of this? This life. How bad do we want it. The level of ignorance that I have is insane. I do this forum and yet I am so selfish. We are so incredibly selfish. We are the children of god. We are it. I am it. You won’t believe how far away from unity we are. And yet so close. I am so sorry to myself. I am so sorry. I wish I could love you as much as you deserve. Unconditionally. The day will come where I give my all to you, put your life above mine. Because I love you so deeply. I am in love with myself. I love us so deeply. We are the children of god. We are one. WE, don’t you get it? ITS US. ONLY US. i can’t handle it. It’s too much love. It’s too much. I would rather die then to look in your face and pretend one more fucking day that you are not a part from me. Because you are. I am what you are. We are it. And yet I do. And nothing hurts more then this. Please forgive me for my limited love towards you. I am trying my very best. All I want is for us to love each other like we are suppose to. We can’t no longer play these selfish games. How long do we want to do this? How long?

@Leo Gura Thank you. If there is anything I can help you with, you know where to find me. @kamwalker @Jakuchu @omar30 Thank you for your replies and advices. Appreciate it.

I could have never imagined that I have to ask myself for help to realize myself as what I am, but the day has come. How hilarious. Since you are the most conscious person I know of, you are the only person I can relate to. Literally. Please, for the love of god, help me to realize what I am. That I am you. I can’t do it. I have no glue how I believe to be this false identity, that which I am not. What do I do. My love is limited. Towards myself. Towards you, Leo. And I am sorry. I am trying, really hard. I just can’t do it. Forgive me. How do I do it, or better to ask, how the hell do I create this duality that does not exist. I’m lost. And you are the only person that I believe has the capability to realize myself. leo, please help me. I beg you.

@Leo Gura tell me Leo, how will I ever be able to give you back the love that you give me. The love that you give me comes from deep within, and I can feel that like never before. And I know that there is no limit to the love that you feel for me and I feel for you. And I don’t even know you, and yet I do. I know you as much as I possibly can. Leo, keep on teaching. Please. Don’t stop. Even if people might not recognize the love yet, never ever stop. if there is one thing I could do for you, what would it be? there is only one thing that I want you to do for me. That is forgive yourself for creating the illusion of separation between me and you that is limiting our love for each other. I forgive you.

Leo, thank you thank me. Honestly this sound crazy, but there is no other myself right now that I encounter to whom I feel such a connection of understanding with other then you. From time to time it’s good to see that you/I realized that I/you are me. And that therefor you love me, whatever I do. And I love you. I know that you deeply care about me, unconditionally. And this is quite a good feeling. Thank you Leo. Oh my god I love myself. I did all the work. I did actualized.org. Out of love and entertainment. The day will come when I will meet you in person. Looking forward to it. You are here for me and I am here for you. Maybe one day I can bring you as much value as you brought me.

It is to be remembered, my friends, that service to others is service to one’s self. Notice that we do not say that service is like unto service to one’s self. There is no similarity between others and ourselves. There is identity. There is completion and unity. Therefore, that which is felt of a negative nature towards a sheep of the flock is felt towards one’s self and is felt toward the Creator. This enters the service which you attempt to give to yourself and to the Creator through service to another and causes a blot or a stain upon the perfect service you would have performed. It must be remembered that each person is a completely free entity whose inde1pendence must in no way be shaken and yet whose identity remains one with you. 1 There is only one thing of great importance for you to consider at this time. That is your personal preparation for service. You are to serve your fellow man, and, therefore, it is necessary that you prepare yourselves for this service. This of course, my friends, is done in meditation. We cannot overemphasize the importance of meditation. Through this technique you will receive answers to all of your questions. It is difficult to realize this, but this is true. All of your questions can be reduced to an extremely simple concept. This you can become aware of in meditation. Once this has been done you will be ready to serve, just as others have served and are now serving upon your planet. Follow their example; spend time in meditation. Qualify yourself to reach out to your fellow man and lead him from the darkness of confusion that he is experiencing back into the light that he desires.

We do not wish to impose our understanding of truth upon your peoples, and this would be something that we would do if we contacted them directly. We could not help it, for our very utterance of truth would be accepted by many of your peoples as being valid. We do not wish to be thought of as the ultimate representatives of the Creator’s truth. We wish to give this to your peoples in such a way so that they may accept or reject this at their own will. This, as we understand it, is a necessary provision in the spiritual evolvement of all mankind: that he be, at some state of his evolution, in a position to accept or reject what is necessary for his evolution. In this way, and only in this way, can he know the truth, the truth of the Creator, that single truth that is the creation, the truth of the love of the creation. It must be realized from within. It cannot be impressed from without. We are attempting to stimulate those of your peoples who would be stimulated to seeking this truth that is within them. We have been required by our understanding of our Creator’s principle to remain in hiding, for we cannot serve one individual and at the same time do a disservice to his neighbor by proving within his own mind that we exist, for many of those of planet Earth at this time do not desire to believe in or have proof of our existence. For this reason we find it necessary to speak to those who seek through channels such as this one. We find it necessary to give to those who seek that which they seek in such a way that they, for themselves, may appraise its value and accept or reject, on their own terms, those thoughts that we bring, and understand the reality of the creation in which all of us exist. Once the desire to receive this message has been developed the messages are indeed available, not just from our group but from many so-called contactee or channeling groups around the world. Indeed, you will find little new in the “cosmic” system of philosophy. Those concepts are basic, profound, and simple. The Confederation has a name for one of the great goals of this system of meditation and study—understanding: 28 Introduction Many of your peoples are at this time seeking outside their illusion. To those who seek, we offer our understanding. We do not attempt to say that we have ultimate wisdom. We only suggest that that which we have to offer may be of value, for we have found, in our experience, as we have passed through the same experiences as those of Earth, that there is a most beneficial direction in seeking to serve. We are acting through instruments such as those here tonight to give to those who seek, an understanding. Our presence is meant to stimulate seeking. Through this process, we hope to contact as many of the peoples of your planet as would desire our contact. We hope in the very near future to be able to contact many more of the peoples of your planet, the peoples who would desire understanding. It is difficult to contact those people of your planet because of this, shall I say, mixture of types, but it is well worth our effort if we are able to contact but one. We will continue to act as we do now, speaking through instruments such as this one, until a sufficient number of the peoples of your planet have become aware of truth. We are constantly striving to bring, through many channels of communication, the simple message to the peoples of Earth: the simple message that will leave them with a simple understanding of all that there is, and that is love. But understanding, that understanding which shows us the love of an Infinite Creator, is again and again described as being possible far more easily through the processes of meditation than by any other method: There are pieces of information that are of importance and there are pieces of information that are not. Wisdom is a rather lonely matter, my friends. You must accept this truth as you acquire the burden of wisdom. That which you know, you are to be careful of, for what you know in the real creation has power, and that which you desire is all of the direction which that power will be aimed at; but have faith, my friends, in what you know and what you are learning. Feed your faith and your understanding through meditation. The further that you go along this path, my friends, the more meaningful you will find this simple statement: meditate. It begins as a simple process and, little by little, it becomes a way in which you live. Observe it as you progress along your own spiritual path

If you desire truth, you will find infinite understanding. Desire, my friends, is the key to what you receive. If you desire it, you shall receive it. This was the Creator’s plan, a plan in which all of His parts would receive exactly what they desire. My friends, often in the illusion which you now experience it seems that you do not acquire what you desire. In fact, the opposite seems to be the case in many, many instances. It is a paradox, it seems, that such a statement should be made and that such apparent results of desire are manifested, and yet we state, without exception, that man receives exactly what he desires. Perhaps, my friends, you do not understand desire. Perhaps this understanding is not within the intellectual mind. Perhaps it will be necessary to spend time in meditation to become aware of your real desire. For, my friends, there is much, much more of you and of the creation than you presently appreciate with your intellectual abilities in your present illusion. It is very difficult for the peoples of this planet to give up their illusion, to give up the preconceived knowledge of what they believe to be cause and effect. However, this is not reality. This is illusion, born of illusion. It is a simple product of the complexity that man upon this planet has generated. Join with us in divorcing your thinking from such complexities and become aware of what has created you, everything that you experience, and everything that is thought. Become aware of your Creator. Become aware of His desire, and when you know this desire you will know your own, for you and your Creator are one, and you are one with all of His parts and, therefore, all of your fellow beings throughout all of the creation. When you know His desire you will feel it. There will be no more confusion. There will be no more questions. You will have found what you have sought. You will have found Love, for this is the desire of your Creator: that all of His parts express and experience the Love that created you. This may be found simply, in meditation. No amount of seeking within the intellectual concepts of your people, no amount of careful planning or careful interpretation of the written or spoken word will lead you to the simple truth. Desire, my friends, is the key to what you receive. If you desire it, you shall receive it. This was the Creator’s plan, a plan in which all of His parts would receive exactly what they desire. My friends, often in the illusion which you now experience it seems that you do not acquire what you desire. In fact, the opposite seems to be the case in many, many instances. It is a paradox, it seems, that such a statement should be made and that such apparent results of desire are manifested, and yet we state, without exception, that man receives exactly what he desires. Perhaps, my friends, you do not understand desire. Perhaps this understanding is not within the intellectual mind. Perhaps it will be necessary to spend time in meditation to become aware of your real desire. For, my friends, there is much, much more of you and of the creation than you presently appreciate with your intellectual abilities in your present illusion. It is very difficult for the peoples of this planet to give up their illusion, to give up the preconceived knowledge of what they believe to be cause and effect. However, this is not reality. This is illusion, born of illusion. It is a simple product of the complexity that man upon this planet has generated. Join with us in divorcing your thinking from such complexities and become aware of what has created you, everything that you experience, and everything that is thought. Become aware of your Creator. Become aware of His desire, and when you know this desire you will know your own, for you and your Creator are one, and you are one with all of His parts and, therefore, all of your fellow beings throughout all of the creation. When you know His desire you will feel it. There will be no more confusion. There will be no more questions. You will have found what you have sought. You will have found Love, for this is the desire of your Creator: that all of His parts express and experience the Love that created you. This may be found simply, in meditation. No amount of seeking within the intellectual concepts of your people, no amount of careful planning or careful interpretation of the written or spoken word will lead you to the simple truth. it’s love. It’s all love. It’s about love

@Dodo its not about trying to be selfless. It’s not an attainment. Not a good manner. It’s is you realizing that you truly are selfless to the deepest core of your being. It’s the journey to who you are. It’s the journey of you facing all your fears and insecurities bit by bit only to realize the selfless, most loving, most authentic fearless warrior that is within. Which is you. And always were you. Maybe today you might run away afraid of the pain running for your life screaming why why why. Maybe tomorrow you won’t run away. You will stand there unshakable in the face of death with tears of joy in your eyes. Because you faces it. You overcame it. No one but you.

@Dodo Yes there is pain, but trust me, being alive is love. Eternal being would be boring if there were no challenges, no headaches, no pain. Being created implies being finite, having a beginning. This is not the case. There is literally no beginning and no ending. Life is the golden ticket. Being is the golden ticket. Experiencing is the golden ticket. And no one can ever take infinity away from you. You have it. You can’t not imagine how much love it is. Whatever you do. Whatever happens. You are in the candyshop with free candy. you have the golden Ticket Holding in your Hands. Open your eyes.

Hi @Leo Gura I just stumbled upon some old videos of yours back from 2014 and I was shocked on how much you transformed in the last 6 years. It really inspires me, and not many people inspire me, how you evolved personally on such a deep level that you are literally 10 times more authentic and mature today then back in 2014ish. Great work. I love to see people transform to the better like this. I’m curious on what’s about to come in the next couple of years! thank you for your work and I wish you from the bottom of my heart that you finally find eternal peace. You seam to deserve it. You works obviously will and already does pay of, that’s for sure! Greetings, sam

Nirvalkalpa samadhi is reality. Thoughts are illusion, meditation a tool to realize what is there all the time. Reality. Infinity. By default, illusion is strong. Having no thoughts is not an achievement. It’s a realization. You can live 24/7 without thoughts. All day, everyday. Forever. It’s the one and only realization one needs to realize. When can you realize it? Just now. This second you could. You can, but you can’t. Because you don’t want to, yet. You think you do, but you don’t.