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@Forestluv It's like everyone just suddenly forgot what Sunny was actually like. He may have had a somewhat scattered or misunderstood thought process and reasoning for his action but if you look at who he was as a person some of it begins to make sense. I personally see it as an atypical Mahasamadhi.

@Forestluv I know I'm not a regular user and I can labeled as a part of that insensitive camp (however I thought it insensitive not to consider SoonHei's perspective as well) but I just want to say your presence here as a moderator is incredibly valuable. You lift the whole consciousness of the forum with your influence. Please don't give up moderation. The forum would not be the same without you.

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Members seem to be already influenced by the air of demonization. Ever since confessing my condition I've been accused of 'crying', creating drama and being suicidal while discussing impersonal opinions.

@Zeroguy I'm just following my intuition. Love ya.

Maybe a video on atypical Mahasamadhi. Although perhaps not quite yet, as we don't have many examples.

Typical/atypical mahasamadhi cases may be on the rise as communities evolve and become more conscious. There should be a video to explain mahasamadhi to avoid people freaking out (apart from grieving) and assuming all kinds of things about spirituality. Mahasamadhi is only appropriate at certain times and is not the goal alone of spirituality.

If there was anyone who could perform Mahasamadhi on this forum it would no doubt have been Soonhei. His soul was pure. Even if it were not your typical Mahasamadhi. Why assume he abused the Truth, Leo?

Love your work. I don't believe you or actualized should be blamed for the recent event. If you look at statistics, certain personality types are inclined to certain actions and will use any means to get there. Mildly off-topic but could you expand on these 'imagination techniques' exactly?

@Haumea2018 lol

Rest in peace dearest Soonhei. You had a gentle, otherworldly soul that I'll always remember.

Thankyou. I put a flower beside her bed.

My mum's brain cancer has dissipated and is slowly melting. From 15 months to live to a low grade cancer. She doesn't even require chemo or radiotherapy anymore, both of which she refused anyway. Sometimes I wonder if I had performed a miracle. I was given the gift of smelling death for several months right after she became unwell. I cleared the entire house of the smell by questioning death and seeing it's imaginary qualities. I prayed over the room in the house that smelt like a coffin, the smell strongest around an incense which I then placed in the shed. Has any one else had any similar experiences? What do you think the smell was?

I'll give it a shot! I'm going to see if I can tap into the smell again, even if it is far more subtle than before, while focusing on hydrogen. I would hold on to ideas as well such as 'death' with a heart full of love and the smell would dissipate.

@kinesin Thank you so much for the lengthy and in-depth response.

Me sheet (from life purpose course): Life purpose: To live in and to be beauty itself. To bring peace and beauty into others' lives. Domain of mastery: Spirituality Zone of genius: Self love Medium: One on one Values: 1. Peace of mind/tranquility/ calm 2. Playfulness/ spontaneity 3. Self actualization 4. Love 5. Beauty 6. Optimism/ positivity/ hope 7. Passion/ enthusiasm 8. Fun 9. Consciousness 10. Expression Strengths: 1.Humanity, Love 2. Justice, Fairness 3. Temperance, Forgiveness 4. Transcendence, Spirituality 5. Transcendence, Gratitude Top 5 goals: 1. Health 2. Enlightenment 3. Mysticism 4. Self actualization 5. Emotional mastery

I've just been wondering myself as to how seeing 'aliens' may have originally come about for me 15-14 months ago. I had previously been doing practices that would induce a non judgement, non fear based state. My perception was very clean during the beginning of that period of time. To have perceived what was normal as otherwise 'alien' to my perception could be a real possibility. Although it doesn't explain why intentions were so much more loving and positive than a usual human being.

Really interesting take on this.

Yes. In 'psychosis' I had the experience that people were devoid of their humanness. They had different wants, intentions and interests. Completely alien. They would light up, especially the masculine aliens, as a result of these differing internal states. Feminine aliens were incredibly loving, which would also induce the lit up quality in the masculine.

@Frosty97 Do you know if there may have been something that may have triggered it? Specific teachers, books etc.

Would you say this relates to people with some presentations of schizophrenia? Could it potentially be channeled or turned into something positive?

Top 10 values Connection Focus Expression Art Optimism/Positivity/Hope Fun Beauty Consciousness Self actualization Progress Top 5 values Optimism/Positivity/Hope Expression Beauty Connection Self actualization Top 3 Optimism/Positivity/Hope (Healing) Beauty (Being) Self actualization (Right action)

Self love and self confidence will raise your overall value significantly in comparison to raising other variables. Of course different people will like you to varying degrees.

Exactly! This works for girls too. When I was a little overweight but channeling intense levels of confidence from spiritual practice I had people flirting with me all the time.

Thanks. There is still a side of me that believes I went to another 'realm'. You can see her on the forum sometimes.