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@Leo Gura ssssss

Okay.

Ask myself: what would my dopamine filled mind do? Then do the opposite.

Yeah....

Can we please unban remember as well, while we are here? @electroBeam welcome back ^.^

Btw I mean bullshit as in exploration, not lying or anything malicious.

Unfortunate & 'evil' (like my Dad) OR Unfortunate & open 'Evil' is default for someone who is unfortunate. If bullshit can get you to open/ temporary evil then I don't know why you wouldnt pick that option.

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Not everything needs to be in the realm of 'true/ false' To learn sometimes it's wisest to remove that game all together.

@Leo Gura It also depends in what spirit it's done in. It can be driven by the painbody for instance, which in most cases it usually is, or it can be playful.

Okie. I guess you have a point.

That IS self love.

And you do?

The greatest fulfillment you'll ever find is in a good heart.

Be thankful you escaped. Women can create powerful chemical attachments and betrayal is one of the most effective ways in breaking that bond. Now you're free.

@zeroISinfinity It was this way from the get go. But you needed something to fill in the blank.

@zeroISinfinity maybe PTSD again.

@zeroISinfinity Lots of malice for someone who is supposedly enlightened.

There are many regular states that seem to be outside an average human's imagination. I'm in a state of bliss 24/7. But I have desires, suffering and madness.

I feel ya, man. I've always had issues socially too. Big reason I do enlightenment work. When my core is rock solid I can 'fart' in a social setting and everyone thinks it's cute. God forbid I ever go through a valley though. Social suicide.

This forum is a troll factory.

From reading what you've written @StarStruck, I don't think she likes you. You should split. A part of spiritual maturity is learning to listen to your gut and minimizing contact with sources who are unhelpful.

People get a false sense of pride from peak lifetimes.

@Dodo sometimes shit happens. Peaks and valleys.