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@Breakingthewall How can you be certain that you yourself aren't coming from a place of ego as you describe?

This is one of Joseph Maynor's discord posts: Nobody can play games with truth over the long run. Reality will whiplash that down after a period of time. I think it’s best to have an open-minded attitude about truth rather than shoving your truth down everybody’s throat as The Truth. When you make a business out of Spirituality and you have nothing else to sell — it’s tempting but also extremely risky to try to commodify your truth as The Truth. You can do this by setting up a kind of cultish echo chamber filled with young men looking for a leader to put their trust in, but this is not going to be ultimately aligned with truth, which is the problem! Talk and actuality as Spinoza understood relate best when they go together. If the talk is wrong or a confused idea, it goes against the will of the whole or reason or the laws that govern nature. It’s sort of like a child pretending that they’re the smartest person in the world, and then turning that premise into a business model. But doing this is fundamentally going to put you at odds with the truth, and you’re gonna have to hide from the truth to survive! This is not a wise way to set up a business model in my opinion.

Theory vs embodiment Isn't this like the Pharisees in the new testament? The Pharisees were all about theory and had no embodiment. The Pharisees discounted Jesus because he strayed from their orthodox theory.

Isn't this like the Pharisees in the new testament? The Pharisees were all about theory and had no embodiment. The Pharisees discounted Jesus because he strayed from their orthodox theory.

What about reality is anything other than change? You might be speaking from theory, whereas I'm speaking from my own experience with practice.

How you treat others makes all the difference in the world. It can change reality. People can change dramatically simply by how you treat them. You can call forth the divine in them, the alien.

Expect to get wrecked lol But for it to be the best experience of your entire life. The highest pleasure.

Definitely don't have any expectations. But if it does show up at your door step one day, don't be afraid to jump in. And don't expect it to be pleasant. Or for any of it to make sense.

@JJfromSwitzerland You know that bullying is often hidden behind humor, right? It's the perfect excuse not to take accountability. Don't expect to just be able to waltz into a self development forum, bully someone behind a facade of humor and get away with it.

Awakening and others Awaken deep enough and others awaken as well. Reality will twist itself to where that is the case. Your selflessness literally glitches out reality. You gotta be willing to: go insane, lose control, lose all sense of certainty, be hit heavy blows of trauma, lose all self respect and dignity. And that comes as your 'reward' for dedicating your life to moment by moment painful selfless practice. Definitely don't have any expectations. But if it does show up at your door step one day, don't be afraid to jump in. And don't expect it to be pleasant. Or for any of it to make sense.

You gotta be willing to: go insane, lose control, lose all sense of certainty, be hit heavy blows of trauma, lose all self respect and dignity. And that comes as your 'reward' for dedicating your life to moment by moment painful selfless practice.

Hm. Perhaps you didn't have a deep enough awakening? Awaken deep enough and others awaken as well. Reality will twist itself to where that is the case. Your selflessness literally glitches out reality.

What do Halos mean? ime the 'alien'/ angelic beings I've met which were enlightened would glow with self love. It is a result of turquoise company. Beings 'fill up' with self love and light up when surrounded by higher beings.

Channelling is also correlated with being polite and respectful. Low agreeableness has been glorified in our society. The masculine embodies assertiveness and low neuroticism (healthy, attractive domineering traits) with maturity and drops low agreeableness. You can replace disagreeableness with assertiveness and low neuroticism. Both are healthy dominance traits and can assist in 'getting your way'. In the short term you may suffer (lower pay) from the decrease in disagreeableness. You have to store up your treasures in heaven. Jesus had high agreeableness (compassion, empathy) and very high assertiveness and low neuroticism (masculine, domineering traits) The masculine classically embodies the trait low neuroticism. The feminine embodies the trait agreeableness. Both the masculine and feminine have to be integrated. We never think to our selves oh that person could do with a little more neuroticism. Why do we question agreeableness then?

@Marcel Thank you for being a gentleman. @JJfromSwitzerland Channelling is also correlated with being polite and respectful.

This song has same dynamic as above. Only it is a matured alien being in the song. Instant channeling. (Perhaps the 'reptilians' were less matured beings) I might just keep this song on repeat.

On channeling and attraction When I was channeling the level of attraction and intimacy I had with each individual was profound. I was pretty much giving of myself to everyone. Not so great outside of channeling, old ladies were attracted to me and flirting with me and I gave myself to them equally. ..... Every experience with every single individual was sacred and desirable. They would glow like divine beings, as love reached their core and radiated outward. They would transform into almost alien like beings, in fact I'm still convinced they were. Reality isn't so easy to define.

When I was channeling the level of attraction and intimacy I had with each individual was profound. I was pretty much giving of myself to everyone. Not so great outside of channeling, old ladies were attracted to me and flirting with me and I gave myself to them equally.

Do you think this could apply to women as well? I've attracted guys strongly during channeling (during a mystical experience) and level of neediness was much, much lower than theirs as well as my sense of worth was through the roof. Even though I was overweight, I had groups of men flocking.

Stage orange: laziness, junk food, luxury, indulgence, spending sprees, impulsive, procrastination, childish Stage green: expressive, open, honest, sensitive, caring, spiritual, empathetic, open heart chakra, right brained, allergy to stage orange, overemotional Stage yellow: study models and types, objective to an extent, non judgemental to an extent, open-minded, flexible, study spiral dynamics Stage turquoise: Devotion to Being, easily tap into Beauty and Self, mystical experiences

Which spiral stage am I? 30% orange 40% green 20% yellow 10% turquoise

30% orange 40% green 20% yellow 10% turquoise

Journal prompts- for self growth How am I feeling today? What’s causing me to suffer? What’s making me happy? I'm feeling sick (physically), bored and pessimistic. I suffer from some surface level depression, an inability to express myself, being on the cusp of lower and higher density. This journal dying. (What's making me happy?) The fact that I can access a selfless, loving state (my true nature) at will. Tulpas. Deities. The soon return of the beings.

Wow I finally understand the point of @Zeroguy's posts.