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Journalling Public journalling and community is in service to right action. Just talk, whatever (stupidity or wisdom) comes flowing out of your mouth it is in service to right action (in my case my audio productivity journal). Whatever comes flowing out of your mouth is you! Be yourself! Infuse your work with yourself. However silly you might think you are. Even if you are ignored, or dismissed. It's better than doing it alone in most cases (I've tried). Journalling or being a part of a community infuses your soul into your work. Public journalling is just a safer way to be a part of a community for some who feel overwhelmed by typical communities and enjoy introspection and writing.

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I am the Jewel! I will never let go of that realization ever again! Do not turn to look at every beggar that beckons – you belong to me! Do not sell yourself short, for you are priceless. Part the waters with your staff – you are today’s Moses. Tear through the cloak of fog! You are of the light, the same light as Mohammad. Shatter the mirrors of the beautiful, you are the dazzling Joseph. Blow the breath of life like Christ – you, too, are of that air. Break away from the unscrupulous; do not fall for the deceit of ghouls. You are of noble origin – you are from the highest high. By spirit, you are deathless – imperishable; magnificent from within. You belong to the glorious – you are of divine radiance. What have you seen of your own beauty? You are still veiled… One dawn, like the sun, you will rise up from within yourself. It is a shame to be shrouded this way like the moon under a cloud. Tear through the cloud of body! You are the magnificent moon. You are like a hawk whose feet are bound, tethered to the body – It is with your own claws that you must untie the knots. -rumi

Thanks!

I think I figured it out. "I Exist" is the same as presence. I've just created a separation in my mind. I am Bliss.

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That should be obvious.

We love you, Jake Everyone else, you should all be ashamed of yourselves.

@Razard86 Sure. My mum suffered from serious brain cancer (Glioblastoma) for two years. Her personality changed almost immediately to a very sweet and beautiful disposition. I cried immensely when it happened, it broke me to see her change so drastically as my ego couldn't stand the sudden shift. It's like her ego immediately gave way in the crisis. My mum was always a highly intelligent and capable woman and knew how to adapt to any circumstance and its almost like she knew that to adapt to this meant to let go of her ego. In exchange for her no ego disposition the universe seemingly decided it was a fitting exchange to remove her most prized egoic possession which was her intelligence. For some reason the energies between you and her align. Like your soul knew to let go at some point to adapt as well. That's what my intuition is picking up on. It was a sudden shift, like my mum. You have the same beautiful soul. It's like walking down memory lane.

@Razard86 Your words really hold a punch (in a good way). Sometimes you remind me of my mum before she passed on. She transcended her ego during brain cancer. Her whole demeanor and mannerisms changed to become like I see in you. It's like serious crisis can change a person and their worldview and you can sense that in their energy. I can't really explain it. Gentle, convicting, beautiful energy.

Meditated 30 minutes Read 1 hour Watched "The Benefits Of Developing Your Consciousness - Only The False Self Suffers" Watched "The Existential Reasons For War & Conflict" Watched "How It Feels To Experience Awakening & God" Watched "Why Smart People Don't Understand God"

Being perception Being perception is Sublime gaze. I'm excited to explore this side of "I Exist" or Being or Joy within myself for the fun of it, even though I'm pretty sure I'm already familiar with it but I'm being overly humble. Being perception turned toward others streams life energy. Others are infused with Life (God from God and Love) as a result. They glow with Life. Life inspires Love.

Thanks for your answers and for clearing up some confusion, guys.

See this video for reference regarding the flattening idea for the self at 31:13: Please see Leo's comment 6 years ago under the video where he says: Good work! Keep flattening yourself. There is much self to flatten In response to: By the flattening of "myself" i realised that i'm just existence., phenomenal video Leo .... Don't spare me any nuance here. If any because it seems as though he doesn't flatten the self entirely in his current teachings. To what extent does Leo currently believe that one should not flatten the self?

Happy new year, everyone! From Australia. Blessings and well wishes. My intention for this year is to step into my highest empowerment and integrity. That I might utilize my strengths and set my priorities properly. To be a guardian of the earth, its habitat, and its people, selfless in energy and open. Just like the seed I don't know where to go Through dirt and shadow, I grow I'm reaching light through the struggle Just like the seed I'm chasing the wonder I unravel myself All in slow motion You cannot eat money, oh no You cannot eat money, oh no When the last tree has fallen And the rivers are poisoned You cannot eat money, oh no You cannot eat money, oh no You cannot eat money, oh no When the last tree has fallen And the rivers are poisoned You cannot eat money, oh no Oh no Suffocate me So my tears can be rain I will water the ground where I stand So the flowers can grow back again 'Cause just like the seed Everything wants to live We are burning our fingers But we learn and forgive You cannot eat money, oh no You cannot eat money, oh no When the last tree has fallen And the rivers are poisoned You cannot eat money, oh no You cannot eat money, oh no You cannot eat money, oh no When the last tree has fallen And the rivers are poisoned You cannot eat money, oh no Oh no Feed me sunlight, feed me air In a place where nothing matters Feed me truth and feed me prayer (dancing around a shooting star) And every cell remembers Feed me sunlight, feed me air (that have taken us this far) I see images of killer whales Feed me truth and feed me prayers (sleeping in a desert trail) Dreaming of a parallel world where nothing ever hurts Dreaming of a parallel world where nothing ever hurts

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Insight I had the insight that since I have a 'suggestible' or agreeable (I prefer that terminology) nature I can utilize that nature by steering what inclinations I might have at any given time through right action and more specifically my journal for audio productivity. I can use my nature to my advantage as a strength, which would otherwise be a weakness. Steering my strongly feminine nature with my masculine.

Meditated 30 minutes Read 1 hour Watched "What Is The True Self? - How To Discover Your Essential Divine Nature" Watched "How To Practice Self-Inquiry - Accessing Emptiness & The True Self" Watched "How To Become Fearless - The Root Solution To Fear" Watched "Spirituality Is The Art Of love"

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I'm starting to love the frustration and pain that comes with the spiritual path. The constant frustration and pain makes you appreciate 'nothingness'. I had this realization during the neti neti video by Leo: maybe you have to realize that its nothing maybe you have to appreciate that its nothing (my partner said to me in response: Aha, I see a lightbulb just went off) So much relief came over me along with profound waves of beauty as I pierced the fabric of reality. Just relief. Just peace. Just nothing. Please God, let me have nothing. The spiritual Guru knows what he's doing. Lighting a fire inside your heart for nothing.

Please gives your reasons or story in support of your vote if you want to. I'm wondering if I should pursue lectures (following so-called experts), meditation, or audiobooks in my video audio productivity journal. Meditation is my strength. Lectures and audiobooks are my weaknesses because intellectual pursuits are my weakness even though I am an intuitive and curious by nature.

Watched "How Your Mind Distorts Reality - Needy vs Non-Needy Perception" Meditated for 18 minutes "Initiation of Ra Guided Healing Meditation from Isis" Meditated 16 minutes "You Are Life Itself — Guided Meditation with Mooji"

My boyfriend, Joseph Maynor who I spend every waking moment with:

I don't understand how I could have misunderstood anything when I asked a question for understanding. "Flatness in any nondual spiritual context" seems to be an overstatement on your part. I'm asking what Leo thinks about this and whether there is any discrepancy between 6 years ago and today. In my experience, by completely 'flattening' the self and external world you can inadvertently realize separation and distance to be illusory. You realize you are existence itself. Which comports with what you said and with what the video commenter said which I quoted above.

A voice was speaking to me in a dream last night. The voice alleged to be me and alleged that I set up the whole encounter beforehand. It answered all my questions (I don't remember a lot of the encounter). It told me that I had some schizophrenia sometimes. It told me that many of my experiences were real. It told me to listen to ASMR, to loving entities. I had an encounter with an 'entity' right after waking up in an ASMR video. In the background was the word 'Bloom' (flowers are significant symbols for me). I had some 'delusional' thoughts after waking up and wrote them down. After some time, grounding work, and meditation they passed. I either grounded in actual reality or went back to 'sleep'. One of my 'delusions' (?) is that God puts me to sleep.